1. THE MEANING OF FOREVER

Time's not what I was told it is
More pain and suffer all it gives
Its one more thing among all I cannot weather
This game nobody ever won
And it's so useless to dream on
For nothing stands in the meaning of forever

Been spending most this life with ease
Mating my heartaches with your needs
But even paired souls condemned are to dissever

When the days where washed up by the color of your eyes
All these feelings where away
And I meant it when I said I wish that you could stay
Till forever and a day

And life's not what I'm told it is
The more I share the less it brings
A way to Eden that crawls you through the never
Is there a need to share a home
Or just the fear of being alone
Sweet lies define the meaning of forever

When the days where washed up by the color of your eyes
All these feelings where away
And I meant it when I said I wish that you could stay
Till forever and a day


2. CREST OF THE WAVE

Moulds of starring roles form the minds for the play
Get your part and wait 'till the dance of the fay
The dogs of ambition will set you for the mission
Make sure you won't miss the bleeding phase

And when you walk on the crest of the wave
And soil your feet in the shores of elation
If there's a grief you feel you save
This is the pain of salvation

Oceans of blue tears but the fears never sink
Floating through the years on our faces they link
Like souls of immortals in obligating portals
They enter the memories we bring

But when you walk on the crest of the wave
And soil your feet in the shores of elation
The only grief you feel you save
Is just the pain of salvation

It's walking over, it's taking over, it's getting over
This phase will take you home

And when you walk on the crest of the wave
And soil your feet in the shores of elation
If there's a grief you feel you save
This is the pain of salvation

It's walking over, it's taking over, it's getting over
This phase will take you home


3. IN DEPENDENCE

It takes a prayer to build a temple
A sword to loosen the Gordian knot
But in the mirror your spirits tremble
For all you dreamt of is all you're not

As reflections cast upon you
Memories and times in hell
Mental dark is more than certain

This town is killing slowly
A childhood dream I still embrace
In dependence
The battles keep on roaring
Life is a board we leave our trace
As we make it through

No faithful prayer will ease the fury
No word of honor will stop the rage
The future rises, this is our headway
We must be ready to turn the page

Sometimes faith is like a whisper
Like a flower in a cave
And our strength is what we're made of

This town is killing slowly
A childhood dream I still embrace
In dependence
The battles keep on roaring
Life is a board we leave our trace
As we make it through

Sometimes faith is like a whisper
Like a flower in a cave
And our strength is what we're made of

This town is killing slowly
A childhood dream I still embrace
In dependence
The battles keep on roaring
Life is a board we leave our trace
As we make it through


4. YESTERDAY

Crack of dawn, still the lights are low
And the dew dies on the grass
Next to me her, she's still asleep
Under cinders in the fire of dreams

Washed by the blue light of the fading moon
Sleepless I'll welcome the day

Improvising ambitiously
On the strings of present tense
Every theme dies with every dusk
Give her back one and she broods no more

If time's a god knowing how to forgive
This is the option I need

Turn back give me this day
The one you stole from me
Grant me this lie
Help me to raise the day
No time to borrow
It's not yesterday

Drew a line left her stains on time
That no rain can wash away
Took the tears for the dreams and fears
I guess always there's a price to pay

This is a path to another regret
This is the pain we all get

Turn back give me this day
The one you stole from me
Grant me this lie
Help me to raise the day
No time to borrow
It's not yesterday

This is a path to another regret
This is the pain we all get

Turn back give me this day
The one you stole from me
Grant me this lie
Help me to raise the day
No time to borrow
It's not yesterday


5. CIRCLE OF HATE

Inside you thoughts could kill
In words unheard all your needs uphold
Your heart is left to chill
Your eyes are blank but the fears unfold

This fight is needless
Devours the mind and you're close enough
Time is up for any leap of faith
And words are needless
Our thoughts will stroll in an endless path
Decision is a place we cope with fate
Enter the circle of hate

We met here once before
Long enough to dismiss all faith
Between the crust and the core
Auras dance upon their dying wraith

This fight is needless
Devours the mind and you're close enough
Time is up for any leap of faith
And words are needless
Our thoughts will stroll in an endless path
Decision is a place we cope with fate
Enter the circle of hate


6. SPADEWORK

Give me your hope child of no regret
Lend me your eyes, show me what we get
A future's draft is on the table if you mean to last
The few remains of our dreams shine in your eyes
Run through our veins spill the tears that fill your cries
And our regrets achieved their dominance by stealth again

Heard this song, many times before
Over and over again when life was pure
And hearts where leading

The word maybe feeds our lives
Every dawn is hope
The word nothing means a lot
As a cold response
Maybe nothing could kill your ambitions
As the dream unfolds

Winds of a storm rage before my eyes
Bring me the list of your ifs and whys
The view up front is not as easy as it seemed back home

Heard this song, many times before
Over and over again when life was pure

The word maybe feeds our lives
Every dawn is hope
The word nothing means a lot
As a cold response
Maybe nothing could kill your ambitions
As the dream unfolds


7. TURN ABOUT

She grabbed the silence tight within the final glance
And walls where closing all around her voiceless temper
The hour was dealing with the future on a chance
And life was leaving my ambitions empty-handed

A tiny sentence states the truth just like a quote
To end this story in a prettifying disorder
My voice kept coming as if waters sink a boat
While she was standing like a passing by beholder

If things could turn about…

Her pace slowed down in doubt right on the final stair
And gave my gaze a chance to steal away the vision
Her skin was drowning in the blackness of the hair
Before she hide behind the neighboring division

That night with hands up high and barely one condition
Gave in to another god I had in my past living
To grant me back with just a beckon of remission
That pure old dream I had, the one I used to live in

If things could turn about…


8. SOULTRIP

Your whining eyes extract the force of compassion
Slim beams of light that drill my cloud
Familiar scene so vivid, life in consumption
But the warmth is yet to come
Everyday's ambition is tomorrow's dream in vain
Always in vain

Square instant frames of black and white films
All your faith and all your fears
Maybe this night is warm enough to embrace
Everything plus your regrets
Words softly bounce on smooth bridges of silence
Stagnate on your face
Lost in their meaning on the catwalk you stand
Stiff your tongue and low your gaze

You hide your thoughts in riddles, answer with questions
My taste you've long before outgrown
Beneath this superficial, convincing calmness
The tension's outcome soon will flow
Times I try to reach you seeking common interests
Always in vain

Scanning the days through that black veil on your face
But you never join the pace
Left in the borders of your silent decay
You just take my breath away
Always pretending, tenderly you're bending
On my bed of suffering
We both know nothing on that soultrip of ours
Except how to break our vows

Square instant frames of black and white films
All your faith and all your fears
Maybe this night is warm enough to embrace
Everything plus your regrets
Words softly bounce on smooth bridges of silence
Stagnate on your face
Lost in their meaning on the catwalk you stand
Stiff your tongue and low your gaze


9. INNER GOD

Yhis life is tricky
Once worthy twice a pity
And I'm the strength inside for hire
Releasing tension
In tears and draw attention
Won't help you make it through the fire

You're to hold me tight
I'm to die in vain
I'm to teach you life
You're to teach me pain

Cause life is sneaky
Once clean but twice as stinky
And I'm your point across the line
If you're unwilling
To let go all you're dreaming
And claim this life's untasted wine

Take my hand I'll lead you through
The heartache and the pain
Believe in me believe in you
And build upon my name
For you see the years are burning fast
And the heart remains the same
Wish lists glow in eyes that grow
More fears that will sustain

You're to hold me tight
I'm to die in vain
I'm to teach you life
You're to teach me pain
You're to hold me tight
I'm to die in vain…


10. LAST NEVERLAND

Flying a wish
Senses unleash as I make it
Over the mountain of no return
Straight to the land of communion
Against the winds
Opened my wings like an angel
Making your fires spin and turn
Heaven and hell in a union

Free spirit until the phase of rebirth fallen apart
Life is a steep edge of a firth
Free from death feel the child inside meet the real me
Head start with no prompt lies on your trail

Over a tree, birdlike spree speaks the future
Melodies twist in the memory hill
Crossing the path of the taker
Rest on my lips shivering heart long time frozen
This is the cost of the years we spent
Breaking our hearts on our ego

Free spirit until the phase of rebirth fallen apart
Life is a steep edge of a firth
Free from death feel the child inside
Meet the real me
Head start with no prompt lies on your trail

Stories told in the resonance of fates events
Made us hold all the pictures in our minds
All that rise someday will surely fade and fall
But no neverland will ever cross our times