@ryan5 , @miniradman , @Panzerjager

Thanks for all of your help guys!  I am going to take all of this into account, I am starting to feel better already haha I found Panzerjager to be especially funny lol.

Also, tonight I have a date with a girl from work (not my first overall, but first with her) so I am also nervous about that too lol.  I'm hoping to just be myself and all that, because she is really nice and sweet.  Going to dinner and seeing Mission Impossible lol.  Can't beat the classics I suppose.  So hopefully everything will go great!  Thanks again you three!

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You're welcome

Good luck btw

Sad

I don't know, I'm having slight mixes of emotion at the moment. For about 4 months at the most I've been feeling really ill, I've been coughing, getting Intense Head aches. Also just upset in general, apethetic, Lazy, tired all the time... I though I might have had glanduar FEVER which is common amongst teens. Anyway, I went to my doctor and he tested my Blood for any signs of viruses or any nutional deficiencies. My Blood test came back today Negative for anything bad (thank GOD) but he did ask me.... Have you been feeling upset lately, and I replied with a "sort of". So, he diagnosed me with being depressed. Which is weird because usually, people with Depression don't like to talk a lot, but I'm the opposite when I have a problem or when I'm with freinds I just talk talk talk but yeah, I guess I have been feeling Down in the dumps of quite a long time. But what really made me upset was when my mother got up me for been depressed... err, how is being depressed my fault? also I'm not sure how to deal with this because my doctor prescibed my some medicine that I have to take for 6 months. But fuck me sideways, I can't wait that long to get over something like this. Has anyone else been suffering depression? or any remedes to at least help to get "un-depressed"?  Because I just don't know what to do.

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I remember having fun once, it was terrible...

Some people mau experience Depression without a real major cause. They have to watch out for it so they don't allow to much "triggers" in their life and ACT quickly when they feel a Depression coming. I've never suffered of a Depression, too optimistic for that.

Some kitchen-garden-home solutions:
Chocolate
Walking, sports outdoor
Sunlight!!!!!!!!
Travelling, going out or meeting with friends often
Love? ( this is a retorical question, you'll prob know why )

I don't have access to any of that
I've heard that chocolate has known anti-depressent properties, but I can't by much
Rain, Rain, Rain has been falling... cloudy miserable weather is what I've only been getting lately. And whenever its sunny, I End up not going outside because there is always just that one thing that just won't let me.
I Wish I could go out with freinds, but my freinds are more of the "get wasted" type and do practises which don't really interest me. Now that I think of it, Nothing has been "interesing" me lately

What really Hurt the most was that my parents didn't like it. They're blaming me for being like this, which doesn't exactly make me feel any better

Sorry for being an asshole about your recommendations... I just feel so lost right now.

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I remember having fun once, it was terrible...

you say you're having very bad weather, some differences with friends etc? You're having a Winter Depression, don't worry too much about it. Try to go outdorr whenever you can and try to relieve pressure in your life

Do doctors usually prescibe Medication for this type of depression...

Because no matter what I do, it just doesn't go away

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I remember having fun once, it was terrible...

they od but antidepressiva and sedatives are VERY addicting, keep that in mind

I'll keep that in mind, because I have to take them every day for 6 straight months...
At my worst possible year too (final year of highschool)

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I remember having fun once, it was terrible...

@mini: Grandma solution: get a cat/snobby pet that requires some attention.  Start playing an instrument and exercise. Start appreciating cheesy Power metal. Watch more movies - become a movie buff, read books, learn something new.

Try to cheer up somehow, you don't have such a bad life.

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When in Danger or in doubt,
Run in circles, Scream and shout.