1. TRANSPARENT

I see right through you
I see right through you
I see right through you
I see right through you

I am my own worst enemy
Look at me and tell me what you see
Can you see inside of me
All that's left of me is a memory

It fucks with my mind I can't even hear what you say
Inside my head is far from here anyway
I look around and all I see is how to be
It's not for me so now I'm here to let you see

Away away I always run away
I should listen to what you have to say
To you to me I never will make you see
There's something locked away down inside of me

It fucks with my mind I can't even hear what you say
Inside my head is far from here anyway
I look around and all I see is how to be
It's not for me so now I'm here to let you see

Die (too)
Now take my life
I can not feel
The pain you bring
My way I'm torn

I can't see when you look at me never know what to say
I can't see look inside me

I see right through you
Right through you
I see right through you
Right through
I see right through you
Right through you
I see right through you

Never can I decide a way to see
You know that I would never want to be
The way that I appear is agony
I am losing myself to misery

I see right through you
Right through you
I see right through you
Right through
I see right through you
Right through you
I see right

Interrupt my destiny I can't turn around watch you break free
I reach deep inside of me it's a fucking mental thing
Can't overcome the way I feel
It's grown into a part of me
Never see what others see I think its called insanity

I know you can't fucking silence me
So let go of the way you label me
I don't know how it feels to be like me
I don't show everything you need to see
I grow all the pain inside of me
So just go

I can't see when you look at me never know what to say
I can't see look inside me

I see right through you
Right through you
I see right through you
Right through
I see right through you
Right through you
I see right through you

Never can I decide a way to see
You know that I would never want to be
The way that I appear is agony
I am losing myself to misery

I see right through you


2. 4 DAYS

Why does the world have to work this way?
Take it all away
I can remember the first time i saw you
You were a new face in my life, why?
Why'd you have to go?
I cannot see you but still i can feel you
Yes i can hear you, but can you hear me too?

You reach for me, i reach for you
When will we meet up again?
Try not to cry, when i ask him why
When will i finally see the end?

Partially broken i walk through my life
Without a care and i wish you were here
You'll live forever in my mind
I never let you go
I cannot see you but still i can feel you
Yes i can hear you, but can you hear me too?

You reach for me, i reach for you
When will we meet up again?
Try not to cry, when i ask him why
When will i finally see the end?

I feel my life slipping away from me
Come take away the pain
You could not know how much i miss you so
I need you here with me

I'd give my hands to see you again
I'd give my life to hear your voice

I wish i could touch you
I wish i could see you
I wish you could hear me
I wish that i knew you

Everyday - i look around and see that same thing
Never know - i'm gonna make it through another day
While i'm here - feels like the walls are slowly closing in
Every time - i think that i will never see you again

Don't know what
Has happened
I know there's
No reason
For you to
Be taken
From this world

You reach for me, i reach for you
When will we meet up again?
Try not to cry, when i ask him why
When will i finally see the end?

I feel my life slipping away from me
Come take away the pain
You could not know how much i miss you so
I need you here with me

I can't break free from all my misery
Come take away the pain
It's you i need whenever i'm alone
I need you here with me

I need you here
Can you hear me?
Why can't you say that you'll help me break free
If you were able i know that you would
I think its wrong just the thought that you can't tell me why


3. MIME

Greet you with open arms all you do is lie to me
Your transparent words got me thinkin what i want to be
It's all figured out now you can't have my sympathy
Get it all away from me

When i look i see right through you
Hesitate cause i don't respect you
Fuck you you'll never see into me
You can count on me to be the enemy

The breath of my soul breathes out of control
I grasp for the truth so i gotta let go
Listen to your words but it doesn't make any sense
Heard what you said so i still keep my defense
I will never have respect for you
I will never do the things you do
I will never be the same as you
Take it all away from me

My mind keeps on haunting me
Go away your living on sympathy
Isolate yourself from reality
You can count on me to be the enemy

I'm not feeling like i should feel
There's something fucking wrong with me

Coming to find you to take you alone
Coming to see if you handle your own
You would not help when i took your side
You will not leave here with me far behind

Time ends where you begin
Sins within wear you thin

Fear in my eyes i never knew why
You never know when i could die
See me now that could be it
It won't always be the same old shit
What if i go and what if i stay
You gotta take life and live it everyday
Things may come and things may go
You never can tell you never will know
Why are you here why am i here
What's the point it seems so clear
You gotta hold on you gotta let go
Open up your mind and let it all grow
See me now then i disappear
What's gone wrong i have no fear
Follow me out or follow me in
Make your choice now take your sin

Can you see what you do to me
Will you get the fuck away from me
Can you see why i feel this way
Will you get the fuck away from me

It's all on you never on me
You don't see what i see
How can you live your life so fake
I watch you drown in your mistakes
I reach for you but turn away
Offer myself and what do you say
You speak the truth but it's all lies
Now everyone ignores your cries
Can you see what you do to me
Will you get the fuck away from me

Can you

Time ends where you begin
Sins within wear you thin

The breath of my soul breathes out of control
I grasp for the truth so i gotta let go
Listen to your words but it doesn't make any sense
Heard what you said so i still keep my defense
I will never have respect for you
I will never do the things you do
I will never be the same as you
Take it all away from me

I'm not feeling like i should feel
There's something fucking wrong with me

Coming to find you to take you alone
Coming to see if you handle your own
You would not help when i took your side
You will not leave here with me far behind


4. REFLECTION

I can't believe it was a lie when you said it to me
Played it to me from the heart when you read it to me
Fed it to me with a silver spoon; i believed
You led me to it as it turns out you've been deceived
Your fucking lifestyle's got myself a nervous wreck
Having dreams with my hands around your fucking neck - thrust
Grip it tight - make it bust
I'm losing my head like you lost my fucking trust

Open up, i see inside your eyes what's to come ahead
By the way you feel, i can see that you are staring dead
All emotion lost from the shit that you have put me through
I will get you back and you will never have a fucking clue
Wilderness of mirrors and myself i can't stop running riot
Every time i think about the shit you did i want to kill
Everything alive that's in your life i wanna keep it quiet
Just to let you know you let me fall that's how i fucking feel

I feel abused, so ashamed
I feel the pain, from the burn, from the lesson learned from the burning flame
I feel the pain and i'm so confused
Everytime you tell a lie, you're killing my trust leaving faith to die

You never thought i'd dig it up, you underestimate me
You got it all figured out, always affiliate me
I can never stay away 'cause you investigate me
I can never say a word 'cause you evaluate me
Believe yourself when you lie 'cause you do it so much
Got me fucked up thinking about who i can trust
Everybody coming at me saying what i should do
Don't know why i feel this way but i want to kill you

Open up, i see inside your eyes what's to come ahead
By the way you feel, i can see that you are staring dead
All emotion lost from the shit that you have put me through
I will get you back and you will never have a fucking clue
Wilderness of mirrors and myself i can't stop running riot
Every time i think about the shit you did i want to kill
Everything alive that's in your life i wanna keep it quiet
Just to let you know you let me fall that's how i fucking feel

I feel abused, so ashamed
I feel the pain, from the burn, from the lesson learned from the burning flame
I feel the pain and i'm so confused
Everytime you tell a lie, you're killing my trust leaving faith to die
I feel abused, so ashamed
I feel the pain, from the burn, from the lesson learned from the burning flame
I feel the pain and i'm so confused
Everytime you tell a lie, you're killing my trust leaving faith to die

Die

Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good
Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good
Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good
Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good

Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good
Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good
Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good
Fucked up inside, i see you inside, it's not good

Why don't you see what you do?
Why should i wait here for you?
What do you see in yourself?
How can you live with yourself?
How could you think i could trust?
Always leave me in distrust
Thinking the same way you do
Put beside the things i knew
I try - goodbye
I try - goodbye

I feel abused, so ashamed
I feel the pain, from the burn, from the lesson learned from the burning flame
I feel the pain and i'm so confused
Everytime you tell a lie, you're killing my trust leaving faith to die
I feel abused, so ashamed
I feel the pain, from the burn, from the lesson learned from the burning flame
I feel the pain and i'm so confused
Everytime you tell a lie, you're killing my trust leaving faith to die

Die
Die
Die (die)


5. IN & OUT

In and out of my life your animosity don't change
Your attitude is strange but your paranoid the same because you
Maintain your status with a fake apparatus
Think you got us where you want us but its not enough to grab us
Like rabbits in a cage thats wrapped up in a maze
Dedicated for the day but tomorrow its a phase

Take my suggestion let it go with confession
Teach you a lesson by keeping you guessin
Ill-faded task take off your mask
Take it off too fast and land on your ass

I hide my pride

Inside myself insane fucked up form mind games
Controlled hate in me held back by serenity
Farewell to the problem quest filled up with emptiness
Disgusted with apathy from lost divinity
Not giving up my energy deep down inside of me
I'll stand with the enemy and show them insanity

Take my suggestion let it go with confession
Teach you a lesson by keeping you guessin
Ill-faded task take off your mask
Take it of too fast and land on your ass

I hide my pride

Everytime I see you commin at me never feeling right
You will never know just how I feel thats how I feel alright
Fuck you motherfuckers you will never know how I fell
In your brightest hour you will never be this fuckin real


6. SLEEP IN SILENCE

I don't understand the way things
Happen everyday I
Wish I had control of
My life and my soul

You say to me I cannot live without you by my side
Then you left me here all alone to deal with all this pain
Take my hand now walk with me through all this cause I'll go insane
I feel empty without you here I cannot find my way my way my way

I had to say goodbye to you
I will not forget this
You will never know that
you're in my mind
I don't know how something like this could just happen to you
When will I see why you've been taken so far away from me
Now I sit here hoping to hear you or see you again
Let me go now I close my eyes Now I'm coming to see you

Never wake

Life is like a mystery I take it day by day
Left alone here in this world to Suffer constantly
I don't know what I am doing it seems I've lost my way
Wake me from this lasting dream and take my breath away

Never wake

I can't take this I lie awake every night in my bed
I can't sit here thinking about you again and again
I sort through the memories and try to find ones that make me who I am now
Wake me from my stay here
Take me from my place here
Wake me
Wake me
Wake me
Wake me


7. CRAWL AWAY

I'm sick, I create this
Don't want to feel inside
Never try, that I failed you
I looked to the sky to hide
Don't want the fuel is burning
That makes me clawed in mind
(Im gonna tear this down!)
And I'll crawl..away!

(I cry) to make you see
(I cry) you cannot stay away from me
I'll cry! I'll cry!

Im awake, and you cant deny this
Cant do this anymore, your leaving me in limbo
To prove to you that I..
Wont cry! Wont lie! Wont whine! I wont cry!

I lick your wounds, to heal the scars we made
Latern a cumal? night, enourmous wait

(Down) I wait
(Down) I wait
(Down) I wait
Down!

Trying to heal on my own
Try to live alone
Just to feel alone
Trashed all alone
After all it came, now its so far away
Never touched in the pain
Never one, never say

Don't go away
Don't go away

I lick your wounds, to heal the scars we made

(Down) I wait
(Down) I wait
(Down) I wait
Down!

(I cry) to make you see
(I cry) you cannot stay away from me
I'll cry! I'll cry!

(cut it all away, cut it all away, cut it all away, cut it all away)

I'll cry!
I'll cry!

Trying to heal on my own
Try to live alone
Just to feel alone
Trashed all alone

Don't go away
Don't go away

Don't...go....away!


8. 111

Let it go!!!

(daze) or gripping my
(face) I cant breath in the
(waste) open my eyes because my mind just wont stop, my
(eyes) I'll open till
(dry) my knuckles turn
(white)
I wont let go

Its enough, for me to feel it has got to me
Sometimes I'm my own worse enemy

The (pain)
That my mind (creates)
Is feeding the (waste)

I'm the only one, who can fix this
Who can take the blame, cuz I did this
I'm the only one, who can take the blame
Who can turn this around!

Take it away!
(I don't need this shit)
Everything that I have said, that I've done to this day is ????
Take it away
(i don't want it)
Everything that I have said, that I've done to this day will be my last!

(away) in my mind I can
(change) ???? Playing my mind
My life (has never felt)
Right (I cant feel)
Tonight
I cant let go

Its too much for me to feel it has got to me
This time it wont let go of me

(sane) it will be
(okay) there must be a
(way)
To stop..

Please, god, let me sleep tonight
Let me feel numb to the voices that have begged me away my life
Let me drown them out, with the silence thats so fucking loud!

(please, god, please, god
Please, god, please, god)

I will take the blame
(take the blame!)
You can make me feel all right
I wont sever ever!
I wont go out that way
(out that way)

(please, god, please, god
Please, god, please, god)

(daze) or gripping my
(face) I cant breath in the
(waste) let it go...
(eyes) I'll open till
(dry) my knuckles turn
(white)
Let it go....

Take it away!
(I don't need this shit)
Everything that I have said, that I've done to this day is ???
Take it away
(I don't want it)
Everything that I have said, that I've done to this day is my last

Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away!
(let it go..)
Take it away! (let it go!)


9. MY ASYLUM

It's my head
Follow me to the center of my brain
I will not be here so will you explain
You can't say that you were
A friend to me now you're gone
Out of my life I still
Feel you inside the walls of my brain
I think I am insane
You can't see me now that I'm so fucking empty
You don't do a thing you just make me unhappy
You look at me as a way out of the pain

Thinking about the way things have turned out
I just don't know what this is all about

Take away
What I say
It equals nothing in my memory
Everyday I am constantly feeling empty
With no words to say

You can take me as i come to you
Or you can leave me here without a clue
Pay attention to the words i say
You will learn my voice everyday

Suffer with me help me be me
I can't hear you
Take me with you when you leave here
Take me with you
I can't take this take me away
I go insane
Do you hear me can you see me
Looking for you

I can't feel me


10. NEMESIS

I'll give you anything
I'll give you everything
I'll give you anything
I'll give you everything
I'll give you anything
I'll give you everything

NO!!!!!!

I'll face my fear for you
Crossing my hands, its nothing in me
Turn my ears deaf to suspicion
Always be the same

DENIED! MYSELF!
When your above everything else
STAND BY! AND KILL!
To the deepest state of the pain Ive felt
(lets go)

Dont let me hide!
Anything, everything!
I show you my feelings mean nothing
I was hoping you would do the same
That Id do for you, but you just take away

ITS SHOWN
ITS SHOWN
ITS SHOWN

I'll give you anything, ill give you everything

I put my heart inside your hands
I sit back and watch the sand
Falling thru the hour glass
I watch the days pass

DENIED! MYSELF!
You care about everyone else
STAND BY! AND KILL!
To The deepest state to the pain Ive felt

I KNOW!!
That you may not help me see my way
I KNOW!!
That I cannot help but make a change
I KNOW!!
That I feel alone
And that you wont make it stop
I KNOW!
I KNOW!

NO! NO! NO! NOOOOOO!!!!!!

You make me feel so small when you ignore me
Take a breath that goes before me
You play the game at my expense
When you play ?? But i want some mense?
Denied! My eyes! ?? Feel, im natious
Inside, I die
Why!?!?!!?

Have mercy...have mercy

Ill give you anything
I'm under everything
I don't mean anything
I'm under everything
I don't mean anything
I'm under everything
I don't mean anything
I'm under everything
I don't mean anything
I'm under everything
I don't mean anything
Imp under everything

Don't let me hide!
Anything, everything!
I show you my feelings but they mean nothing
I was hoping you would do the same
That Id do for you, but you just take away

ITS SHOWN
ITS SHOWN
ITS SHOWN

I'll give you anything, ill give you everything

I KNOW!!
That you wont help me see my way
I KNOW!!
That I cannot help but make a change
I KNOW!!
That I feel alone
That you wont make it stop
I KNOW!
I KNOW!

Dont let me hide!
Anything, everything
Dont let me hide!
Anything, everything
Dont let me hide!
Anything, everything
Dont let me hide!
Anything, everything