1. I WILL FIND YOU

The devil is dead
I have never felt the way that I have until I left the valley in flames
Let it burn, let it die, blind the all-seeing eye
But I know smoke will never clear in hell

The smell of burning oak makes me sick
Still. I breathe deep
Still, I cross to the other side (other side, other side)
But I hear a voice behind me say

I, the eye closed its final time as I had walked through the flames
Will, the will of a beast is nothing compared to the will of a God
Find, I'll find my peace when the bones of the devil lay at my feet
You, you and I are one, mark my words, I will find you

I will find you

A beast will always smell the blood of a coward
And a narrow-minded fool will always follow down the narrow path
To the blade that can make a God bleed

Still, you are weak
You're just a boy with his mother's eyes
That carries the weight of his father's heart

I always feel like there's something that I've left behind
It's not a possession or any acceptance of life
It's me

It's me
It's me

What is the point of running away
When you don't know who you are?
I'll always be one step behind
Until you realize who I am

I, the eye closed its final time as I had walked through the flames
Will, the will of a beast is nothing compared to the will of a God
Find, I'll find my peace when the bones of the devil lay at my feet
You, you and I are one, mark my words, I will find you

I will find you


2. LOST BOY

As I approach to the grasslands, I see a golden light
The moon never lies to a wicked eye
For my serpent tongue can only taste the flesh of an only son
Let my tainted blood flow through the parallels of our orphan veins
No man could ever understand the depths of our brain
Take a look at yourself, it’s inconsequential to stare into the eyes of a lost boy
Don’t let the truth silence our voice
We have the choice to push the boundaries of our own consciousness
Can you not feel the vibrations
Can you not feel the cold blood pumping into your blackened heart

There’s a world beyond the surface of our minds
Where absolute truth won’t vanish from our eyes
Let the spirit divide our moral sense and pride
And descend together, forever you are mine

We are coming of age and the life that you live will turn years into days
Haven’t you learned from what she became
It spawned a demon that ripped an angel from its wings
What is the purpose of living a lie
When truth is revealed you’ll succumb to the eye’s madness
Its power lives deep within us
We can return to all that we have lost to this withered earth

Underneath my shadow is a snake
And it’s telling me that I should run far away
But I know it’s voice will be echoing forever

Lost boy, we are one in the same
No matter how much you resist me, I’m with you
We’re in this together, you’re mine forever
We are connected
We are the orphan sons
I am the voice that guides you
You’re mine forever


3. A BLOODSOAKED SYMPHONY

My conscious froze when I felt the cold embrace of the hand that crafted me
I set my soul ablaze, I crawled through the nether and left a suicide letter next to my own severed head
I think I should be dead but that’s the beauty of selling yourself to sin
But again, we are men craving winter’s end
Wishing to live within our origin again

The door to immortality is shut
I can’t take much more of the scent of mold
This sphere of madness burning in my gut
Has trapped me in this house again

Mother, I pray that your voice sings me to sleep
To save my sanity from the sound of this blood-soaked symphony
Father, I pray that your hand is warm again
My pain will never end until you both come back to me

I can feel the devil’s presence, he never left this house
Now I can live my third depth fantasy
Draw him straight to me and drain every last drop from his arteries

A sacrifice of blood wakes the eye
It looks to turn this iron into gold
I place my hand upon the ancient god
I surrender my life
I bring the gift of resurrection
The power returns from which it came
Now grant me what I have gifted
Mother, father come back to me

In blood and bone I carve an oath
To save this boy from this shattered home
Tonight we bathe in blood and drink
From the skull of the beast that left his heart so cold
In a perfect world we could take his whole family’s soul
And fuel our hearts with the hate I have
For the beast in us all


4. ANTICURE

Into a dream from which we'll never wake up
Undo the changes that left us jaded
Let's never open our eyes

I'm sorry I have to let you know
They don't look at us the same
Their skin is burned, their mind is somewhere else (somewhere else)
What do you see that I don't see?

This house is poisoned beyond repair
And the souls of our past life are trapped on the inside
I know you're unwell, but I'm turning my back on you (back on you)

With you it stays the same, you run away from everything
For once in your life, listen to what I say, and we will fall

Into a dream from which we'll never wake up
Undo the changes that left us jaded
Let's never open our eyes

But our eyes are closed, no matter what you've created
I refuse control from a delusional sadist
I refuse this relation

I'm above what you are, I'm a father's son
I'll cut our throat if you don't let me go
I refuse this relation

Undo these changes
That left us jaded
Into a dream, we'll never open our eyes

Into a dream from which we'll never wake up
Undo the changes that left us jaded
Let's never open our eyes

But our eyes are closed, no matter what you've created
I refuse control from a delusional sadist
I refuse this relation
I refuse this relation


5. THE ONES THAT MADE US

I have returned
You have no choice but to accept the thought of my presence
Our worlds begin to merge
My life is not where it was once supposed to be

I've come to take it back
We can live within the past

A war won't save us
We can unite with the ones that made us
There isn't a reason to stay locked down in a wretched realm
When we can kill ourselves and return to the ones that made us

They're waiting for the boy that turned his home to ash
The boy who left his shield on the hill that he had swore to die on
They're waiting for their boy to turn into a man
Walk away from a hopeless world and back into the valley's mouth


They're waiting
They're waiting

Deep inside, you know that this is not what we were fighting for
They told me they need to feel you in their arms eternally
Take a look in the distance, imagine existence that doesn't consist of our uncertainty
Let the opium take us away to our home

Let the opium burn

What have you done to me
An overwhelming sense I can't control
The light is fading in the distance, I'm terrified of what's ahead

My body's weightless, I'm nauseated
It will pass in time
I can see through logical eyes, this is ritual suicide

A war won't save us
We can unite with the ones that made us
There isn't a reason to stay locked down in a wretched realm
When we can kill ourselves and return to the ones that made us

The ones that made us
The ones that made us

They're waiting for the boy that turned his home to ash
They're waiting
They're waiting for their boy to turn into a man
They're waiting, they're waiting


6. HISTORY IS SILENT

The noise of a memory will fade, and the silence of history will stay
Another day wishing to find myself with both feet in my grave
My darker thoughts are born again
It's not okay to have a knife in your chest and still be able to breathe

When will the air not feel so cold?

And I dread December
I crave the summer days when we were young
But summer came with more of the same
The same old song that cuts so deep
It's sad to say, I crave my grave

Dead and gone, but my wounds still bleed the same
And I just won't die, I've tried everything but I feel no pain
As my body swings, I still feel the cold air rushing through my lungs
History is a silence that's so deafening

Misery, how beautiful you look tonight in this shallow grave
It's not deep enough
What's it like to be where the grass is always green?
Remind me, I can't remember

The noise will fade and the history will stay forever

And I dread December
I crave the summer days when we were young
But summer came with more of the same
The same old song that cuts so deep
Its sad to say, I crave my grave

Put me in my grave
Put me in my grave
Put me in my grave
My grave

Dead and gone, but my wounds still bleed the same
And I just won't die, I've tried everything but I feel no pain
As my body swings, I still feel the cold air rushing through my lungs
History is a silence that's so deafening


7. TO THE WOLVES

War, war is coming with me
Our only hope is tearing down the foundation of angelic sounds
Lord, lord forgive this troubled man
He comes for what he lost and he'll take every life until he's found

Wipe your tears, my dear sweet elder
Compulsion is inherited, compassion can mend a broken man
But I'm beyond the point of the love you send

I have an urge to taste blood on my tongue
A passion to watch the whole world burn
The innocent child you once knew is dead (He's dead)

So long, throw me to the wolves
I'm a lost cause drowning in the weight I pull
I'm way too deep in the thought of making my life miserable
Don't dwell on a worthless life, we exist in a different light
The ancient blood calls out my name

War, war is coming with me
Our only hope is tearing down the foundation of angelic sounds
Lord, lord forgive this troubled man
He comes for what he lost and he'll take every life until he's found

Peace be with you all
I'm a neglected memory you never saw
The abyss will take me now to where I belong

So long, throw me to the wolves
I'm a lost cause drowning in the weight I pull
I'm way too deep in the thought of making my life miserable
Don't dwell on a worthless life, we exist in a different light
The ancient blood calls out my name

This is the end of me
I tried so hard to keep it together
But I'm lost without them
So long, so long misery

War, war is coming with me
Our only hope is tearing down the foundation of angelic sounds
Lord, lord forgive this troubled man
He comes for what he lost and he'll take every life until he's found

We are free from the grasp of the earth
And into the void of the universe
So long, so long to our misery


8. ORPHAN

It's just the way it is
How did I find myself to be so pitiful and vulnerable
And I lay my head upon an empty heartbeat
I'm alone and I'm miserable

It's just the way that it is and it’s hopeless now
I'll never leave the prison inside my head
No one will ever understand the way it feels
To shut out the emotion that drives me back to you

Is that your voice that I hear
Is that the touch that I had once feared
Is that the way that you look now
Is this what we are

Cynical ole me, beckoning for company
An illusion that I dream of in a nightmare
What do I care if you're here and there's nothing left
Inside of your hollow shell
I'm still alone, I'm still miserable
Is there hope somewhere in this case of flesh we call our home
I don't feel it
Mother, father please go back to sleep
I can't bare to see you barely alive
We're all alone, we're all miserable

Forget my voice
Forget my eyes
My heart is content now to betray my insides


9. WITHOUT YOU

(Instrumental)


10. WITHOUT US

Come to the surface my son, you're not breathing so well
I couldn't stand to lose you another time
But this is not real, we're not here
Don't you understand that we've already lost one another?
Please accept reality so I can finally be free

Where will we be in the years to come?
I know somewhere inside you is me crying out for help
But I'm right here with you, begging you to see the hell we've created
I know it's hard to accept the truth, but it's time to let this all go

Let this all go
Let this all go

I'm holding onto your neck
It's taking everything for me to not watch you fade out
Into the sound of nothing

But this is not real, we're not here
Don't you understand that we both have to move on together?
Without you, there's no me
There's no us, there's no family

It's so dark
It's so quiet now
Is there anyone out there?
Anyone?

I'm alone again, just what I'm used to

I'm here
Bow to the ancient God
The portal is shut, locked, no way out
This is home

This isn't home, it's hell with a lovely face
The mask just hides the truth that controls our fate
Take a look around, my friend
That part of our life is dead

So tell me, where will we be in the years to come?
I know somewhere inside you is me crying out for help
But I'm right here with you, begging you to see the hell we've created
I know it's hard to accept the truth, but it's time to let this all go

Let this all go


11. KIN

Remember when we used to be inseparable
And the late nights sitting by the fire
We'd fall asleep knowing we would wake up by each other's side
We never had the fear that we were losing time

Remember the sound of the voice that would call our name
A sense of comfort fell upon our heart
Now the voice fades in the distance
A life changed in an instant
I can't look at you because it's tearing me apart

And I know you want us to be together
And I know it's hard to accept forever
Our delusion is the easy way out
But it's time for both of us to let this go

I didn't mean to hold you back from moving on
I understand that we can't keep going on like this
Can I just have one last moment to say goodbye?
I need to feel them against me one last time

And I know you want us to be together
And I know it's hard to accept forever
Our delusion is the easy way out
But it's time for both of us to let this go

And I know you want us to be together
And I know it's hard to accept forever
Our delusion is the easy way out
But it's time for both of us to let this go