1. TIME IS A CRUEL MISTRESS

Time is a cruel mistress
I’ve lived my years
In her cold cell

I remember where the torture began
But never be able to stop it
I’m lying I never intended to leave it

Pleasured by tortured dreams
Under the unholy shadow
To fantasize my death

Pleasured by tormented desires
Covered with grey clouds
Once was heaven to me

No solution suits me
No salvation salves me
I had lost my control
When my soul’d betrayed me

Time is a cruel mistress
But I deserve worse
I am not crying
But lost in this cell


The lake was witness to my misery
And shall lead to all the darkness I feel


I shed blood unfleshly
But dreamed so vividly


The life of unmet desires
And the circle of pain
I am nothing but a carcass
No angel whispers to me
But the daemons hug me
Tried to sell my soul
But they said that
‘It is worthless’ to me

Time is a cruel mistress
All shall worship to
And all shall curse…
Time is a cruel mistress


2. TORTUROUS DREAMS

A dream can be a motive to live or to die
When the soul has been / isolated for so long

Can I find peace along those gravestones?

Would you let me lie down under this cold moon light?

Do you believe me if I kiss the soil?
About that the rotting is my desire…

Hungry for blood
Hungry for pain
Is what I feel myself thereafter
That torturous obsession

I should’ve taken out my brain out
Or my heart to lock in somewhere else
But I could not, just not

A darkened garden with the night flowers
A gentle chill causes her to wear the shawl
Do not know what lies beyond
But the entrance was tough enough

I remember that she bloomed
In all her darkness
Charming like stars
With all her vampiric captivation

Refused me and commended to try again in times to come
It was all but a dream which lefts me
A burden to live

I found myself in my little cell / when I opened my eyes
Trying to return to the dream that had already gone

A dream can be a motive to live or to die….


3. THE FORGOTTEN

Yearning eats the soul like hungry wolves…

The forgotten always comes at night

The taste of the cold steel
Still haunts my feelings
As I leave myself / to my dreams

The forgotten always comes at night

After all those years
with that case in my heart
Which I treated as The Forgotten

Here I am, as a carcass

The moon howls to me
From the night sky
I remember the hellish past

The forgotten always comes at night

The salvation was her scent
But I could not breathe deeply

Here I am, as a carcass

It’s a ghost that haunts me
Shakes me like a cold wind
Time killed me
After I pursued her heels

The forgotten always comes at night