
The Agonist : Lullabies for the Dormant Mind

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1. THE TEMPEST
(THE SIREN'S SONG:THE BANSHEE'S CRY)
...ahhh...
I say!
Why do you grip so hard That way?
Of what is there left to be Afraid?
Let the waves elope
with your empty Remains
They erode your foothold anyway
They mosh, unaware, of their own might
Hypnotizing shoreward swallowing
They storm me, ganging up on me!
What's become of the home
that supported me?
They spit me back after drowning me
Then slip away
Dragging their fingers behind them
But you expel the salt/Sink down lower
Than the undertow would bring you
You just don't seem to see how
returning to them is so far beneath you
But then how come my corpse it rises up?
And it is my soul that has sunk?
Hear! That sound rings out
across, across the land
Over! the roaring waves through
every grain of sand
Is it of loss and pain or
made to seduce man?
Listen! The oohs and aahs of
Funeral spectators, death admirators
As they bathe in ritual memories
and fake tears
Life's underrated, jaded and hatred
Isolate you, so abandon your fears
And spread my ashes
like a bouquet of seeds
Far up, far out,
to show you what I'm made of
Kill the parasite in every co-dependent
Brain fallen slave to pull the waves
(Ooh ooh, ooh ooh/Ooh ooh, ooh ooh)
The pull of the waves
The natural decay
Of all that is made
Is how redemption is paid
But you expel the salt/Sink down lower
Than the undertow would bring you
You just don't seem to see how
returning to them is so far beneath you
Say, Dickinson,
who do, who do you blame?
For your! Romantic death wish?
And does it remain true!
That angry winds feel like a lover's breath?
That's why! you grip so hard - No!
It's simply condition, keeping me locked in
I could escape if I knew how to swim
Look, feel, you're aided
Wind, sun, and strangers
Have come to guide you
so the choice is clear
We'll spread your ashes
like a bouquet of seeds
Far up, far out,
So show us what you're made of
We'll kill the parasite in every co-dependent
Brain fallen slave to the pull of the waves
(breakdown)
Playfully badgering/Casually capturing
To escape the surface chaos is
to sink, not to swim!
You say! to release the stranglehold keeping me safely beneath
But as sea foam rises up
Tickles my lips and sinks inside
Doesn't the choice of future paths
become a matter of pride?
(Ooh ooh, ooh ooh/Ooh ooh, ooh ooh)
When I've struggled so hard to excel
Why is it so unappealing to survive?
2. ...AND THEIR EULOGIES SANG ME TO SLEEP
...ugh!!
All I heard!
Was the sound of fish who'd drowned
All I saw! was the inside of my eyelids
All I said! fell short of reaching open ears
Words floating, clouding the view
"See no, hear no, speak no evil"
Leaves you deaf, dumb, and blind
'cause the bad's all you'll find
A deeply heart-felt goodbye
To the part of me that died when I decided
To put others before me
Yes my heart fell asleep
Boredom and fatigue
I always... said I wanted to die smiling
To pretend I'm at peace
From my corpse beams a frigid, blank grin
And once hopeful eyes are sunken in
Like a... lullaby to the cradle
Is the... eulogy to the casket
All my... flaws swept under the table
To grieve... the porcelain doll that was me
Their solemn songs sang me to sleep
As my body escaped me
Their solemn songs sang me to sleep
As my body e-!!!
Such a shameful masquerade
Fleeting, frozen minutes on display
Why is evolution such
a shameful thing to say?
Can you feel your bodily decay?
Because I can sure-as-hell
feel my brain going blank
If my body betrays me
there's pollution to thank
This condition
infects my cells like it controls my mind
Internal army defend me
behind enemy lines!
Fragile vehicle of mine
Don't abandon me yet
There is so much to live for
That we so easily forget...
Fascination with the fear
The concept escapes me
All encompassing fate
How it wrenches our hearts
Torments our souls
And sings us all to sleep
To an eternal keep
No matter what beliefs
It sweetly sings us all
3. THANK YOU, PAIN
So, lowly criminal
Please tell me, how do you plead?
Now, honorable
judges, ladies, gentlemen of the jury
Please allow me to present my case
Ha! What case can you possibly present
To rip a man from his
family, faith, and friends? Defense?
Listen, before you convict
You see, I never did intend to ruin anything
Intent is a guilty conscience's
white flag against pride
So I find you guilty of the crimes
I know, although I don't believe
It's not only my afterlife I bereave
(Appeals will be denied!)
The line of duty calls for
enforcement of laws
So you're our property now
Intelligence failed you somehow
Oh, what a shame that you play this game
Through senses, what can we explain?
Not joy, not guilt, not pain
Is love the same?
This senseless argument in vain
erodes my sense of shame
Who's to blame?
Thank you, Pain! God bless Suffering!
Thank you, Pain! For preventing me
from returning to the source again
So it shall be/Now do you see
the error of your ways?
Of rats and men you speak
Standing up tall but you are weak
A smiling thief!
We are all murderers, you see
But you let taboo human chemistry
blind your needs/Love is greed!
Logic won't concede
Think about the statistics you feed
Think before you plead
Through senses, what can we explain?
Not joy, not fear, not pain
is love the same?
This reckless argument in vain
erodes my sense of shame
Who's to blame?
(Danny solo)
Thank you, Pain! God bless Suffering!
Thank you, Pain! For preventing me
from returning to the source again
4. BIRD ELOPE WITH THE SUN
(Air like water/Water like stone
Birds elope with the sun)
Velvet quietus furtively draped over ears
Quartz underfoot and crystalline opal tears
Welcoming webs of gasping despair
Nival anaphora textures the air
Anamnesis waltzes through
Windows shut tight
and the fires are fueled
Reminding naiveté
of its magnitude's inferiority
Skyward stretching
Arms become thin and weak
Bony fingers comb the clouds
Then curl into fists, admitting defeat
Blood concedes to gravity's pull
Leaving hollow skeletons all erect
Perforating the skyline
An impenetrable cage
Like skin drawn tight
And canvas cracked with age
Escapist flights and lengthy nights
As some succumb and slumber awakes
Faces count minutes till noon
Solar ghosts
come kiss the moon goodnight
Grey memories for now
A thousand families, down will fall
Nival tears bury them all
Like absconding tides
Birds elope with the sun
A... barren desert soaked in bleach
A sickly pallor and opal touch
Hallucinating shattered glass
Falls as if the atmosphere cracked
And we are invaded by an emptiness black!
Oh!
The brain keeps the body company
The continent is a newborn
trying to breathe
Accepting his fate and falling asleep
The child is woman resting in peace
(Accepting the sleep as a blackness
Forcing its way in and pushing air out through heavy lungs
And heavy are the clouds that reach so deep
And smother the land in a heavy shroud
Eyes press closed and words are now visible)
The sky is an eggshell waiting to hatch
The ground is the air, the wind, the trees
The Earth, the water, the fire
Sculptors working the clay, carving angels
And gargoyles and columns
As pixies dance to appease the leaves
Faces that once turned to catch the light
Frown and turn desperately
down towards darkness
Float to the stiff, grey Earth
Faces count minutes till noon
Solar ghosts
come kiss the moon goodnight
Grey memories for now
A thousand families, down will fall
Nival tears bury them all
Like absconding tides
Birds elope with the sun
5. WAITING OUT THE WINTER
Which is more elusive: freedom or sanity?
When one disappears
the other... follows so quickly
Certain species/races/beings
Are gifted, you see, with the
Power to rob us of either
Should they feel so inclined to bother?
The land is run by a man-made set of rules
Described as holy or patriotic tools
Ethics are invented
although a consciousness is not
Adamant beliefs are highly protected
And when challenged frequently
emerge victorious
You can't speak, think, or feel
Severed wings never heal...
So justifies the kill
Wait out the winter
Under forced custody, oh-oh!
The static cold feels more...
More like home than this
Open-armed penitentiary... and we
Embrace the comfort of lost liberty
So fictile is identity
without self-governance
That's why free-thinkers always feel
so lost and desperate
And I just witnessed my first death
I watched the last escaping breath
I just saw a life turn into death
For them to claim it doesn't count
is reckless, blind, ignorance
A cry for help silenced/I saw her go
I don't know where a
Frightened stare became a lifeless glare
Suddenly she was no longer there with me
Although I'm there with her
I didn't know why
When it was okay to exhale
The excuse-making race decides
That breaking their own laws applies
But taking any life is wrong
I feel the pain for every one!
You can stand, learn, still ignore
The weight of knowledge
cracks glass floors
Ink runs quickly/Blood runs slow
So wait for the rain waters
to flood the snow
Wait out the winter
Under forced custody, oh-oh!
The static cold feels more...
More like home than this
Open-armed penitentiary... and we
Embrace the comfort of
Disgrace yourself because you've
caged yourself in
Destined path's a dead-end
Eyes take snapshots from broken clocks
Motion slows to a sleep-walk
And senses shut down with the frost
And all is ending Mental hibernation
6. MARTYR ART
Awaken... as from a tormented sleep
With eyes...
anxiously looking to creep
Beyond this twisted
de...mentia displayed on the walls
Mysterious...
mindsets and ink-droplets fall
Muses take flight in an all out war
Shall I catch with open hand?
Or let it fall and start again?
Such words burn the skin
So Enter stage right/Mic in hand
Before the micro-cosm stand
Display my efforts after all
Don't expect them recognized
Hourly torture/Chaos ignite!
Beauty and art give a sign of life
But as/Balzac-and-Hardy-profess
The martyr will burn/For her canvas
Elusive horizon
I... I'm not a threat, you see.
I'm for some reason always on trial.
Object of detestation always on trial!
O, Solitude!
With thee I dwell!/With thee I dwell!
In our assiduous gated hell!
Trivial, this mind and spirit world
You can't compare their worth
To what is real
At its best, all critics must confess
This work can outlive death
So what is real?/So what is real?
Because I can't describe
Half the shit I feel inside
All your crimes targeted intent
Eviscerating innocence
I swear I'm not a threat.
Put down your defense/I swear I'm not.
And all I can do is watch in awe (in awe)
Feet raking the sand
Hands bound by molten ire
As the broad guillotine blade
Sinks into the horizon
Streams/Streams of burning gold
Burst forth from Ultramarine
Expansive veins reach towards me
Lending heat to the air
As the Earth is sliced in half and!
The dividing line approaches!
For every stage turned wonderland
For every sound turned song
For every song turned experience
For every hour drawn long
(breakdown)
Accablées de misère en décembre
Les muses se baignent en flammes
Noyées dans l'ombre elles disparaissent
Attendant le divin peintre de l'Univers, le Soleil
[English translation:
"Overpowered by misery in December
The Muses bathe in flames
Drowned in the shade they disappear
Awaiting the divine painter of the Universe, the Sun"]
7. GLOBUS HYSTERICUS
...yeah...
What says the tree to his friends the rocks?
When he lives and breathes and
They sit and mock
And he grows strong for centuries long
But one day dies and begins to rot
"We will last intact this way! And you
my friend/my friend you will soon decay"
"But I can breathe - am commensal
The shade/the fruit/the nests on bough
And if, with this, my time finite
I'm glad to have spent it doing right"
Rocks prefer to simply sit
To win none, lose none, just exist
(solo)
But nary should an ocean rise
They'd become sand
And disappear with the tides
When trees ignite a cyclic life
From plant to animal/To Earth and back
Whom even
when their roots are plowed
Have left exponential impact
Steel/Concrete/Technology
May stand intact for centuries
I say with actions...
But faced with wind, flood, or quake
Like toys will crumble, bend, and break
What you do with words...
And so the greedy/the greedy human kind
To conquer trees tall/mountains high
Erects gigantic splinters of steel, that Shame forests/Make mountains kneel
And progress spreads like moss on stone
Evolution dictates that men are prone
To outdo those that came before
"You see? We'll last forever more!"
(solo)
(We improve what nature made
we'll challenge mountains/transplant lakes
There is no confirmed master plan
We do it just because we can)
But foolish is the one who
Complacently thinks himself King
For centuries!
Because when time erodes the past
what remains are nature's things
Quite Shakespearean duels
those between parent and offspring are!
As Chronos devoured his son Gaia!
To Mankind so he starts!
Steel/Concrete/Technology
May stand intact for centuries
I say with actions...
But faced with wind, flood, or quake
Like toys will crumble, bend, and break
What you do with words...
We won't outlive our generation
but our impact surely will
This, the Rocks' humiliation,
when they witness we are still
Alive in what we've left for others
like Nature gives so selflessly
So pay respect to our true Mother
and take your rank amongst the trees
8. SWAN LAKE Op. 20
(Tchaikovsky cover)
(A Cappella by Alissa)
9. THE SENTIENT
Here once stood
One hundred million species
Undiscovered until extinction
Here once stood
Unnatural amounts of prey turned product
Mechanized slaughter
The sentient flaunted
their machinist super-iority
An ersatz compensation
for real instincts lost
Millennia of ancestry
Plowed down for modern industry
The solution to their housing crisis
Was in fact the cause
So why not humanity for habitats?
Because they are damned if they do
and damned when they can't!
Euthanasia is a crimeless death penalty
But it's still better than what they get
When tortured, brutally murdered
'Cause some fucking coward
can't make a clean living
So he picks on the voiceless children
"Well, they're not smart like us
they won't feel a thing!"
That's a fact? Please explain!
Why should we even care?
The things we destroyed
did not need to be there
It's survival of the selfish
The bi-pedal tyrant
goes down with his ship in the end
Here once stood invented laws and morals
Applicable to selective followers
And as such rules reserved the right
To control matters of death and life
(Oxygen... and Oceans...)
Metal rusts/Cement crumbles
To err is human/Not divine
Prayers are so intently mumbled
When proud man is forced to decline
(Yeah!)
Why should we even care?
The things we destroyed
did not need to be there
It's survival of the selfish
The bi-pedal tyrant
goes down with his ship in the end
10. WHEN THE BOUGH BREAKS
Alone... She was...
We face this journey alone...
Helpless and weak
Dependent on others' decisions and needs
But who's to say what is right?
To protect a soul, or to save a life?
Is it! A plague or a gift?
The ability to create
in the way of the Gods?
We are instinctual artists
Atlas had nothing on what we've got
When half a race
carries the weight of existence
And society shuns most circumstances
Reputation screams to conform
And cast out anything
deviating from the norm
The only way to believe your lies (oh-no)
Is to spread them far and
spread them wide (oh-oh-oh)
Creation like a limitless universe
But boundaries are what define size
Wake up! Remember nightmares by
sharing them upon gaining consciousness
Wake up! A flooded nation is soon to spoil
So wave your flags west!
Equality will never be attained
When blaming Eve
For the sins we've gained
A fighter until the end
But sympathy only kicked-in
Once she was dead
The sacrifice of a life
Or rather an exchange instead
Pity, regret, and sorrow turned into hope
But even then the newborn
Winds up dead
Black!!!/White, Wrong/Right
Quite!!! A simple hypocrisy!!!
Yeargh!!!
Since when is an accident a responsibility
If you play God once/I can play God twice
Give me the decision
And I'll handle the fight
(Oh no) Materialism now subsides
The only way to believe your lies (oh-no)
Is to spread them far and
spread them wide (oh-oh-oh)
Creation like a limitless universe
But boundaries are what define size
Oh!...Tradition exists
when no one has the guts to change
Someone asked me
What difference One can make one day
For we're the moss/the Earth/the stone
So let us do as did The Tree
For silence will long be ignored
And action recognized quickly
What if? I should have...
Hindsight always haunts me
A thousand Judases could never stop me
Slings and arrows disappoint and taunt me
But I'm not wrong,
and I'll sacrifice everything
Just because I know the way
since the beginning
Hindsight always haunts me,
and then the bough breaks!
11. CHLORPORMAZINE
I awoke to complex chemistry
So I went to a neuro-surgeon inquisitively to see what she could see
But she only knows what she's taught
So I turned to a tree
to see what he thought
And he asked
"When does three equal one plus one?"
The answer is birth – life's creation
Then suddenly the flames rushed past
Green turned to black
And life turned to ash
Because I believe in everything
I'm convinced of nothing
United we ran/Divided we crawl
It just takes a common enemy
to make a friend
Marry hope and fear/Invent a color
And so, it's gone as quickly as it came
Raging tides galloped forth
to extinguish the flames
And thus, was born a cloud above
But all else was gone
and one plus one equals one!
Because I believe in everything
I'm convinced of nothing
United we ran/Divided we crawl
It just takes a common enemy
to make a friend
In harmony with gravity
Always bring everything down
(instrumental break)
(Tear out your mother-tongue)
(Chlorpromazine incursion)
Flesh is food and bone is stone
A grey matter case
for inner demons/microphones
Fields of shells that lurk in murky waters
A bed of nails for a less traumatic slumber
Logic's taught but brains are sweet
We've served ours up
for the demons to feed
Project loathsome apathy redefines reality
Paranoid self-victimization
in a cage of skin rage
And intimidating lack of control
Bring a once bright life to stone and ice
(The rights of the voiceless
will be revealed)
(THE SIREN'S SONG:THE BANSHEE'S CRY)
...ahhh...
I say!
Why do you grip so hard That way?
Of what is there left to be Afraid?
Let the waves elope
with your empty Remains
They erode your foothold anyway
They mosh, unaware, of their own might
Hypnotizing shoreward swallowing
They storm me, ganging up on me!
What's become of the home
that supported me?
They spit me back after drowning me
Then slip away
Dragging their fingers behind them
But you expel the salt/Sink down lower
Than the undertow would bring you
You just don't seem to see how
returning to them is so far beneath you
But then how come my corpse it rises up?
And it is my soul that has sunk?
Hear! That sound rings out
across, across the land
Over! the roaring waves through
every grain of sand
Is it of loss and pain or
made to seduce man?
Listen! The oohs and aahs of
Funeral spectators, death admirators
As they bathe in ritual memories
and fake tears
Life's underrated, jaded and hatred
Isolate you, so abandon your fears
And spread my ashes
like a bouquet of seeds
Far up, far out,
to show you what I'm made of
Kill the parasite in every co-dependent
Brain fallen slave to pull the waves
(Ooh ooh, ooh ooh/Ooh ooh, ooh ooh)
The pull of the waves
The natural decay
Of all that is made
Is how redemption is paid
But you expel the salt/Sink down lower
Than the undertow would bring you
You just don't seem to see how
returning to them is so far beneath you
Say, Dickinson,
who do, who do you blame?
For your! Romantic death wish?
And does it remain true!
That angry winds feel like a lover's breath?
That's why! you grip so hard - No!
It's simply condition, keeping me locked in
I could escape if I knew how to swim
Look, feel, you're aided
Wind, sun, and strangers
Have come to guide you
so the choice is clear
We'll spread your ashes
like a bouquet of seeds
Far up, far out,
So show us what you're made of
We'll kill the parasite in every co-dependent
Brain fallen slave to the pull of the waves
(breakdown)
Playfully badgering/Casually capturing
To escape the surface chaos is
to sink, not to swim!
You say! to release the stranglehold keeping me safely beneath
But as sea foam rises up
Tickles my lips and sinks inside
Doesn't the choice of future paths
become a matter of pride?
(Ooh ooh, ooh ooh/Ooh ooh, ooh ooh)
When I've struggled so hard to excel
Why is it so unappealing to survive?
2. ...AND THEIR EULOGIES SANG ME TO SLEEP
...ugh!!
All I heard!
Was the sound of fish who'd drowned
All I saw! was the inside of my eyelids
All I said! fell short of reaching open ears
Words floating, clouding the view
"See no, hear no, speak no evil"
Leaves you deaf, dumb, and blind
'cause the bad's all you'll find
A deeply heart-felt goodbye
To the part of me that died when I decided
To put others before me
Yes my heart fell asleep
Boredom and fatigue
I always... said I wanted to die smiling
To pretend I'm at peace
From my corpse beams a frigid, blank grin
And once hopeful eyes are sunken in
Like a... lullaby to the cradle
Is the... eulogy to the casket
All my... flaws swept under the table
To grieve... the porcelain doll that was me
Their solemn songs sang me to sleep
As my body escaped me
Their solemn songs sang me to sleep
As my body e-!!!
Such a shameful masquerade
Fleeting, frozen minutes on display
Why is evolution such
a shameful thing to say?
Can you feel your bodily decay?
Because I can sure-as-hell
feel my brain going blank
If my body betrays me
there's pollution to thank
This condition
infects my cells like it controls my mind
Internal army defend me
behind enemy lines!
Fragile vehicle of mine
Don't abandon me yet
There is so much to live for
That we so easily forget...
Fascination with the fear
The concept escapes me
All encompassing fate
How it wrenches our hearts
Torments our souls
And sings us all to sleep
To an eternal keep
No matter what beliefs
It sweetly sings us all
3. THANK YOU, PAIN
So, lowly criminal
Please tell me, how do you plead?
Now, honorable
judges, ladies, gentlemen of the jury
Please allow me to present my case
Ha! What case can you possibly present
To rip a man from his
family, faith, and friends? Defense?
Listen, before you convict
You see, I never did intend to ruin anything
Intent is a guilty conscience's
white flag against pride
So I find you guilty of the crimes
I know, although I don't believe
It's not only my afterlife I bereave
(Appeals will be denied!)
The line of duty calls for
enforcement of laws
So you're our property now
Intelligence failed you somehow
Oh, what a shame that you play this game
Through senses, what can we explain?
Not joy, not guilt, not pain
Is love the same?
This senseless argument in vain
erodes my sense of shame
Who's to blame?
Thank you, Pain! God bless Suffering!
Thank you, Pain! For preventing me
from returning to the source again
So it shall be/Now do you see
the error of your ways?
Of rats and men you speak
Standing up tall but you are weak
A smiling thief!
We are all murderers, you see
But you let taboo human chemistry
blind your needs/Love is greed!
Logic won't concede
Think about the statistics you feed
Think before you plead
Through senses, what can we explain?
Not joy, not fear, not pain
is love the same?
This reckless argument in vain
erodes my sense of shame
Who's to blame?
(Danny solo)
Thank you, Pain! God bless Suffering!
Thank you, Pain! For preventing me
from returning to the source again
4. BIRD ELOPE WITH THE SUN
(Air like water/Water like stone
Birds elope with the sun)
Velvet quietus furtively draped over ears
Quartz underfoot and crystalline opal tears
Welcoming webs of gasping despair
Nival anaphora textures the air
Anamnesis waltzes through
Windows shut tight
and the fires are fueled
Reminding naiveté
of its magnitude's inferiority
Skyward stretching
Arms become thin and weak
Bony fingers comb the clouds
Then curl into fists, admitting defeat
Blood concedes to gravity's pull
Leaving hollow skeletons all erect
Perforating the skyline
An impenetrable cage
Like skin drawn tight
And canvas cracked with age
Escapist flights and lengthy nights
As some succumb and slumber awakes
Faces count minutes till noon
Solar ghosts
come kiss the moon goodnight
Grey memories for now
A thousand families, down will fall
Nival tears bury them all
Like absconding tides
Birds elope with the sun
A... barren desert soaked in bleach
A sickly pallor and opal touch
Hallucinating shattered glass
Falls as if the atmosphere cracked
And we are invaded by an emptiness black!
Oh!
The brain keeps the body company
The continent is a newborn
trying to breathe
Accepting his fate and falling asleep
The child is woman resting in peace
(Accepting the sleep as a blackness
Forcing its way in and pushing air out through heavy lungs
And heavy are the clouds that reach so deep
And smother the land in a heavy shroud
Eyes press closed and words are now visible)
The sky is an eggshell waiting to hatch
The ground is the air, the wind, the trees
The Earth, the water, the fire
Sculptors working the clay, carving angels
And gargoyles and columns
As pixies dance to appease the leaves
Faces that once turned to catch the light
Frown and turn desperately
down towards darkness
Float to the stiff, grey Earth
Faces count minutes till noon
Solar ghosts
come kiss the moon goodnight
Grey memories for now
A thousand families, down will fall
Nival tears bury them all
Like absconding tides
Birds elope with the sun
5. WAITING OUT THE WINTER
Which is more elusive: freedom or sanity?
When one disappears
the other... follows so quickly
Certain species/races/beings
Are gifted, you see, with the
Power to rob us of either
Should they feel so inclined to bother?
The land is run by a man-made set of rules
Described as holy or patriotic tools
Ethics are invented
although a consciousness is not
Adamant beliefs are highly protected
And when challenged frequently
emerge victorious
You can't speak, think, or feel
Severed wings never heal...
So justifies the kill
Wait out the winter
Under forced custody, oh-oh!
The static cold feels more...
More like home than this
Open-armed penitentiary... and we
Embrace the comfort of lost liberty
So fictile is identity
without self-governance
That's why free-thinkers always feel
so lost and desperate
And I just witnessed my first death
I watched the last escaping breath
I just saw a life turn into death
For them to claim it doesn't count
is reckless, blind, ignorance
A cry for help silenced/I saw her go
I don't know where a
Frightened stare became a lifeless glare
Suddenly she was no longer there with me
Although I'm there with her
I didn't know why
When it was okay to exhale
The excuse-making race decides
That breaking their own laws applies
But taking any life is wrong
I feel the pain for every one!
You can stand, learn, still ignore
The weight of knowledge
cracks glass floors
Ink runs quickly/Blood runs slow
So wait for the rain waters
to flood the snow
Wait out the winter
Under forced custody, oh-oh!
The static cold feels more...
More like home than this
Open-armed penitentiary... and we
Embrace the comfort of
Disgrace yourself because you've
caged yourself in
Destined path's a dead-end
Eyes take snapshots from broken clocks
Motion slows to a sleep-walk
And senses shut down with the frost
And all is ending Mental hibernation
6. MARTYR ART
Awaken... as from a tormented sleep
With eyes...
anxiously looking to creep
Beyond this twisted
de...mentia displayed on the walls
Mysterious...
mindsets and ink-droplets fall
Muses take flight in an all out war
Shall I catch with open hand?
Or let it fall and start again?
Such words burn the skin
So Enter stage right/Mic in hand
Before the micro-cosm stand
Display my efforts after all
Don't expect them recognized
Hourly torture/Chaos ignite!
Beauty and art give a sign of life
But as/Balzac-and-Hardy-profess
The martyr will burn/For her canvas
Elusive horizon
I... I'm not a threat, you see.
I'm for some reason always on trial.
Object of detestation always on trial!
O, Solitude!
With thee I dwell!/With thee I dwell!
In our assiduous gated hell!
Trivial, this mind and spirit world
You can't compare their worth
To what is real
At its best, all critics must confess
This work can outlive death
So what is real?/So what is real?
Because I can't describe
Half the shit I feel inside
All your crimes targeted intent
Eviscerating innocence
I swear I'm not a threat.
Put down your defense/I swear I'm not.
And all I can do is watch in awe (in awe)
Feet raking the sand
Hands bound by molten ire
As the broad guillotine blade
Sinks into the horizon
Streams/Streams of burning gold
Burst forth from Ultramarine
Expansive veins reach towards me
Lending heat to the air
As the Earth is sliced in half and!
The dividing line approaches!
For every stage turned wonderland
For every sound turned song
For every song turned experience
For every hour drawn long
(breakdown)
Accablées de misère en décembre
Les muses se baignent en flammes
Noyées dans l'ombre elles disparaissent
Attendant le divin peintre de l'Univers, le Soleil
[English translation:
"Overpowered by misery in December
The Muses bathe in flames
Drowned in the shade they disappear
Awaiting the divine painter of the Universe, the Sun"]
7. GLOBUS HYSTERICUS
...yeah...
What says the tree to his friends the rocks?
When he lives and breathes and
They sit and mock
And he grows strong for centuries long
But one day dies and begins to rot
"We will last intact this way! And you
my friend/my friend you will soon decay"
"But I can breathe - am commensal
The shade/the fruit/the nests on bough
And if, with this, my time finite
I'm glad to have spent it doing right"
Rocks prefer to simply sit
To win none, lose none, just exist
(solo)
But nary should an ocean rise
They'd become sand
And disappear with the tides
When trees ignite a cyclic life
From plant to animal/To Earth and back
Whom even
when their roots are plowed
Have left exponential impact
Steel/Concrete/Technology
May stand intact for centuries
I say with actions...
But faced with wind, flood, or quake
Like toys will crumble, bend, and break
What you do with words...
And so the greedy/the greedy human kind
To conquer trees tall/mountains high
Erects gigantic splinters of steel, that Shame forests/Make mountains kneel
And progress spreads like moss on stone
Evolution dictates that men are prone
To outdo those that came before
"You see? We'll last forever more!"
(solo)
(We improve what nature made
we'll challenge mountains/transplant lakes
There is no confirmed master plan
We do it just because we can)
But foolish is the one who
Complacently thinks himself King
For centuries!
Because when time erodes the past
what remains are nature's things
Quite Shakespearean duels
those between parent and offspring are!
As Chronos devoured his son Gaia!
To Mankind so he starts!
Steel/Concrete/Technology
May stand intact for centuries
I say with actions...
But faced with wind, flood, or quake
Like toys will crumble, bend, and break
What you do with words...
We won't outlive our generation
but our impact surely will
This, the Rocks' humiliation,
when they witness we are still
Alive in what we've left for others
like Nature gives so selflessly
So pay respect to our true Mother
and take your rank amongst the trees
8. SWAN LAKE Op. 20
(Tchaikovsky cover)
(A Cappella by Alissa)
9. THE SENTIENT
Here once stood
One hundred million species
Undiscovered until extinction
Here once stood
Unnatural amounts of prey turned product
Mechanized slaughter
The sentient flaunted
their machinist super-iority
An ersatz compensation
for real instincts lost
Millennia of ancestry
Plowed down for modern industry
The solution to their housing crisis
Was in fact the cause
So why not humanity for habitats?
Because they are damned if they do
and damned when they can't!
Euthanasia is a crimeless death penalty
But it's still better than what they get
When tortured, brutally murdered
'Cause some fucking coward
can't make a clean living
So he picks on the voiceless children
"Well, they're not smart like us
they won't feel a thing!"
That's a fact? Please explain!
Why should we even care?
The things we destroyed
did not need to be there
It's survival of the selfish
The bi-pedal tyrant
goes down with his ship in the end
Here once stood invented laws and morals
Applicable to selective followers
And as such rules reserved the right
To control matters of death and life
(Oxygen... and Oceans...)
Metal rusts/Cement crumbles
To err is human/Not divine
Prayers are so intently mumbled
When proud man is forced to decline
(Yeah!)
Why should we even care?
The things we destroyed
did not need to be there
It's survival of the selfish
The bi-pedal tyrant
goes down with his ship in the end
10. WHEN THE BOUGH BREAKS
Alone... She was...
We face this journey alone...
Helpless and weak
Dependent on others' decisions and needs
But who's to say what is right?
To protect a soul, or to save a life?
Is it! A plague or a gift?
The ability to create
in the way of the Gods?
We are instinctual artists
Atlas had nothing on what we've got
When half a race
carries the weight of existence
And society shuns most circumstances
Reputation screams to conform
And cast out anything
deviating from the norm
The only way to believe your lies (oh-no)
Is to spread them far and
spread them wide (oh-oh-oh)
Creation like a limitless universe
But boundaries are what define size
Wake up! Remember nightmares by
sharing them upon gaining consciousness
Wake up! A flooded nation is soon to spoil
So wave your flags west!
Equality will never be attained
When blaming Eve
For the sins we've gained
A fighter until the end
But sympathy only kicked-in
Once she was dead
The sacrifice of a life
Or rather an exchange instead
Pity, regret, and sorrow turned into hope
But even then the newborn
Winds up dead
Black!!!/White, Wrong/Right
Quite!!! A simple hypocrisy!!!
Yeargh!!!
Since when is an accident a responsibility
If you play God once/I can play God twice
Give me the decision
And I'll handle the fight
(Oh no) Materialism now subsides
The only way to believe your lies (oh-no)
Is to spread them far and
spread them wide (oh-oh-oh)
Creation like a limitless universe
But boundaries are what define size
Oh!...Tradition exists
when no one has the guts to change
Someone asked me
What difference One can make one day
For we're the moss/the Earth/the stone
So let us do as did The Tree
For silence will long be ignored
And action recognized quickly
What if? I should have...
Hindsight always haunts me
A thousand Judases could never stop me
Slings and arrows disappoint and taunt me
But I'm not wrong,
and I'll sacrifice everything
Just because I know the way
since the beginning
Hindsight always haunts me,
and then the bough breaks!
11. CHLORPORMAZINE
I awoke to complex chemistry
So I went to a neuro-surgeon inquisitively to see what she could see
But she only knows what she's taught
So I turned to a tree
to see what he thought
And he asked
"When does three equal one plus one?"
The answer is birth – life's creation
Then suddenly the flames rushed past
Green turned to black
And life turned to ash
Because I believe in everything
I'm convinced of nothing
United we ran/Divided we crawl
It just takes a common enemy
to make a friend
Marry hope and fear/Invent a color
And so, it's gone as quickly as it came
Raging tides galloped forth
to extinguish the flames
And thus, was born a cloud above
But all else was gone
and one plus one equals one!
Because I believe in everything
I'm convinced of nothing
United we ran/Divided we crawl
It just takes a common enemy
to make a friend
In harmony with gravity
Always bring everything down
(instrumental break)
(Tear out your mother-tongue)
(Chlorpromazine incursion)
Flesh is food and bone is stone
A grey matter case
for inner demons/microphones
Fields of shells that lurk in murky waters
A bed of nails for a less traumatic slumber
Logic's taught but brains are sweet
We've served ours up
for the demons to feed
Project loathsome apathy redefines reality
Paranoid self-victimization
in a cage of skin rage
And intimidating lack of control
Bring a once bright life to stone and ice
(The rights of the voiceless
will be revealed)
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