1.ARRIVED

Too depressed to thing
A train of empty thoughts
Where's the meaning
Confused and distraught
Behind your dreams
Lies your past
Tooall questions
You just can't ask

Find peace
Find truth
Find my way
Eternal youth
Not give in
Fight the fight
Always win

Don't forget your past
You've arrived at last

Now you can think
Too many random thoughts
Found the meaning
Confused and distraught
Here lies your dreams upon your lap
Better take them boy hurry fast


2.THE LONER

I see myself a sea of gray
Colors fade no light no day
Alone I sit wondering where to roam
Hoping one day to find my home

Into what you read
Take back another day - the key
Look inside and you will see
The man you'll become eventually

Wath you got is your loneliness
All you got is your loneliness

I look beyond and I see dismay
Little hope no light just pray
Can't figure out just what went wrong
I've been a prisoner for way too long


3.BROWN STREET BETTY

Ain't no sun on me today
I couldn't say why I stayed
Maybe I should've walked away

My defect
This hell I'm in
Your defense
Why won't you let me live

Whoa Brown Street Betty
What you see is what you get
Whoa Brown Street Betty
No she'll never settle down

She didn't smile at me today
I Couldn't say why she stayed
Maybe she could've walked away

Now in the light
In the pale moonlight
I can see all the things
All the things I shouldn't be

Now in your sight
In the morning light
I can see all the things
All the things I shouldn't be


4.BLACK & BLUE

Hard to believe in something you just can't see
Hard to tell yourself sometimes it's just me
Hard to believe ourselves when it's all inside
Hard to tell yourself when you're full of pride

I know you don't believe it
Damnation's almost trough
I've almost lost what's all me
We've battled hard
We're black and blue

Hard to push away all your fears
Hard to recapture all those years
Hard to see with blinders on
I don't care no more cause now I'm gone


5.RUNNIN' ALONE

How much longer
Taby tell me when will it end
Trapped in the pitch black darkness
Since god now when
Throw me a line
The bitch is screaming at me
Where have you been
I loved her but what the hell
Who was I then

I've had wasted days
It's just my wasted day

Runnin' alone
from the darkness
Runnin' alone
with all my misery
Runnin' alone
What the hell have
Runnin' alone

Rescue me now
Save me from the ball and the chain
Bury me now
I ain't surviving the game
Throw me a sign
Self-destruction running through my veins
Damned for all time
Baby I was born in the grave


6.FREIGHT TRAIN

Times I didn't care In a life of despair
Living without thought or remorse
My hatred throwing life off course

World spins out of control
How to get back I don't know
Better hold on real tight
Right becomes left wrong become right

Whoa God help me
I'm like a runaway train and there ain't no turning back
Whoa can't trust me
Cause I'll just smile to your face then I'll stab you in the back

Heads down
Distress
Eyes cold
Faceless
In my head and in my chest
Short breaths no time to rest


7.VICIOUS CYCLES

Sick of life
Sick of all this strife
What do I have to replace
I'm a total disgrace
Look at me
With my head in my hands
Face in the sand
Don't know who I am

Head spins heart dies
Whoa here it come again

Lost my pride
Lost my faith
Vicious cycles
They waste my life away

Don't know why
Even why I try
I try to save face
Loneliness I embrace
I try to scream
But I'm lost in a dream
Stranded in need
Abandoned to bleed

I gave and I gave
But all you gave me was this misery
Your heart of stone where lies
Engraved the way I used to be


8.ANOTHER REASON

Go on
Living
On the edge
Unforgiving
Hold on
Living
Things I've done
Always preaching

Stand tall
Saving
Saving face for my own being
This time
It' changing
Changing fate
You're the one that's obeying

Always another
Another reason to drag me under
Alaways Always
Another reason to drag me under

Will you
Ever
Take the time
To discover
That I
Will never
Bow down

Go on
Go on living this way


9.DAY ARE NUMBERED

Bad enough I got time killing me
It keeps dragging on
But now it seems you're a burden to me
The way you're hanging on
Who the fucks gonna hold your hand
Every time you cry
Your life just seems so easy to me
It makes me wonder why

It's only now I see
You weren't built to last

When you days are numbered
And you're fooling yourself fooling yoursef
And the truth's uncovered
Don't blame nobody else nobody else

You think you serve some kind of purpose
When you throw your weight around
We played your game for a long long time
But now we're pulling out
I think you know and you understand
I think you realize
But now I know that the truth could never make it
Past your fucking pride


10.ONCE IN A LIFETIME

Emptiness fills up this space
Memories I can't erase
Things you said and done
Consume my soul

Cleansed my soul of all these sins
Embraced by loneliness
Mother always said it would be this way

Remember the time
You walked away
I knew this was
Was my fate

Once in a lifetime

Watched it all just slip away
Take this to an early grave
Darkness falls it lights my way


11.Dead Man Walking

Old deed...New breed
Don't bleed...Don't need
Mad greed...Take heed
Grow and feed...A bad seed
Peniless...What a mess
Never rest...Second blest
Second guess...Hopeless
Won't confess...None the less

Hell is rising...You're a...

Dead man...walking
Dead man...Old man
Dead man...Dead man walking

Impure...Cheap whore
No cure...Endure
What for...Unsure
Piss poor...No more
Grapevine...Shitty wine
Pretty crime...Make a dime
Flyin' blind...Outta time
Outta sight...Outta mind

Hell is rising. You're a

Dead man...Walking
Dead man...Old man
Dead ma
Dead ma walking


12.GULCH (instrumentale)


13.WYOMING

These eyes that are worn from the road
Dirt tears run never ending
The prize that keeps me from home
It's gone but keeps pretending
A journey that I walk alone
The sky its line and this run
Clouds of dust as I kick them bones
My boots my pride and my gun

It's all I can do to recall
That time is still against me
The days are as long as the road
Neck burns the night set me free

The sky its line and this run
And I cry out Wyoming
My boots my pride and my gun
And I cry out Wioming

Out here will I die alone
Never laid to rest
Another passing man kicks my bones
Buck wild will my ghost ever pass