1. FIVE YEAR WINTER

Dear Tiffany,
You've made me nauseous for the last time
Everything I've said to you
I will form into a spike (to drive through my throat)

In order to stop my words
This time I'll put them in the ground along with my memories and my feelings

I'll burn it down and walk away
Let the fire warm my back
I wish you would say you hate me
It would make it so much easier

Burn it down and walk away


2. ALIVE IS DEAD

(Instrumental)


3. A TOOL TO SCREAM

Goodbye, they breathe but cannot scream
They have no tools to build voices
They wait in fetal position
Martyrs on altars of mistakes

The martyr

They have not the tools to scream
They are just the ones upon the altars of mistakes
There is no safe place

The martyr


4. WITCHHUNTER

I watch as my dreams bleed
Which one of you hunters got me
She's waiting and watching
Will she be there for me
Who's got me who loves me
I've lost my turn
This world
This world I've created
It makes me and breaks me
All alone


5. TRASHCANHANDS (KEYBOARD COWARDS)

You think because you bought this record,
You read a list of thanks you can judge our lives (you've identified)
You think because you bought the record,
You read a list of thanks you've identified (you can judge out lives)

A favor we provide
Little forum boys with your polished cyber toys

I read your bucket comment
Your three piece bulletin

Pout pout
Booo hooo
Talk talk
Pout Boo hooo hooo

How is out identity working out for you?
It's funny how you can justify me (us) on opinion
An idea that I do this for you

Dxcboy
Firekid

You know who you are (and what you do)

We wrote this song for you


6. THE RACE OF STANDING STILL

I'm racing, racing towards it
Like when I was a small boy
Cutting through a waving field
Decorated by summer sunlight

Unable to remember
Unable to forget
Unable yet at peace
Unable yet scared

I'm racing, racing towards it with fear and excitement
They seem unseperable
They seem so far apart
They are my close friends
They are my very ghosts
I'm racing towards it
I’m holding perfectly still

I'm racing towards it
I’m holding perfectly still

In the race of standing still


7. FJL

If I go
Will you come back?
When no one else sees,
Will it be me?
Will this be,
A sentiment I share?
If you can't,
Give purpose,
To this place,
Of nothing,
Can we leave,
This dream?
Believe in me.


8. THE END OF HIS WORLD

The sky's as dark as murderers hearts
Waiting, stalking

She didn't know he was gonna die

The earth it screams
As bullets fire upon the innocent

She didn’t know he was gonna die

The end of his world is here

The seas' as red as your man's blood
Dripping from his forehead

The winds as cold as his widows eyes
When she finds out her lover won't be coming home


9. THE DREAMS THAT DON’T COME TRUE

I tried again, I fell again to find out for myself
It hurts for a lifetime

Your picture rests there for a lifetime
And for a lifetime I will dream of you

I tried again, I fell again to find out for myself
It hurts for a lifetime

Your picture rests there for a lifetime
And for a lifetime I will dream of you

I will dream of you

I prepare a mantle inside of my heart
With your photograph to soothe the scars

Unable to be erased, unable to be forgotten
As I grow older I will dream


10. AT ZERO (SIMEON SIMMONS)

I'm at zero, release the controls
Preparation for the ending

The end is soon
I'm at zero

I’m at zero

I'm at zero, release the controls
Preparation for the ending

The end is soon
I'm at zero

I will not die at zero