1. APOSTLES OF NIHILISM

I feel the chaos
as it slithers across my throat
Senses are numb and blind
A memory once known

A sentient species
Aware of time and space and its own.
Animals destined for nothingness
Bound by tight by blinding fear.
Enslaved by utter incredulity

Humiliated human temples of worship
Reinforcing its reality

Madness reigns supreme in our midst
The spirit of unbridled Depravity
Unhinged lunacy a morbid display
The doors of flesh cut wide open.

Apostles of Nihilism
Apostles of Nihilism

A future held intial promise
Shallow dreams disintegrated
Perpetual Physical torment
Without hate it seems nothing is left.


2. DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR

Destroyer of worlds
Ravager of souls
Sent to eradicate
Extinguish the flame

Looking in her eyes
See the shadows,
Day turns to nightfall
Through crimson-shaded irises

In that expression
Full of perception
And intuitions of despair

When you think of me, you feel the nightmare
My ghost keeps haunting
Never letting go

The storm rolls in
Like a mushroom cloud
Lightning flashes
A warning crashes
A blink starts a flood
Tempting disaster

Destroyer of worlds
Ravager of souls
Sent to eradicate
Extinguish the flame

Looking in her eyes
See the shadows,
Day turns to nightfall
Through crimson-shaded irises

Self deprecating and hating,
Virus of negativity
Standing on the edge of the world
And on the brink of annihilation
Delusions of grandeur


3. THE SILENCE OF GOD

The Silence of god
A cold void in a flawed idea of love
Existence is pain

A light blinding burning to leave all forgotten.

Corrupting the vulnerable

One speck of dust without love
Gazing at the cosmic purposelessness
there is no true world, its meaningless
Only nothingness

A world to burn.
A world to burn.

Turned to unfathomable misery
Motionless in the final moments
Eternity yeilds no hope

Everything That is wholly unoticed
Unrecognizable gone to waste
Sleeping no dreams breeding
Untouched stone in the desert
The namesless face.

The Silence of god
A cold void in a flawed idea of love
Existence is pain

Corrupting the vulnerable


4. DAMPENING EXISTENCE

Empty Eyes closed to the world
Forbidding Wisdom
In The Infinite spining
Obsidian Palm of the eternal

The Heart dose not beat
Taking the final steps
Walls collapse around emptiness
A falling stone into the abyss of agony

I am become Death
Spirit that eats the living
The Last Remaining breath
Creating the void in every heart

The Whisper through time.
Architect of Sorrow
Taking hope and Destroying it
Dampening Existence

Reflections Disfigured
Mind slipping away
Held by darkness
Never Was...can never be.

Crushing Weight Of the empty air
Confined To the Pits
A falling stone into the abyss of agony


5. PITS OF IGNORANCE

The Shadows grow long
And The sound of your spirit
Fainting resounds
The most dangerous of all reigning
Illuminated lies...

The Pits of Ignorance
Cursed Endless boundless place
Trapped within a tiny space
A space where Emptiness is spilled

Time and space twist and bend
No beginning and no end.

Numbness nothingness without end
Floating perpetual darkness

The glass of the mystifying hour
Cloaked in a shroud of total darkness
Mesmerizing limitless grains of black sand.
Each Grain a distant sad memory.

Feel them screaming
Through veins breaking
Haunted words with silent fingers strangling..
Memories haunting,

lurking in the shadows.
Hiding in Silence
Misery Breaking The spirit
A Slow Agonizing Process

Unraveled Existence
The Untouchable World
Death Touch The Untouched
Cocoon Called Humanity

The Shadows grow long
And The sound of your spirit
Fainting resounds
The most dangerous of all reigning
Illuminated lies...


6. WALKING AMONG THE DEPRAVED

Chained to this flesh
Feel the pain it needs to radiate
Inspire the Downward spiral
A promised endless struggle

Wild passions obscuring eyes
Mysterious signs flaming patterns
Deciving death, dreaming immortal
Silent all the sounds in night.

Our Disdain dissipate into the ground
Marrow and bones, Scars and tares
The void is vast and unforgiving
Deadly the path of grief

Walking among the depraved
Essence drained flickered and faded
Wandering through the endless crossroads

In Impenetrable darkness
No longer dreams of happines
Darkness and cold merged in a kiss
Dreamy seas that turn to black
Blood that runs down spines of backs.

Chained to this flesh
Feel the pain it needs to radiate
Inspire the Downward spiral
A promised endless struggle

Breathing in Silence
Consumed by Uncertainty


7. CHAINED TO WALLS OF DOUBT

To become free
Requires an absence of care
Accept that no one cares
That life it self is meaningless

Fall with out meaning
All hope vanishing
Truth is the world is
Nothingness and Death

With silent shouts
All of their arrogance
Death brought them here.

The weight of darkness consuming all.
And the parasites burrow deep.
The torture of the day never ends
Chained to the bleak wall of doubt.

Dispersions of squential death invoked
Ethereal as mist of a failures boast
A life in thousands of flowing wounds

Seeking solace of that hidden place.

The hopes they cling to dissipate
Come to naught. Now it's too late
Forsaken
They hang their heads for once again.

Fragile dreams in trembling hands
Veils of darkness drape lost lands
Seduced by sirens
Stars will upon new worlds


8. BETWEEN LAYERS OF ETHER

Life is a vitriolic Vortex
Its useless to be deceieved
By its akward illusions

All too soon this coating will smolder away
Revealing only death and decay
Only then you realize
All aspirations are just deception
Truly alone in a world of nothing.

Surrounded by the downy duvet of darkness
Where dreams reign like flames
As soon as the dawn comes knocking.
The stars are lying
Between layers of ether
The ascendant sun of morning reduced to earth

Now down below
Trapped in the coffin exempt from flow.
The bell has tolled
Your skin is becoming cold.

Life is a vitriolic Vortex
Its useless to be deceieved
By its akward illusions

All too soon this coating will smolder away
Revealing only death and decay
Only then you realize
All aspirations are just deception
Truly alone in a world of nothing.

Surrounded by the downy duvet of darkness
Where dreams reign like flames
As soon as the dawn comes knocking.
The stars are lying
Between layers of ether
The ascendant sun of morning reduced to earth


9. UNTOUCHED STONE IN THE DESERT

Screams that will never be heard
Pain that will never be healed
Never to be seen again
Nobody to help you.

No Escape only darkness
Beaten broken looking for death
Unheard Unspoken Unsaid
Standing in silence suffocated by cold hands

Mentally Paralyzed Limbs stiff and rigid
Fighting to no Avail
Fragile feeble and frail.

The Dark Flourishes
And the days must suffer for the night
Hope Tomorrow will be silent
No more nothing..

Fake Promises and Lies
They Offer hope and help
Giving up Theifr souls for possessions
All the wounds, bleed with guilt.

The untouched stone in the desert
Agony left to linger
To death what we see in dreams
The Twilight Of a Dying Sun

The moon bleeds like a scar in the skies
Daylight circles over us all
Explosions Descending In The radiated atmosphere.
Set Ablaze by the fires of Atom.


10. DREAMING OF UNREST

A world bound by words
Can never be real.
Fueled by bitter lies
Created words to explain

The absurdity of our existence

The road leading to the real
Abandon all understanding
It will all crumble away
This world of truth isnt divine.
Silent wars of the mind
Wasting away under the calm winds

Dreaming of unrest
Chasing a never changing perfection
Till it all withers away to ash and dust
A ruin now a sight of comforting pleasure

Time consumes every bit
Senconds sent a life spent
All emotions fade to numbness

Memory's or fantasy a false dream
A permanent echo of disaster