1. PRIMAL SEDUCTION

Exiled from animality
To obey natural law
The human erected
Still yearning to crawl…

Fall into the light
Grief, animalistic
Cry for return to the night
Anal-sadistic

This is our return
To a lost intimacy
Post-patricidal
Pleasures of animality…

Feed on the orifice of Night
Rectal communion
Crawl away from the Light
In terror of fusion

This is our religion
The obsession of return
To an extemporaneous Dark…


2. RE-MEMBER

I remember
When I’d rather not
Ashamed, dismembered
Here I rot...

Awake
To a bloody mess
Remembering the pieces
Where they were left

Left the penis with my Father
A womb with my mom
Heart with my Mother
Exogamous laws…
Broken…

I’d rather not remember
But I’m still alive
Ashamed, dismembered
Into my mind I dive…


3. CARNAL LAW

Hellish reticence
Secrets of the Father’s Law
Discipline the body
And sicken the soul…

Castigation splinters
The mind
Into strata of the most
Sacred perversions…

Sacred perversions…
Reemerging from the Darkest Light
Into gaspless breaths
Of the erotic act…

Pleasures of the once…
Sickest secret
Orificial paths
of the negative…


4. DEVOID

Lifeless growth
Pushes through
Chasms rift
Until it finds
The rot unto which
This life was built…
Dead ends
Fragments
Mere hints of life
Prescient aging
Relinquished prostrations

Unconscious creations
Of vitality, of life

Crawling
Devolution, bare life
Ancient discovery
Putrescent mines

Cycles reversed
Infant womb
Pregnant with death
A weak attempt to thrive

Feeding
On imprecated psychic depths
Effaced, discovered, desultory
Rotten egoic edifice

Imprecated psychic depths


5. UMBRA INTERNA

Blind deaf kings erect
Spewing lies and sperm
Cold and narrow surge flows pale
Trapping thoughts in dried up stains…

‘Now I’m awake
Hear screams, feel the dread
Of another day
Disarming the fear
In my head’

In my head…
Umbra Interna

‘From the Law of the Father
The Dark promises release
Dualistic scars reopened
Into Light they bleed
They bleed’

In my head…
Umbra Interna

‘Agony
Umbra Interna
The Dark is all I need
Into the Light
My Ego will dive’

Cloaked and choked
Extinguished flame
Autocratic reign
Fills the mind with silent fear
Ingrained agony

‘Now I’m awake
Into Night, loss of head
Transverberating
Obfuscation of mind
Obeisant dread’

Into my head…
Umbra interna


6. SPIRIT ABUSED

Enclosed Spirit
Broad vision…
Extinguished

Filtered through
Narrow, hollow
corridors of minds
Force fed placement

Fragments of the self
Unrecognizable, scattered and strewn
In cruel abandon…

Toxicity spreads
Into the nerves
Preventing clarity…

The poison of others
Under the surface
unspoken threat
Makes the air thick
With violence…

No peace of mind
Or respite
Until its grip is released
Vague anxiety
The oldest of its kind

Thought entities attack
On levels unseen…

Contagious and without reason
Smothered by silence
Spirit abused…