1. DON'T CARE

Shut up and turn off the light
I'll take you deep right through the night
Just leave before you're in my sight
Cause I don't need another fight
And I don't need your sympathy
You'll get no tender love from me
Kneel before me on your knee

Do it hard
Make me free
Do it hard
Make me free
Do it
Make me free
Do it hard
Make me free

Don't want your pity
Don't want your care
Don't care for giving
Don't care for fair
Don't want your kindness
Don't want your heart
Don't care for wanting
Don't care for smart

I'll come to you from behind
You know my touch will not be kind
You'll feel my loveless power bind
No feelings here that you can find
Between you're legs I will lay
On you're back you better stay
I'm gonna fuck you night and day

Do it hard
Make me pay
Do it hard
Make me pay
Do it hard
Make me pay
Do it hard

Don't want your pity
Don't want your care
Don't care for giving
Don't care for fair
Don't want your kindness
Don't want your heart
Don't care for wanting
Don't care for smart

I don't need your sympathy
You'll get no tender love from me
Just kneel before me on your knee

Do it hard
Make me free
Do it hard
Make me free
Do it hard
Please make me free


2. PROMISE

One more glass
A million more days
One more smoke
Release me from my ways

Break the mold
Break your back
Break the promise you made
Seek the world now
Don't look back
Make your promise today
Leave the safety
Leave this life
Leave before it's too late
It's your only chance
Don't pretend romance
Keep the new promise you made

What if I wasn't so scared ?
Why can't I be brave ?
I've forgotten all that we shared
You can't give me what I crave

One more glass
Take another pill
One more day
I feel like I could kill

What if you let me walk away ?
You think it's me who needs to be saved
Your life a tragic, self-centered play
You never gave me what I craved

What I want
You can never give
What you want
My dead life to live

Break the mold
Break your back
Break the promise you made
Seek the world now
Don't look back
Make your promise today
Leave the safety
Leave this life
Leave before it's too late
It's your only chance
Don't pretend romance
Keep the new promise you made
Break the mold
Break your back
Break the promise you made
Seek the world now
Don't look back
Make your promise today
Leave the safety
Leave this life
Leave before it's too late
Seek the world now
Don't look back
Make your promise today
Keep the new promise you made
Keep the new promise you made


3. START TODAY

I need you to hold me tightly in your arms
I need you to show me if I might be wrong
I am pink and you are blue
Can I trust my whole life to you ?
Just don't take me for a fool
When I need to depend on you
I am not your part-time job
What you get is what you are

You can hurt like no one can
You're such a child for such a man
You need strength, you need to take a stand
Just stop looking to me for a helping hand
When you're ready I will be here
I can help you lose your fear
You better stand up on your feet
If you ever want to feel my heat

Clear your mind of those things gone by
You can't change the past, why even try
You can build upon all you've learned
You can start today

No one said it wouldn't be this hard
When you share, prepare to give a lot
Just remember when you look at me
You are you and I am me
When you're ready I will be here
I can help you lose your fear
You better stand up on your feet
If you ever want to feel my heat

Clear your mind of those things gone by
You can't change the past, why even try
Look ahead to those better days
Make the effort, it always pays
We can build upon all we've learned
We can start today


4. MR. X

(Instrumental)


5. AT THE END

He opens the books-looks at the scenes from yesterday
How they laughed and loved and lived before they grew old and grey
Now he sits alone in his room, and the clock ticks away

Together they enjoyed all life's beauty and all its fears
The lonely cry of his soul falls only on his ears
Each page's photo marked with the stain of his tears

He didn't know what to do
He didn't know what might come
Nothing was all that was left to him
Nothing was left when she was gone

The heart has a memory so strong
It remembers every right and every wrong
On those pages of his long, lonely life
He can only see his wife
He said "Pluck out my eyes"
He said "Plug up my ears"
He said "Silence my tongue"
He said "Take away my empty years"

One last wish
To see her face
One last breath
He's calling out to death
One last look up at the sun
As he picks up the gun
As he steadies the gun
As he finally aims the gun


6. SENDING OUT A WARNING

Tender is the nerve that leads straight to his heart
Sender sends the spit that streams down his face
Want and need are just two useless words
The third, if she knew it, would be grace
Her grip is tight as a vice-smothers like a killer, Stealing
Someone's life
His guilt controls his every move-nothing seems to work, What's he got to prove
Their war was just like any war-all the pain for nothing, Double bladed sword

Sending out a warning
Sending out a warning
He's on the edge, everything is up or down
She's in his face, he feels like he may drown
Relentless is the scope of her revenge
She'll give then take then push him off the ledge

His guilt is tight as a vice-smothers like a killer, Stealing
Someone's life
Her grip controls his every move-nothing seems to work, What's he got to prove
Their war was just like any war-all the pain for nothing, Double
Bladed sword

Sending out a warning
Sending out a warning
He's on the edge, everything is up or down
She's in his face, he feels like he may drown
Relentless is the scope of her revenge
She'll give then take then push him off the ledge
She's gone too far, he knows her subtle tricks
He's tried to hard, there are some things you can't fix
Cross too many lines, be prepared to pay the price
All the warmth you knew will forever turn to ice

Sending out a warning
Sending out a warning


7. SHUT UP SHUTTIN' UP

I don't ask for much, I really don't. I just want him to put the seat down.

What are you talking about "You don't ask for much" ?
You ask for everything !

Well, I just want him to put the seat down when he goes to the bathroom at night.
I go in there and I sit down and it's cold and wet and there's more hair on his feet then on his head !

No, I like the hairs on the floor !

What are they doing ?

Oh, there's a shag carpet everyday and this above the toilet. What are they so tall that they have to lean over ? Is it that heavy ?

It's so heavy.

Oh my god their only good for one thing and we know what that is...

What is that ?

Don't tell me !

I keep forgetting.

Just play the guitar !

He's still talking to me about that vacation we took, he still wants the details.

Come on !

Like, I can't take it anymore. What am I suppose to do ?

Did you throw away the pictures ?

Oh, those pictures !
If he saw those pictures, he'd have a heart attack !

Those guys were gorgeous.

Oh were they ever, but he wants to know, "Where did you go, did you go to a bar, did you dance close, did you dance far ?"

I know, "What were you wearing ?"

Oh my God, "Were they looking at you ? Who danced with you, did they come home with you ? Who drove you home ? Were they younger then me, older then me, did they treat you better then me ?"

But you know what ?

Oh God it was awful !

I always tell him, "Honey, just shut up and play the guitar."

Has he asked you to play a hooker ?

Ah... I can't believe you're saying that, he does that to me all the time ! All the time !

They're all the same, it's sickening ! Hookers, lipstick, big hair, makeup, the sluty outfits, mascara, false eye-lashes. The thing with the false eye-lashes ! Does he want you to shave ?

The whole thing, everything, dye things.

Oh my, their all the same, I'm so sick of it.
We're different, women are so different.

The only thing is, we wouldn't get paid for it.

Oh God, well, they pay for it okay !

In the long run ?
Oh, in the short run because they just have to play the guitar.

Do you find that he always want's attention, it's constantly always him him him him him ?

Constant attention.

I can't take it, he comes home, and he wants me to caress him and tell him how great he is and this and this.

Shut Up !

I love you, I love you, you're the best, there is no one else.

Like really, how many time am I suppose to tell him that ? All I want to do is relax, have a nice little drink.

Shut Up !

Give him a little hug, but it always leads to something else.

Yea, you can't just hug, you have to go on and on and then the comes out.

It always turns sexual.

Just shut up !

Unbelievable it just goes on and on and on.

Just shut up shuttin' up !

Their only good for one thing, just play the guitar !

Shut up ! Ah, just shut up ! Man ! Shut up shuttin' up ! Shut up, shut, shut, shut it, shut it all up. Shut up... Shuttin' up !


8. STRIP AND GO NAKED

(Instrumental)


9. THE BIG DANCE

I've seen so many places, and always left my mark
I've kissed so many faces, lips smooth, just like a shark
I have no friends, I hope that's understood
I take what I can take, when the taking's good
It's not for love, but I'll gladly take your money
I can pretend to be so sad or funny
You'll just love the way I move when I dance
My young hips, they know how to entrance
Nevermind him, he's not here now
It's really not my problem anyhow
An angel of love is what I'll appear
Your lonely ache, I can make, disappear
Yes, take me deep inside so I can heal your pain
No angel of love takes another man's gain
You want to keep me held inside your cage
You best remember, you're twice my age
You think I'll want you with me for evermore
It's only been two weeks, and you're such a bore
I can see you're new to this, you don't know the rules
You're just another in a long line of fools
Can you be happy for my moment in your life
It doesn't bother you you're someone else's wife
Angel of love is what I may appear
What I am really is not so clear
I don't live for love, you sticky bitch
All I care about is if you're rich
You decide if you still want to play this game
The price to you for this is nothing will ever be the same


10. VICTOR

Victor was a little baby
Into this world he came
His father took him
On his knee and said :
"Don't dishonour the family name !"

Victor looked up at his father
Looked up with big round eyes
His father said :
"Victor, my only son
Don't you ever tell lies."

It was a frosty december
It wasn't the time for fruits
His father fell dead
Of heart disease
While lacing up his boots.

It was a frosty december
When into his grave he sank
His uncle found Victor
A post at the
Midland counties bank

It was a frosty december
Victor was only eighteen
But his figures were neat
And his margins straight
And his cuffs were always clean

He took a room at the peveril
A respectable boarding-house
And Time watched Victor
Day after day
As a cat will watch a mouse.

Victor went up to his bedroom
Set the alarm bell
Climbed into his bed
Took his Bible and read
Of what happened to Jezebel.

It was the first of april
Anna to the peveril came
Her eyes, her lips, her breasts
Her hips and her smile
Set men aflame.

It was the second of april
She was wearing a coat of fur
Victor met her upon the stairs
And fell in love with her.

The first time
He made his proposal
She laughed, said :
"I'll never wed"
The second time
There was a pause
Then she smiled
And shook her head.

Anna looked into the mirror
Pouted and gave a frown
Said :
"Victor's as dull
As a wet afternoon
But I've got to settle down."

The third time
He made his proposal
As they walked by the reservoir
She gave him a kiss
Like a blow on the head
Said :
"You are my heart's desire."

They were married early in august
She said :
"Kiss me, you funny boy"
Victor took her in his arms
And said :
"Oh, my Helen of Troy."

The clerks were talking of Anna
The door was just ajar
One said :
"Poor old Victor
But where ignorance is bliss
Etcetera."

Victor looked up at the sunset
As he stood there all alone
Cried :
"Are you in heaven, Father ?"
But the sky said :
"Address not known."

Victor looked up at the mountains
The mountains all covered with snow
Cried :
"Are you pleased with me, Father ?"
And the answer came back :
"No".

Victor came to the forest, cried :
"Father,
Will she ever be true?"
And the oaks and the beeches
Shook their heads
And they answered :
"Not to you !"

Victor came to the meadow
Where the wind went sweeping by
Cried : "O Father I love her so"
But the wind said :
"She must die."

Victor came to the river
Running so deep and so still
Crying :
"O Father, what shall I do ?"
And the river answered :
"Kill."

Anna was sitting at table
Drawing cards from a pack
Anna was sitting at table
Waiting for her husband
To come back.
Victor stood in the doorway
He didn't utter a word,
She said :
"What's the matter darling ?"
He behaved
As if he hadn't heard.

There was a voice
In his left ear
There was a voice
In his right
There was a voice
At the base of his skull saying :
"She must die tonight."

Victor picked up a carving-knife
His features were set and drawn.
Said :
"Anna, it would have been
Better for you
If you had not been born."

Anna jumped up from the table
Anna started to scream
But Victor came
Slowly after her
Like a horror in a dream.

She dodged behind the sofa
She tore down the curtain rod
But Victor came slowly after her
Said :
"Prepare to meet thy God."

He stood there above the body
He stood there holding the knife
And the blood rand down
The stairs and sang :
"I am the resurrection
And the life."

They tapped Victor
On the shoulder
They took him away in a van
He sat quiet
As a lump of moss saying :
"I am the Son of Man."

Victor sat in a corner
Making a woman of clay.
Saying :
"I am the Alpha and Omega
I shall come to judge
The earth one day."


11. I AM THE SPIRIT

I am the star-filled sky in winter
I am the starry-eyed who stares
I am the cold, grey rock of mountains
I am the sea, so calm yet fearsome
I am the one to seize the chance
I am the air so pure yet foul
I am the one who takes a stance

All you have is all there is
All there is, is what you make
All you make is all there is
All for your own sake

I am the building, tall and handsome
I am the builder, the one who cares
I am the painting on the canvas
I am the painter, the one who shares
I am the trees, so strong and silent
I am the earth, all life to give
I am the sun, both lover and killer
I am the child, through you I live

I have a need for building on tomorrow
I have a need to begin today
I have no time for living some past sorrow
I just want to get on my way

I need to have a strength in my conviction
I need to have the final say
I need to make some sense in my selection
I just want to get on my way

You only have you
I only have me
You lonely with you
Me lonely with me
You can give it to me
I will take it from you
You'll always have it from me
We'll be always

I am the wind, both warm and freezing
I am the truth, not always fair
I am the clouds, static yet fleeting
I am the heart, a burden to bear
I am the man for all of the seasons
I am the boy who never fears
I am the woman who knows all the reasons
I am the girl who sheds the tears