1. MIDNIGHT HEARTACHE Pt 1

(Instrumental)


2. ORCHESTRA

To this day its still a load of bullshit
Taught about it at school but that's forgotten, ain't it
T-t-t taught it at school, T-t-t taught it at school
About the troubles of life by some fucking fool

The strings that hold us puppets up play a song that's so cold, I know the piano keys will never unlock doors

Writing symphony's since: Dawn of time
We've been dancing for like 2000 years
Its exhausted our nation with such manipulation
So this movement won't be ending with cheers

This matrix of rules slash notes has got you by the balls and throat
Don't improvise or procreate or fight against the page restraints
Inked here on the manuscript by the masters feather tip
Forever here to make the tune forgetting all that's me and you.

Mr conductor, how hard did you fuck her?
We heard her screams from here.
Mother Nature's proving harder to pleasure
Since she's been drowning in tears.
Whatever your orders, they'll march across borders
Our music is never the same
Your so good conductor I'd like you to muster
One of my pieces to fame.


3. BRACKNELL ARISTOCRACY

Oh it's sickening
What must we do to put an end
To being slaves to an electric image
Those perfects when they see
Thier gospel on the TV
Take it to the heart and follow it religiously

But something puzzles me
If this shit aint causes by the box
I guess my sympathy died with thier personality
Cuz there aint an excuse
Apart from maybe child abuse
I will not stand for this shit anymore, come stand with me

I love and hate this place
So scarred with signature that I call art
The masterpiece is framed with trees

Summer warmth holds all the hype
Winter beauty, urban glaze
Coming from the streetlight haze

I shan't consort with Bracknell's aristocracy
I'll save my kisses for my kind

Pull the needles out and face the ever raging sea of hatred
Be a man, apologise to everyonr you so frustrated


4. WORTH FIGHTING FOR

Hold yourself
I know it's hard to
Fight the filth
And save yourself
Told myself
To never back down
Dirty scum
Wanna see you run

I won't let go
Of whats truly me
Where would i be
I wouldn't know

Please follow me
Some should doubt me
Act naturally:
Oxymoron.

And so today you'll need an ace to play
But tomorro you'll only need a three
As times change it will seem so strange
As yesterdays gay is now a striaght

For every time you've been punched in the face
And every time you've been called a waste of space
For every time you've held down and drowned
Remember who's still standing

Please tell me I can go home
The only one I protect are my family
Cuz honestly no one will give a damn
About these words, no one will understand cuz I
Know it sounds crazy
Even to me
I can't fight for individuallity
Cuz those against me
Believe in what they believe
To say them wrong would be hipocracy


5. DIE @ MY HANDS

Fallen from my spire, it's too late, my fate so blatantly
Leading to a path of misery. He's coming for me
shadows will drag me back to the hell Rose escaped from, that endless black

So now I'm a liar, so full of hate, the trait so mistakenly
Leading to the path of misery.
Keeps coming for me, the drugs will drag me back to the hell Rose
Escaped from
That endless black

Alive
The memory of the day I found you
So long I've gone without you
And you're never alone

My breath comes up against the glass
Just another way of keeping me from escape
Another shot of that good old rage
Yes that will do to stop the turning of the page
Thrown away, past promises betrayed
But I can't keep living afraid
My heads so overcrowded yet alone I stand
As I watch you die at my hands

Sooo
From within
Take it away
One thing leads to another
From one soul to another
Killing it makes it alive
This is all i have to survive
This will take me


6. ROSES

Roses – I can feel you now
Inside of my eyes, I can't take the pressure, no
I underestimated my own obsession
My stupidity was my own succession
Oh baby, yeah, yeah

I carry on relentless, so fucking regardless
I should be fucking censored; I'm seen
As being heartless
This is the end so i'll start from the start
I got hit by one of them Roses darts

Running all to slowly, the sweat does
Not make sense
I'd like to know who's the hero
Slayed by your beauty scent
A concept so unholy
Now yesterday is bent
I held the chain that made the pain

Roses – I can feel you now
Inside my eyes, inside my head
All that was my own reality
Has died, that's what I call mislead

And now I'm dying inside
But it can't be as much as she has died
I can't stop and I know its wrong
Its too damn seductive, it's too damn strong


7. GLORY EUPHORIA

Disco biscuit give me another rainbow fix
Get me joy riding the clouds
Lets have another toast to superhero overdose
Hopefully I'll comatose, just joking around

Woah, my hearts still beating probably cuz it's pumping starlight
Woah, my brain is burning and I can't find the fire escape

This life I lead is my own
Bound and chained to me it's too late, too late
A substance so good you would die for
Be prepared to give up anything, everything

Decked out in this megasuit
Forever fuelled on lucky flukes
Get me shots of cyanide
Heaven will be bracknell town before you lose your heavy crown
Nailed right in and hammered down, I want to get out

This life I lead is my own
Bound and chained to me it's too late, too late
A substance so good you would die for
Be prepared to give up anything, everthing Creating everones tomorrows
Stuck on this pedastal it's too late, too late
I'll be the slayer of your sorrows
To feel alive I've got to kill myself, sell myself


8. HOLY F

We crave thing that's killing us
We burn as we walk
Our life is a smashed window
But when we fly, we won't fall

I'd never have a different way
It's a life that's rolling
And I don't care if I'm responsible
We run away from what we cause

I am of the Holy F
Fuck you, I've never been left
On my own inside myself
I want to say I'm beside myself
But there's no guilt
I'm loving every minute of it
It's true; this is the good shit

It's an addiction given to those
Who don't get brought down by the constant attraction
Consequences are discarded by brotherhood
Yet so perfect, so misunderstood


9. LOVE THE RIDE

Falling up and down
Falling up and down

I've got, got to, got to get another hit
Here I am, I'm loving every sense of it
I pushed it in so much the sacks about to split
I pushed it in and still the candle isn't lit

Here I am, loving every sense of it.

So you think you've got it so bad
No one cries for you
Well I'd hate to say this you lonely sadist
But can't you see that no one loves you
You are a drone I own
With a blank stare
And a heart of stone

Stoned and drunk I throw my cares away
It's a life you've got to live everyday
I smoked my health into an ashtray
I will love the ride into decay

Lead the world with l.s.d
Its all the power without the anarchy
Lead the world with ecstasy
It can't be bad if everyone's so happy
Lead the with amphetamines
Its all to fast to be a sin
But don't do heroin

It seems the cage has gone away
Its down to me to find my way
I feel so free now that you've gone
You took that time from me to long
Now love the ride into decay
If lifes shit, its the best way


10. MIDNIGHT HEARTACHE Pt 2

(Instrumental)