1. GOODSPEED, GOODBYE

It feels like a sickness
I'm hardly falling asleep while the ground is shaking
Guess I'll stay awake then

With nothing but streetlights
There all guiding me towards misery
I'm drowning
And I heed my calling

I heed my calling
How many songs are left for me to write
I heed my calling
Godspeed, goodbye
There's no end in sight

I met myself some time ago
Now all that I know
Euphoria long gone
What have I become?
Trapped inside a state of void
Chained up to the night
Euphoria long gone
I used to be the sun
And so were you

(And so were you)

And now I'm pathetic
'Cause I got no reason to feel like I'm losing my freedom
What am I seeking?

With a heavy heart to defend
It's guiding me along my way
When will this journey end?
Every country is the same grey

I heed my calling
How many songs are left for me to write?
I heed my calling
Godspeed goodbye
There's no end in sight

I met myself some time ago
Now all that I know
Euphoria long gone
What have I become?
Trapped inside a state of void
Chained up to the night
Euphoria long gone
I used to be the sun
And so were you

I'm trapped in this system
Feels like what I'm building
Will become my prison
I'm trapped in this system
Feels like what I'm building
Will become my prison
I'm trapped in this system
Feels like what I'm building
Will become my own prison
I'm trapped in this system
Feels like what I'm building
Will become my own prison

I met myself some time ago
Now all that I know
Euphoria long gone
What have I become?
Trapped inside a state of void
Chained up to the night
Euphoria long gone
I used to be the sun
And so were you

And so were you


2. HAUNTED HOUSE

You will never see my face again
Shut your mouth, bite your tongue, keep your poison
You will never touch my heart again
It is time to rewrite our story

No more wasted thoughts
And no more hope yet for you
Now that you left me on the ground I'm gonna fly away

In a way in a way this is holding you down
Run away, run away, baby don't make sound
One day you will find out this is a haunted house
In a way in a way this is holding you down
Run away, run away, baby don't make sound
Before you're going down inside this haunted house

I do not trust this at all
Save your breath, save your words and every single call
I'll run away, I won't fall
It is time to erase our story

Keep your mouth shut
I don't
Don't want to hear one more lie
I'm gonna fly away

In a way in a way this is holding you down
Run away, run away, baby don't make sound
One day you will find out this is a haunted house
In a way in a way this is holding you down
Run away, run away, baby don't make sound
Before you're going down inside this haunted house

When you know what it's like to burn all bridges
When you realize you won't ever come back
Only then you will know what I've been through
Rise above, start the fight, never lose track
When you know what it's like to feel betrayal
When you realize what they have all become
Only then you will know what I've been through

Shut up
Keep your mouth shut
I don't
Don't want to hear one more lie

In a way in a way this is holding you down
Run away, run away, baby don't make sound
One day you will find out this is a haunted house
In a way in a way this is holding you down
Run away, run away, baby don't make sound
Before you're going down inside this haunted house

Inside this haunted house
Inside this haunted house


3. BRAILLE

Another morning just a little less bright
Drifting away from the light
Don't know what's happening
Just a feeling that nothing's alright

Colours bleed to grey
My day turns to night
I am not okay
Drifting out of sight
I might forget what once was clear
Filled with regret I face my fear

Isolation
Feel it coming I can't stop it
I don't wanna go blind
I don't wanna go blind
Self destruction
Feeling helpless is this worth it
I don't wanna lose sight
I don't wanna go blind

Another morning but without the light
Falling right into the night
I can feel the blackening
A big hope of mine has died

But I'll push right back
I'm going to see you again
This is not the end

Isolation
Feel it coming I can't stop it
I don't wanna go blind
I don't wanna go blind
Self destruction
Feeling helpless is this worth it
I don't wanna lose sight
I don't wanna go blind

You're taking the glow from my eyes
But you won't take my heart
Despair comes cloaked in disguise
You will not tear me apart

Isolation
Feel it coming I can't stop it
I don't wanna go blind
I don't wanna go blind
Self destruction
Feeling helpless is this worth it
I don't wanna lose sight
I don't wanna go blind


4. UNSPOKEN WORDS

Now here's how it was
Now you gotta choose what's gonna remain silent
Forever it takes to wash it away
You cover the pain with violence
Over and over you try to control
The unfocused thoughts that your mind is keeping up
Slowly it shows that you'll never know
What's left in the depth of you pocket

These unspoken words
(Unsteady, gone already)
We're drowning in a blur
(Release the broken pieces)

Look at what you have created
With these unspoken words
Finding closure's overrated
We're drowning in a blur
I will not stay incomplete
Now I'm making history
Took a step back from the surface
When I found out you're not worth it

I'm spending my nights awake with a raising heartbeat
It's true what they say about a peaceful mind
'Cause I've never been that far from it

These unspoken words
Unsteady, gone already
We're drowning in a blur
Release the broken pieces

Look at what you have created
With these unspoken words
Finding closure's overrated
We're drowning in a blur
I will not stay incomplete
Now I'm making history
Took a step back from the surface
When I found out you're not worth it

This is acceptance, this sets me free
Now I know you brought out the worst in me
This is salvation, this is an end
You turned me into someone that I never want to be again
Over and over I will keep moving further
Already gave this whole damn thing way too much
Over and over I'm finding my own closure
This is where your part in my story ends

Look at what you have created
With these unspoken words
Finding closure's overrated
We're drowning in a blur
I will not stay incomplete
Now I'm making history
Took a step back from the surface
When I found out you're not worth it

These unspoken words
(These unspoken words)
Drowning in a blur
(Drowning in a blur)


5. BAD KARMA

(Bad bad
Bad bad karma
Bad bad
Bad bad karma)

(You're gonna get what you deserve
You won't hold down all of this verve)
Getting close to the edge
While you're trying to forget
What you did to yourself
I can't believe you don't get
This is your only regret
You haven't understood yet

Can you hear them call
Echoes of your fall

You got bad bad karma
'Cause it's all coming back
Now you know your little worth
When you get what you deserve

Come on open your eyes
Stop ignoring their cries
So sick of you alibies
We're gonna give them a voice
Those that don't have a choice
Will now come back to Life

No more wasting time
You've ignored the sign
When you crossed that line

You got bad bad karma
'Cause it's all coming back
Now you know your little worth
When you get what you deserve
You will understand what happened to you lately
So you won't be asking why you're going crazy
Now you know your little worth
When you get what you deserve

Your little paradise you own it (Own it)
Do you think that you deserve this (Deserve this)
Please tell me when will you wake up and get off your fucking throne?
They're gonna get you and you know it (Know it)
There's no way you can control this (Control this)
The time has come for you to take off this stupid little fake crown

You sit on a throne
Made of flesh, eye and bone

(Bad bad
Bad bad karma
Bad bad
Bad bad karma)

You got bad bad karma
It's all coming back
Now you know your little worth
When you get what you deserve
You will understand what happened to you lately
So you won't be asking why you're going crazy
Now you know your little worth
When you get what you deserve


6. REFLECTIONS

Here I am torn apart, this whole world starts to bring me to my knees
And they are already skinned and bruised
I have been guided by a light that fought the shadows of my darkest mind

I can't believe what is happening
Right now, right here again and I'm so torn apart
By all of this agitation
So tell me that you are faithful now

Now I cannot escape, I cannot escape
Trying to fill the void inside my head
Driving me insane
Hold me closer
Please don't let me down

I don't see anything good anymore
And no matter where I go
I can't find a reason to restore my faith in them
Show me you're not conquered now

Now I cannot escape, I cannot escape
Trying to fill the void inside my head
Driving me insane
Hold me closer
Please don’t let me down

(And in this very moment
I'm full of hope that my thoughts won't slip away again
I can see you
And I can feel you
Don't you ever hide from me
Please don't even try
We won't back down)

I can see you
And I can feel you
Don't you ever hide from me
We won't back down
Please don't let me down

Now I cannot escape, I cannot escape
Trying to fill the void inside my head
Driving me insane
Hold me closer
Please don't
Please don't let me down

Don't let me down
Don't let me down
Won't back down


7. RADIATE ME

I came here again today
But it burns in my veins
Just to sit, sleep and decay
And to drink a vial of poison you share with me now
But please, please promise me it helps
To stop this pest plant growing any further
I just don't want to get eaten up alive by this
Why am I just doing this to me?

A storm without a calm before
You say heaven awaits me, heaven awaits me
And I'll destroy you to the core
It won't be easy, I won't let you break me
You try to take my life but I'm still getting better
And that is all I need to know
Thеre's a life that awaits me and it's bеautiful

Heaven awaits me, heaven awaits me
Heaven awaits me, heaven awaits me

Sent home like a bad guest
Lying around with pain inside
And a feeling that I've never felt before
I hope you stay with me now
But please, please promise me it helps
To stop this pest plant growing any further
I just don't want to get eaten up alive by this
Why am I just doing this to me?

A storm without a calm before
You say heaven awaits me, heaven awaits me
And I'll destroy you to the core
It won't be easy, I won't let you break me
You try to take my life but I'm still getting better
And that is all I need to know
There's a life that awaits me and it's beautiful

I don't want you to grow anymore
This place not big enough for both of us
(Heaven awaits me, heaven awaits me)
It's all I have
I don't care what it takes
I don't care what it feels
(Heaven awaits me, heaven awaits me)

I don't care what it takes
To rip it out of my chest
Radiate me now from within
Cut it out and burn it away

(And I'll destroy you to the core)
It won't be easy, I won't let you break me
You try to take my life but I'm still getting better
And that is all I need to know
There's a life that awaits me and it's beautiful

A storm without a calm before
You say heaven awaits me, heaven awaits me
And I'll destroy you to the core
It won't be easy, I won't let you break me
You try to take my life but I'm still getting better
And that is all I need to know
There's a life that awaits me and it's beautiful


8. OBLIVION

Can't find the strength to get up again
My body is an anchor I cannot lift
With no vision and hope keep me far from the shore
I won't reach the surface
This is my, my slow goodbye
I know what to do when the end is nigh
So damn sick and tired
I'm on the edge of giving up

Will you ever leave?
Will you let me breathe?

Everybody knows I'm the one
When it comes to hanging loose and not moving on
Everybody knows
So come on wreck me, wreck me
I fall into oblivion

You bleed me dry
Oblivion
There is nothing left of me
Oblivion
You bleed me dry
Oblivion
I'm so ashamed of what I am

I'm lying here
A heart filled with fear
I know what they
Say when I'm not around
There's not much left
Of what I can become
A waste of skin and bones
A waste of skin and bones

Will you ever leave?
Will you let me breathe?

Everybody knows I'm the one
When it comes to hanging loose and not moving on
Everybody knows
So come on wreck me, wreck me
I fall into oblivion

I turn my weakness to gold
Unlearning all I've been told
Something I misapprehend
Can you explain it again?
We´re all the same in the end
This cannot be a dead end
We´re all the same in the end
We´re all the same in the end
We´re all the same
We're all the same in the end
(In the end)

Everybody knows I'm the one
When it comes to hanging loose and not moving on
Everybody knows
So come on wreck me, wreck me
I fall into oblivion

Oblivion
Oblivion


9. CRAVINGS

That's why I go
I go, I go, I go...
We didn't know
That's why I go
I go, I go, I go...
We didn't know

Are there some shades left
Where I can hide my face in?
My skin so numb
It's my intoxication

Help me
To overcome addiction
Goddamn it's burning inside out

That's why I go
I really didn't know
Just how hard you're draggin' me down
You're draggin' me down
Your show cost me my last hope
Thank God this is over
I'm getting sober from this

Oh my, please help me
Save me from myself this time
Just take my weakness, give me strength

I just need to come clean about this
This is not the life that I want

Help me
To overcome addiction
Goddamn it's burning inside out

That's why I go
I really didn't know
Just how hard you're draggin' me down
You're draggin' me down
Your show cost me my last hope
Thank God this is over
I'm getting sober from this

(Go, I go
We didn't know, know)

That's why I go
I really didn't know
Just how hard you're draggin' me down
You're draggin' me down
Your show cost me my last hope
Thank God this is over
I'm getting sober from this

I really didn't know
(That's why I go)
I really didn't know
That's why I go
That's why I go


10. COMING HOME

Blind alley, I'm worried
'Cause there's no return
Only one thing that I can learn from my
Blurred vision
Misconception
I'm stuck, I'm stuck in this gridlock

It's you who keep my mind shut
You tear me apart
Broken souls needed for their shows
But what about us?
We're all skin and bones
And so far from home
But thanks for the applause

You made me incomplete
Now I need to shine
So I won't end up in pain

Panic rises within me
I can't breathe I can't see
I'm drowning in disbelieve
How did I end up here without my family?
The ones that kept me safe out there
Now I don't know nobody here
I gotta dance so they can cheer
So I won't die of starvation and fear

I'm lost
The walls come in close
My hopelessness grows
Where's mum?
She wouldn't leave me alone
Not in this death zone
'Cause where I belong
Is the great wide ocean
I wanna go home

Home
I'm coming home

Resilience unequal resistance
The only thing they can't force me to
Is to stay alive so I'm gonna choose
Resistance over resilience
Death over pain to see my family again
Someday somewhere

What is freedom?
What is freedom?
What is freedom?

I'm gone
This pain won't go on
Felt it for too long
Alone off to the unknown
And I'll be reborn where I belong
In the great wide ocean
I'm coming home