1. HELPLESS

The pain is endless
I'm left defenseless
Helpless


2. LEECH

You came out of nowhere
Leaving me numb to your feeding
Continuously
You're the leech on my life

You fucking leech

You came out of nowhere
Leaving me numb to your feeding
Continuously
You're the leech on my life

I shouldn't have stuck with what I found
Your vast intelligence rooted me in your ground
You developed a bloodthirst
Then I became cursed
From diving in headfirst
My head's about to fucking burst

You never realized
All the pain you caused me
Why don't you get it over with
Swallow me whole

You're the leech on my life

Thinking back to the start
You weren't much of a threat
Until I realized that our connection
Was just full of regret

That's when my happiness started to fade away

I watched my mood fade to grey
I'm left with nothing else to say
All you've done is lead me astray
Please just get out of my way

You came out of nowhere
Leaving me numb to your feeding
Continuously
You're the leech on my life

I'm finally leaving


3. FATHER FIGURE

From the beginning you never were
Something I could look up to
Also if we're speaking the truth
You never showed I was anything close to you
Close to you

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you created
Nevermind, that's a lie
I'll revise that line
It's built upon everything you destroyed
Everything you destroyed

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed
The composure of my consciousness
Falls apart, falls into your void

The worst part of our interactions
Was that you always halted your compassion

The bonds are forever broken
I've dragged myself above your burden

All I wanted was the security
That I wasn't just a target for your insecurities

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed
The composure of my consciousness
Falls apart, falls into your void

I thought you would've been something to look up to

I thought you would've been something I could look up to
Not the fucking one
To ruin everything I held onto

Learn to be something I can look up to
Not the fucking one
To ruin everything


4. FOLLOW THE LINES

Get me out of here ! (x2)
I'm not leaving in disgrace

Monotony halts my body from healing
It's constant robs me from even feeling
Feeling like I've got a chance to survive
Can't turn back now, just gotta follow the lines

My life is done
I feel I'm ready to die
Fuck it, I'm not ending here
This is where I start my life !

Can't you see
All the sorrows I hold in my head
If it wasn't for all of this hope
I'd rather be dead

Through my constant suffering
I've learned more than I have ever cared to know
About the urge of shutting the door
I can't turn back now, I've gotta follow the lines

Just gotta follow the lines
I've gotta follow the lines
No blacking out, no more backing out
It's time I start my life

Today I start really living
I've hung up the coat of disgrace
It puts me in a state of bliss
I'm not slowing the pace

Can't you see
All the sorrows I hold in my head
If it wasn't for all of this hope
I'd rather be dead

Through my constant suffering
I've learned more than I have ever cared to know
About the urge of shutting the door
I can't turn back now, just gotta follow the lines

They have truly
Guided me home (x2)
Follow the lines


5. DEADWEIGHT

You build me up just to break me down
I offered friendship but you turned around
Threw me facedown, I'm done being misled
The old me is dead

Everyday, everyday is the same
They give no thanks, but instead return my favors with shame

They always seclude me
I'm not a slave, I'm a human being
No one is safe from me
I'm evil to a whole new degree

They say you're molded by your surroundings
Well, what I'm becoming is nothing astounding
This deadweight has left me drowning

If you want to see me drown
Then I'm taking you with me

Tearing, fading, I am degrading
I am falling apart at the seams
Just like my heart seems to be

Everything that I once was now just isn't me
Kindness is just a shell of who I used to be

Torn and jaded
I am completely degraded
This deadweight on my heart of glee
Has left me completely submerged at sea

I'm lost with no ship for safety
Not even someone to come fucking save me