1. ARRIVAL

As I let the repetition of this life
Devour what is left of all my heart
I silently wait, longing for your arrival
I will wait as long as it takes
But you have hardened beyond my recognition
Together we scrape the walls
Of what we once were
To taste the bliss
But you have hardened beyond my recognition
Together we scrape the walls
Of what we once were
To taste the bliss
And to feel the adrenaline
Of a hopeful, anxious soul
The sun has blistered my eyes
The flames of this fire
They all faded a long time ago
And yet I stand still
Waiting for your arrival
And yet I stand still
Waiting for your arrival
And yet I stand still
Waiting for your arrival
And yet I stand still
Waiting for your arrival
And yet I stand still
Waiting for your arrival
But you have hardened beyond my recognition
Together we scrape the walls
Of what we once were
To taste the bliss
But you have hardened beyond my recognition
Together we scrape the walls
Of what we once were
To taste the bliss
And to feel the adrenaline
Of a hopeful, anxious soul
The sun has blistered my eyes
The flames of this fire
They all faded a long time ago
And yet I stand still
Waiting for your arrival
As I let the repetition of this life
Devour what is left of all my heart
I silently wait, longing for your arrival
I will wait as long as it takes
But you have hardened beyond my recognition
Together we scrape the walls
Of what we once were
To taste the bliss


2. HOLLOW

I saw her almost smile today
But the feeling of this desperation
Numbed her lips once again
As the weight of this life
Came crashing down on to both of us
It becomes almost impossible
Just to breathe
I saw him almost laugh today
But the loathsome misery
Strangled his only breath
Constricting his only thoughts of happiness
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day
I saw her almost smile today
But the feeling of this desperation
Numbed her lips once again
As the weight of this life
Came crashing down on to both of us
It becomes almost impossible
Just to breathe
I saw him almost laugh today
But the loathsome misery
Strangled his only breath
Constricting his only thoughts of happiness
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day
Surrounded by familiar faces
How can one feel so hollow inside
It is the epidemic of this plague
When all these individuals
Become so shallow
Tearing down one another
Only to build them up
Solely based on their accomplishments
Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams
It is time for a change
It is time to rise to the occasion
Ascending these mountains
Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams
It is time for a change
It is time to rise to the occasion
Ascending these mountains
Stop feeling sorry for yourself
And get the fuck out of your own way
The day is young
The fire burns bright
So light it up and pave the way
Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams
It is time for a change
It is time to rise to the occasion
Ascending these mountains
Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams
It is time for a change
It is time to rise to the occasion
Ascending these mountains
Stop feeling sorry for yourself
And get the fuck out of your own way
The day is young
The fire burns bright
So light it up and pave the way


3. INIQUITIES

I can feel the malocchio
Beginning to consume my soul
It is a distant feeling
Yet it is overwhelming me
These iniquities slowly dissipate
Into my bloodshot eyes
The darkness of a shadow
That only I can see
The disappointment of a life
that could have been something
The darkness of a shadow
That only I can see
The disappointment of a life
That could have been something
The time to rise above
Is all but lost in this monotony
Sometimes I feel like I just
Need to rest and breathe
No need to express myself
This is the predicament that I
Find myself in every day
A neverending journey of my own failure
This is the predicament that I
Find myself in every day
A neverending journey of my own failure
Just like a fucking game of Monopoly
Clock your time and make it
Through your fucking day
Just to wake for another day
And to always repeat
Just to wake for another day
And to always repeat
Is there an escape from myself
And all these iniquities
Or will I drown
In all my own anxiety
Will I find my own happiness
Is there an escape from myself
And all these iniquities
Or will I drown
In all my own anxiety
Will I find my own happiness
Or will the demons continue to
Take control of the reigns
Go forth and have no fear
For what we are
Is what we always will be
A shred of existence
Go forth and have no fear
For what we are


4. PERNICIOUS

They all think that they know what they are doing
Judging by these things that they can only see
There are so many hurting in this life
Simply because we do not allow each other just to be
Why can't we just live our life
Without all of this worry
And find our happiness in
All of the things we love
Is it because we suffocate one another
with all of our thoughts
And all of our stupid far fetched beliefs
Why can't we just live our life
Without all of this worry
And find our happiness in
All of the things we love
Is it because we suffocate one another
With all of our thoughts
And all of our stupid far fetched beliefs
Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe
Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe
What even brought us to this point
Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe
Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe
What even brought us to this point
As I stand in the darkness of repetition seeing
How we treat one another as if we live forever
Disregarding any consequences
Because there isn't any for a young narcissist
The world revolves around you anyway
So why would you think to worry or bother
As I stand in the darkness of repetition seeing
How we treat one another as if we live forever
Disregarding any consequences
Because there isn't any for a young narcissist
I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away
I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away
I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away
I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away


5. TAINTED

This life has left a sour taste in my mouth
I think back to when I was young
Just the thought of what had once existed
Devours me and my only thought of consciousness
Slowly making my way back
To the way I once was
Reminiscing life when
Friendships actually meant something
That we all adored and cherished
Until the end of days
When did it become so hard
Just to connect with the ones around us
I feel myself living a lie
Just to keep pointless appearances
I have wasted my breath
On this meaningless life
I want to show you something
It is called dignity
Reminiscing life when
Friendships actually meant something
That we all adored and cherished
Until the end of days
When did it become so hard
Just to connect with the ones around us
I feel myself living a lie
Just to keep pointless appearances
I have wasted my breath
On this meaningless life
I want to show you something
It is called dignity
Over and over and over again
I tell myself that this life
Will change for the better
Am I just lying to myself
Or do I really want a positive change
Over and over and over again
I tell myself that this life
Will change for the better
Am I just lying to myself
Or do I want a positive change
Over and over and over again
I tell myself that this life
Will change for the better
Am I just lying to myself
Or do I really want a positive change
How long, until I fall through the surface
The surface of these lies
How long, until I break through the silence
The silence of my life
How long, until I fall through the surface
The surface of these lies
You know I want to get back
To the way these things were before
Before we were corrupted by this society
When the whole neighborhood of kids
Came outside just to play
That is one memory I will have forever
You cannot take that from me
You know I want to get back
To the way these things were before
Before we were corrupted by this society
When the whole neighborhood of kids
Came outside just to play
That is one memory I will have forever
You cannot take that from me
You cannot take that from me
This is real life
This is not a pleasant game
Get all of your shit together, and accept the blame
This is real life
This is not a pleasant game
You get all your shit together, and accept the blame
This is real life
This is not a pleasant game
Get all of your shit together, and accept the blame
This is real life
This is not a pleasant game
Get all of your shit together, and accept the blame


6. VOICES

Get out of my head
Reality confused
This is not make believe
Tormenting as if
I'm in a sick demented dream
Get out of my head
Always trying to compulse and convince
And convert me into your measley little slave

Oh how I wish I could simply escape from myself
(You'll never escape)
And find any fragment of comfort and solitude
Oh how I wish I could simply escape from ourselves
And find any fragment of comfort and solitude
If only I could conjure one single second away from you
It'd soothe more than the glory of a thousand heavens

Ripping at my own hair
Clawing at my own eyes
Desperately trying to rid myself
Of this abomination that dwells within

I am not my own deceiver
In you I'm no believer
Trapped with you inside my own flesh
I am not my own deceiver
In you I'm no believer
Trapped with you inside my own flesh
Locked with you inside our shared flesh

Get out of my head!
Get out of my head!
Get out of my head!
Get out of my head!

I wish that people would realize
That I'm trapped in here fighting a losing battle
Struggling just to exist and conquer this terrible
Curse inflicting me

I wish that people would realize...

It's so hard to arise from my daily slumber
Because no matter if my eyes are open or closed
Your tormenting deceptive image is all I see
While your silver tongued soliloquies
Rattle thru my ears
I must relentlessly deflect
Your poetic torment
We've shared this flesh for so long
But now its time for you to go
I need you out of my head!
I need your tormenting voice to get out of my head!
I need any trace of you to get out of my head!