1. LOBOTOMY

Be - I wanna be what they want me to be
No way to learn, no way to see,
No way to see, what they turn me, before
They close the door, before I see some more
My enemy - I want to see who’s killing me
Nonsense,
It’s so nonsense,
A good chance
I’m no more.
Nonsence,
Life’s so nonsence
If you’ve nothing to live for.
Dream - I used to dream about it, now I see
No more than lies, no more than fears,
Turning me something I cannor believe,
But on a day I’ll find a way out from my cage
Of their lies - and I’ll pay for all the kind
For being blind.
My sin is waiting, not using my mind.
I - I’ll never be what they force me to be
’Cause I will learn how to be free
From their monotony
I will find out how to resist,
How to be one without lobotomy.
I will not sell none of my parts
Without some fight, without some irony.


2. SAND-DANCE

I never let them break my straight line.
You wanna know - you wanna know why?
’Cause
I’m onmy way.
Why don’t you want to understand?
You’re no more than a grain of sand.
Good life: right place in the right line.
So why should you compromise?
Don’t like - say no!
Why don’t you want to understand?
You’re no more than a grain of sand.
There is no life, there is no importance.
You’re no more if you’re ground.
Free yourself, boy.
Why don’t you want to understand?
You’re no more than a grain of sand.
There is no life, there is no importance.
You’re no more if you’re ground.
Grain of sand.


3. THE 'Q

I’m standing in a long quee,
People stand before me,
As I look behind me, it’s
Longer than it might be,
Stiff over stiff - are you
Ready for a lie?
As I look at you
Y’all seem to be blind.
I am a lie if I’m
Livin’ in a lie.
You know it was true but it
Doesn’t matter why if you
Say if you stay you will be
Right - it’s alright,
But I break this line and wasting my time.
If I were an animal,
I wouldn’t keep a human being anymore.
Blamin’ for the big pig,
Blamin’ for the system,
I said: "no!",
But nobody listened
To me - I’m so motherfuckin’ sad
As I look at you
Y’all seem to be dead.
Why - why do you wanna be a stereopid and be alive?
You’re controlled by a big pig -
Why don’t you trap yourself if you need a pig?
Leave me tender, leave me sweet.


4. FRAGMENT

Fragments and memories
Of the natter of my movin’ flesh,
I’m a bone-trap, a skull-cage, where
Mind was wrapped and will be wasted.
They always find me when they need me,
But now they turn away from me,
They deny, deny, deny and smile,
I’m wrong butwon’t be told me why.
Why do they free me again?
I would rather free myself.
Perfect - I gotta be perfect all the way
As they always say,
The right word in the right place,
Smiling, so much hatred inside.
They’re surface - yes, they are.
They hate me - I know they hate,
So what should I toletare?


5. THE CHAOTIC SECOND

I tried to see and I tried to care,
But silence was everywhere,
Bodies gobbling the emptiness
Being lost in the mass.
It won’t be painful, it won’t be sad,
Just lie them, they won’t be dead
Where graves are filled up there thousands die
For a perfect smile.
Hide behind corners - live th elife and well iethe lie
I’m standing voiceless,
The less I care, yeah,
The more they act
I rape my mind for
Their perfect smile.
Voices, pictures,
They feed my mind,
Yeah, I know I should be blind,
But I can see all what you see not
’Cause visions burn my eyes.
It will be painful, it will be sad,
No matter what they always say,
The transformation will proceed
And surely, you won’t feel.


6. INSANE

Bodies just die slow,
Only thoughts are movin’,
Facts became flexible and amorphous,
Something is changin’ - I’m just wandering.
There’s a virus in the system,
It open the gates - I’m awaken,
The structure’s rotten,
A perfectly poisoned soul will be stolen.
Such a perceft day...
The stomp of my hopelessness
Is burnt deep into my mind
To let me remind who I am
And who’s the one I’ll not become.
Shadows whisper -
Another day begins - another so-called perfect day,
The prototype of my perfection
Becomes a mass of cells
Without reason.
Insane - I’m far from understanding.
Insane - my pain, it’s never ending.
Insane - I got something dark inside.
Insane - who would tell me why?
I’m arrived, but I can’t smile.