Helshare : War Without Enemy
歌词
1. MEDIUM BLACK
It shines through my glorious past
The miserable life I've been leading
Trophies of capitalism
Mark my ground
As I march through my
Medium black existence
Feasting on my own utopia
Starving my soul to death
Willingly playing my role
In this soul shattering void
I call my life
Slowly fading from all
Consciousness of who I am
Or what I was
Becoming a numb puppet,
A property of a rule
A model I must fit into
And give up myself
2. LIFELESS
Searching for a life in the wreckage
Of our extinction
For it is a travesty calling our
Existence a life
Looking through our past mistakes with sorrow
And regret
Hiding behind our cultural and personal
Greed and longings
It burns up
Will be laid to rest
It rots
Hell will be up here
It's drowning
Life will be for none
It's bleeding
Lifeless
Left we'll be standing
Like Giger's creations
Alive but soulless
Searching
For our fathers
In the ashes of our creation
No solution
For our problems
There is no easy way out
Lifeless
We are living
Lifeless we are dying
3. BLIND
Fantasizing
Advertising
Sympathizing
Fanaticize
Blind to the world
Standing in front of you
Spitting in your face
True to your beliefs
Blind to the hypocrisy
Playing your part in it all
Feeling better
Proud believer
Healthy karma
Deranged
Dereliction
Where's the need
For real pressure
Deadly need
4. SHATTERED
You woke the light in me
With your constant smile and your sympathy
You brought me back from hell
From were I thought I might forever dwell
I had surrendered
I had given up
There was no point fighting
When the war was lost
There you stood over my broken bones
My shattered soul made of stones
You pulled together my miserable life
Gave me hope from which I thrive
I had surrendered
I had given up
There was no point fighting
When the war was lost
You loved me like your infant son
In the gamble of life I had finally won
You are my life, I need you so
Hold me close, don't ever let go
I'm falling
Instantaneously swept of my feet
Cast to the ground
A making to the crowd
Opened the gates of pain
I suffer
My simplicity
Only brought me
More agony
My soul
Is shattered
Like before
Now I die
5. THE HOLE
In this world of anxiety
I sit in my calmness
Watching the world
Passing by, slowly
Having sat on the edge
Leaned over, fallen
Straight to the bottom
My conscience is dead
I am awake
In this world of fear
God is dying
There is no faith
Chaos is the master
While you struggle for something
To fill the hole
Left in your chest
I feel no urge for searching
Chaos I found my god
Buried deep in my head
I am my god
And there is only one
6. MYTHS
You made me suffer
With your false intentions
Full of lies and deceptions
Keeping me blind
Blind by false beliefs
Feeding me with myths of wisdom
Spinning me a bed of lies
Telling me stories
The facts of life
Educating with your best intentions
For your utopia
Mistold truths
Parts left unsaid
Blanks filled in
With Selfish deeds
Infecting my soul
Scoping my mind
Paths of fiction
Made roads of life
All my life, been living a lie
My beliefs, hollow words
My bliss, not my own
My fear, not my own
My dreams, made of lies
My hopes, built on empty space
My life, a wreck
My world, has fallen apart
It will never be the same
7. FATAL
A life has gone
That to one rule
All things must obey
Never undone
The fate of all life
Destined to end the same
No matter what kind
No matter what size
The one thing
We can say for sure
Despite all we think we know
All must end
It fades
Withers away
Disappears
And is gone forever
Memories of forgotten things
Have no value
What once was
Can never be the same
It doesn't matter
How fast you run
Or were you hide
Life is fatal
8. WAR WITHOUT ENEMY
Fighting
Thoughts in my head
Defeated by my own mind
Struggling for sanity
In my insane world
A war within
My darkened mind
A war without enemy
My struggling self
Feeling
The darkness
Sliding in
Blindfolding me
Imprisoning
Impossible to be
Unable to feel
Binding me
keeping me still
Unable to move
Trapped in my shell
Dark is my sight
Nocturnal behavior
Isolated
Isolating
A war within
My darkened mind
A war without enemy
Just my struggling self
Fear of denial
Visions of the fall
Cringing, back into my shell
My thoughts embrace me
Crush me, darkness clouds my eyes
My fate, is sealed. I close my eyes
Still I see black. I see black
Light, doesn't change the dawn of darkness
Has past me, an endless nothing. I float
Numb, following my dark thoughts
Feeling life fade, feeling life fade
It shines through my glorious past
The miserable life I've been leading
Trophies of capitalism
Mark my ground
As I march through my
Medium black existence
Feasting on my own utopia
Starving my soul to death
Willingly playing my role
In this soul shattering void
I call my life
Slowly fading from all
Consciousness of who I am
Or what I was
Becoming a numb puppet,
A property of a rule
A model I must fit into
And give up myself
2. LIFELESS
Searching for a life in the wreckage
Of our extinction
For it is a travesty calling our
Existence a life
Looking through our past mistakes with sorrow
And regret
Hiding behind our cultural and personal
Greed and longings
It burns up
Will be laid to rest
It rots
Hell will be up here
It's drowning
Life will be for none
It's bleeding
Lifeless
Left we'll be standing
Like Giger's creations
Alive but soulless
Searching
For our fathers
In the ashes of our creation
No solution
For our problems
There is no easy way out
Lifeless
We are living
Lifeless we are dying
3. BLIND
Fantasizing
Advertising
Sympathizing
Fanaticize
Blind to the world
Standing in front of you
Spitting in your face
True to your beliefs
Blind to the hypocrisy
Playing your part in it all
Feeling better
Proud believer
Healthy karma
Deranged
Dereliction
Where's the need
For real pressure
Deadly need
4. SHATTERED
You woke the light in me
With your constant smile and your sympathy
You brought me back from hell
From were I thought I might forever dwell
I had surrendered
I had given up
There was no point fighting
When the war was lost
There you stood over my broken bones
My shattered soul made of stones
You pulled together my miserable life
Gave me hope from which I thrive
I had surrendered
I had given up
There was no point fighting
When the war was lost
You loved me like your infant son
In the gamble of life I had finally won
You are my life, I need you so
Hold me close, don't ever let go
I'm falling
Instantaneously swept of my feet
Cast to the ground
A making to the crowd
Opened the gates of pain
I suffer
My simplicity
Only brought me
More agony
My soul
Is shattered
Like before
Now I die
5. THE HOLE
In this world of anxiety
I sit in my calmness
Watching the world
Passing by, slowly
Having sat on the edge
Leaned over, fallen
Straight to the bottom
My conscience is dead
I am awake
In this world of fear
God is dying
There is no faith
Chaos is the master
While you struggle for something
To fill the hole
Left in your chest
I feel no urge for searching
Chaos I found my god
Buried deep in my head
I am my god
And there is only one
6. MYTHS
You made me suffer
With your false intentions
Full of lies and deceptions
Keeping me blind
Blind by false beliefs
Feeding me with myths of wisdom
Spinning me a bed of lies
Telling me stories
The facts of life
Educating with your best intentions
For your utopia
Mistold truths
Parts left unsaid
Blanks filled in
With Selfish deeds
Infecting my soul
Scoping my mind
Paths of fiction
Made roads of life
All my life, been living a lie
My beliefs, hollow words
My bliss, not my own
My fear, not my own
My dreams, made of lies
My hopes, built on empty space
My life, a wreck
My world, has fallen apart
It will never be the same
7. FATAL
A life has gone
That to one rule
All things must obey
Never undone
The fate of all life
Destined to end the same
No matter what kind
No matter what size
The one thing
We can say for sure
Despite all we think we know
All must end
It fades
Withers away
Disappears
And is gone forever
Memories of forgotten things
Have no value
What once was
Can never be the same
It doesn't matter
How fast you run
Or were you hide
Life is fatal
8. WAR WITHOUT ENEMY
Fighting
Thoughts in my head
Defeated by my own mind
Struggling for sanity
In my insane world
A war within
My darkened mind
A war without enemy
My struggling self
Feeling
The darkness
Sliding in
Blindfolding me
Imprisoning
Impossible to be
Unable to feel
Binding me
keeping me still
Unable to move
Trapped in my shell
Dark is my sight
Nocturnal behavior
Isolated
Isolating
A war within
My darkened mind
A war without enemy
Just my struggling self
Fear of denial
Visions of the fall
Cringing, back into my shell
My thoughts embrace me
Crush me, darkness clouds my eyes
My fate, is sealed. I close my eyes
Still I see black. I see black
Light, doesn't change the dawn of darkness
Has past me, an endless nothing. I float
Numb, following my dark thoughts
Feeling life fade, feeling life fade