1. NRM

A New Religious Movement...


2. SOLACE IN SOLITUDE

No release from internal cage, long ago wronged,
Used to be strong, this is all wrong, logic has gone, now I am one, my time has come, logic has gone,
I have fucking won.

Dragged to death last mental breath,
Dark times I have spent,
Dragged to death last mental breath,
Into the void I am sent.

There is solace in Solitude, total misanthropic
Attitude, safety in number one, I know this has to
Be done, in defiance I sever all ties, yet you still look So fucking surprised, my contempt I can
Barely disguise, and I see envy in your eyes, and you are Open to attack, and I will never take you back, I'm still Thriving on all that you lack, it brings me joy to see you Crack, leaving all this shit behind,
The inner - self that I must find, for all man I break the Bind, a blackened hex on all your kind.

There is solace in solitude.



3. BETRAYAL RAGE

Betrayal Rage, the final stage, it will remain.

Extreme shift of feeling, for the one I loved my hate is seething, from all the shit I swallowed, bitch left me Cold and hollow.

Once warm, so twisted, your fist in the face of empathy.

Its dead, no more reason to engage, life gone,
Corrupted and totally enraged.

Betrayal rage.


4. DROWN

Advocate my emptiness,
no sympathy for ignorance.
Endured your lies, I humour you.
Its pitiful how some would settle for less,
could settle for less.

The system is broken.

On self destruct, its imminent.
No moral grounds,
your weakening is eminent.
Transparency, a vagrant.
Your lies wont sell
when I fail to comply,
I Wont settle for less.

We stand in the fire, their souls are burning.
We’re sinking in the water drowning,
I don’t know what to do.

The system is broken.


5. IN APATHY AND ENDLESSNESS

Control, an all point low,
As the swirls of hatred grow,
We fall, one by one,
Victim, our emotions won.

I had to begin,
Fighting this sin,
But its not like I care.
You dragged me away,
In apathy I can see no end.

Power a strength I now bestow,
Beyond the minds of the weak I grow,
I reign, one by one,
To lesser beings, I fucking won.

I just can’t relate anymore….
This course of action has fucked with me,
You, us.
I can’t believe what we’ve become.
If this is what I am, then this is what we are…


6. CULT OF NEGATIVITY

Remembrance of that which has shaped me,
Remembrance of that which has shaped us,
Forsaken innocence is seething, empty hearts of
Ours are freezing.

Remembrance of that which destroyed me,
Remembrance of that which destroyed us,
Preoccupation with the negative,
The only way that we can live.

This is the cult of hate and pain,
To break free, to see light, will be done in vain,
Burnt on, scarred, mental bars, no fucking
Escape, our life path - myetsa path,
Psychological rape.

(If it is good at all we will reduce it, down to the black Essence - pessimistic hate, so enjoy it while it lasts Because those good memories will soon be forgotten)

There is no way to leave.

(The ultimate downer, to which you awake every day, to Know you are fucked, spend days mindless, drifting down in Black torrents, never up towards any standard of life, Fuck all you can do, already imprisoned in paranoia, Leading to regret and more paranoia taking hold, know that Those who care about you will in the end just shit on you)

There is no way to leave, within the wake of myetsa.


7. VOLITAIRE

The air on her breath in the autumn.
An absence in her stare, there’s nothing there to hold Onto life. now the autumn is ours and our flame burns to Ash, and our memories grow cold and we’ve come here before.