Distinguisher : Helpless
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1. HELPLESS
The pain is endless
I'm left defenseless
Helpless
2. LEECH
You came out of nowhere
Leaving me numb to your feeding
Continuously
You're the leech on my life
You fucking leech
You came out of nowhere
Leaving me numb to your feeding
Continuously
You're the leech on my life
I shouldn't have stuck with what I found
Your vast intelligence rooted me in your ground
You developed a bloodthirst
Then I became cursed
From diving in headfirst
My head's about to fucking burst
You never realized
All the pain you caused me
Why don't you get it over with
Swallow me whole
You're the leech on my life
Thinking back to the start
You weren't much of a threat
Until I realized that our connection
Was just full of regret
That's when my happiness started to fade away
I watched my mood fade to grey
I'm left with nothing else to say
All you've done is lead me astray
Please just get out of my way
You came out of nowhere
Leaving me numb to your feeding
Continuously
You're the leech on my life
I'm finally leaving
3. FATHER FIGURE
From the beginning you never were
Something I could look up to
Also if we're speaking the truth
You never showed I was anything close to you
Close to you
Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you created
Nevermind, that's a lie
I'll revise that line
It's built upon everything you destroyed
Everything you destroyed
Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed
Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed
The composure of my consciousness
Falls apart, falls into your void
The worst part of our interactions
Was that you always halted your compassion
The bonds are forever broken
I've dragged myself above your burden
All I wanted was the security
That I wasn't just a target for your insecurities
Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed
The composure of my consciousness
Falls apart, falls into your void
I thought you would've been something to look up to
I thought you would've been something I could look up to
Not the fucking one
To ruin everything I held onto
Learn to be something I can look up to
Not the fucking one
To ruin everything
4. FOLLOW THE LINES
Get me out of here ! (x2)
I'm not leaving in disgrace
Monotony halts my body from healing
It's constant robs me from even feeling
Feeling like I've got a chance to survive
Can't turn back now, just gotta follow the lines
My life is done
I feel I'm ready to die
Fuck it, I'm not ending here
This is where I start my life !
Can't you see
All the sorrows I hold in my head
If it wasn't for all of this hope
I'd rather be dead
Through my constant suffering
I've learned more than I have ever cared to know
About the urge of shutting the door
I can't turn back now, I've gotta follow the lines
Just gotta follow the lines
I've gotta follow the lines
No blacking out, no more backing out
It's time I start my life
Today I start really living
I've hung up the coat of disgrace
It puts me in a state of bliss
I'm not slowing the pace
Can't you see
All the sorrows I hold in my head
If it wasn't for all of this hope
I'd rather be dead
Through my constant suffering
I've learned more than I have ever cared to know
About the urge of shutting the door
I can't turn back now, just gotta follow the lines
They have truly
Guided me home (x2)
Follow the lines
5. DEADWEIGHT
You build me up just to break me down
I offered friendship but you turned around
Threw me facedown, I'm done being misled
The old me is dead
Everyday, everyday is the same
They give no thanks, but instead return my favors with shame
They always seclude me
I'm not a slave, I'm a human being
No one is safe from me
I'm evil to a whole new degree
They say you're molded by your surroundings
Well, what I'm becoming is nothing astounding
This deadweight has left me drowning
If you want to see me drown
Then I'm taking you with me
Tearing, fading, I am degrading
I am falling apart at the seams
Just like my heart seems to be
Everything that I once was now just isn't me
Kindness is just a shell of who I used to be
Torn and jaded
I am completely degraded
This deadweight on my heart of glee
Has left me completely submerged at sea
I'm lost with no ship for safety
Not even someone to come fucking save me
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