1. CRASHING

Every time that I bleed it's my affection
Every time that I come clean it's my humiliation
And everything that I say, I say to save myself
Everything that I say

Makes my world come crashing down
Every time you're near meI feel I'm crashing down
Every time you're near meI feel I'm

Every time that I breathe it's to keep you alive
Every time that I see it's to watch you say goodbye
No more words inside my head
To save my ass this time
No more words inside my head

When it all comes crashing down
Every time you're near meI feel I am crashing down
Every time you're near meI feel I am crashing down
Every time you're near meI feel I am crashing down
Every time you're near meI feel I feel I am crashing

Every time I breathe I breathe for you
And every time I move I move for you
And ever time I see I see for you
And everything I do has been for you

Every time I breathe I breathe for you
And every time I see I see for you
And everything I do I do for you
And everything I do makes it
All come down

Everytime you're near me I feel I'm crashing down
Everytime you're near me I feel I'm crashing down…


2. FAILURE

Maybe I, I didn't seem to have a thing left to say
I bottled it far away
Maybe I, I tried too hard to find someone to blame
Maybe it's me who changed
And now, I'm left with nothing again

So what if I lost everything
Would you want me if I was a failure
So what if I lost everything
Would you be there even when I am gone

Maybe I, I didn't seem to give everything away
Not because I needed you to stay, and I
I couldn't face the fears I left far behind
I try to answer every question to why
I'm left with nothing again

So what if I lost everything
Would you want me if I was a failure
So what if I lost everything
Would you be there even when I am gone

Maybe you couldn't see
All the pain inside of me
And now I feel like this was all for nothing
'Cause I'm left with nothing, I'm left with nothing again
So what if I lost everything
Would you want me if I was a failure

So what if I lost everything
Would you want me if I was a failure
So what if I lost everything
Would you be there even when I am gone

So what if I lost everything
Would you want me if I was a failure


3. HANDS AND KNEES

You see me walking away
What more could I say than sorry
I failed by all your complaints
You pushed a life change but it's not me
And filthy hands lay apon my chest
Lay upon my sin, but I do it for green
And in your mind you are blind
And your back turn so fine
Where were you when I needed you most

So mother so father
I'm on my hands and knees
So mother so father
I'm scrounging for what's left of me

My self-indulgence to blame
For all of the shame in the family
You don't know what it's like
How I feel how I cry
How I hate the way I hate my life

So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees
So mother so father
I'm scrounging for what's left of me

Pues madre, y padre
Esta vida no quiero vivir

So mother so father
I don't want to live this way
So mother so father
I'm scrounging for what's left of me

So mother so father
I don't want to live this way
So mother so father
I'm scrounging for what's left of me


4. EMPTY

I look outside and see that everything is perfect
Except for me I'll always be the one who sits and stares
And now and then you're just my friend,
Someone I could talk to
And now it's killing me, it's just killing me

I feel so empty inside
'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes
I feel so empty inside
And it's killing me

I look outside and realize how much I'm different
You'll never see inside of me, inside just who I am
And now and then you're just my friend,
Someone I could talk to
And it's killing me, it's just killing me

I feel so empty inside
'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes
I feel so empty inside
And it's killing me

I--I'm outside and looking in
I look into your eyes and see that you are perfect
Except for me, except for me

I feel so empty inside
'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes
I feel so empty inside
I feel so
I feel so
I--I feel so empty inside


5. BRUISES

Please leave me alone
For I cannot let this go
It's the lie that I live
Everything that I give
Shut the fuck up!

Please tell me that I have grown
For I have bruises left to show
And I fall in between everything
Let me see

Come on get up
Let me see your bruises
Come on get up
Let me see your bruises
Come on get up
Let me see your bruises
Come on get up
Let me see your bruises

'Cause I will never let you know
'Cause I will never let you go
Please leave me alone
Let me see, let me see, let me see

Come on get up
Let me see your bruises
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6. DROWNING IN IT

Why are we here I always seem to ask myself
Question awerted by the thought of someone else
And I'm hopelessly done with the things that I have tried to do
Should I give up and let the way just fall on me
Day by day I struggle endlessly
There's nothing right
There's nothing good about this
There's nothing right
There's nothing great about this life
And I will never know
How it's supposed to be

[Chorus:]
I keep fighting with the visions inside head
I used to feel so much better than today
I should be laughing but instead I'm just a mess
It's not right, it's not right to feel this way
I keep fighting with the visions inside head
I turn how much I could take a things
And now I feel I'm so drowning in it
It's not right, it's not right to feel this way

So you're gone what are we supposed to do
I told myself not to care a true and true
And all this times seems so wasted
When end in end and it was all for nothing
There's nothing right
'Cauz I'm in a fake madnessy
There's nothing right
'Cauz I'm in a fake misery
There's nothing right
There's nothing good about this
There's nothing right
There's nothing great about this life
And you will always be
Another fake part of me

[Chorus]

Why do I always feel this way
And why do I always feel this way [x2]
And why do [x4]

[Chorus]
I keep hiding but drowning in it
And I keep hiding but drowning in it [x2]
And I keep, and I keep drowning in it [x2]


7. WATCHING ME SLIP

So I sit here alone
Trying to find my own way
To cope with everything
That I've done wrong
So I try real hard not to see
What you've done to me
But I couldn't find my heart

And there won't be any silence till it's gone
There won't be any silence till I'm gone
Look away, you're watchin me as I slip away
'Cause everything I know just falls apart

So try real hard not to see
What you've done to me
But I couldn't find a way
Then I'll see my own way

To cope with everything that I've done wrong
And there won't be any silence till it's gone
There won't be any silence till I'm gone
Look away, you're watchin me as I slip away
'Cause everything I know just falls apart

Now it's me as I slip away
'Cause everything I know falls, it just falls apart
'Cause I'm not enough to bring you down
I'm not enough to bring you down
I'm not enough to make you happy
I'm not enough to make you stay


8. BECOMING I

Sunlight warms my face
It's hard to take in
An overwhelming grace
From the way that I live
So close to you
I feel so ashamed
This must be new
'Cause I've fallen again

The stench smells so real
Like I've been here before
Emotions will kill
The life I've always known
Because of their lies
The world seems to change
But since you've arrived
I feel no more pain

'Cause I have become the one thing I hate
I have become the smile on your face
There's no need to save the me that I've made
'Cause I have become the one thing I hate

The unwanted things
That breathe in my skin
Have filled all the void
In which I live in
And every time you bounce
I feel so alive
So many ways to count
The many times I've died

'Cause I have become the one thing I hate
I have become the smile on your face
There's no need to save the me that I've made
'Cause I have become the one thing I hate
So close to you, so close to you


9. FOLD

I feel like I don't exsit
I'm trying to hard to cope with this
'Cause if it means too much
Then it means too much to me
I'm pulling your strings
but' you're pulling away
Its half-past noon
Another fucking bad day
'Cause I'm screaming
At the top of my lungs
If I don't get my way
(You better watch your back)

It's all the same to me
I feel so incomplete
I never want to change,
But I think I'm gonna fold
It's all the same to me

I wanna let you know
Maybe I just don't wanna let you go
'Cause if it means that much
Then it means that much to me
I got a new job but my pocket is broke
I want a revolution but I just can't revolt
And there's gotta be something out there
That makes me feel this way
(You better watch your back)

It's all the same to me
I feel so incomplete
I never want to change
But I think I'm gonna fold
It's all the same to me

I feel I'm gonna fold


10. NEUROTIC

'Cause it moves just like you
And it breaks just like me
And it lies just like them
And these walls are protecting me

And so the story goes
Strip down it's the same
And so the story goes
In a blink of an eye you become history

'Cause it plays just like you
And it fades just like me
And it steals just like them
It's neverending it's neverending for me

And so the story goes
Strip down it's the same
And so the story goes
In a blink of an eye you become history

I put my blinding faith in you
My philosophy says I should stop

And so the story goes
Strip down it's the same
And so the story goes
In a blink of an eye you become history


11. MAKING ME HATE YOU

Can't simplify all the things that burn inside
But when you ask, I'm fine but I'm lying all the time
It's tough to say when you laugh at me this way
But in my mind I'm crying, I'm crying all the time
So pick up the vide, make me want to justify
Every word that's coming out your mouth
No looking back, you better choose a side
I'm sinking within

You fake, you lie
You're making me hate you
You fake, you lie
You're making me want you even more

Can't see any good side of you
But I am trying, I'm trying
I can't explain all the damage you can bring
But when I'm blind
I'm dying, I'm dying all the time
So pick up the vibe, make me wanna justify
Every word that's coming out of your mouth
No lookin back, all I wanna see
Is that you're sinkin within

You fake, you lie
You're making me hate you
You fake, you lie
You're making me want you even more

Yes I will always be
Torn by what I see
Yes I will always be the same
Even though I stop thinking of you

Can't simplify all the things that burn inside
But when I try, I'm dying, I'm dying all the time

You fake, you lie
You're making me hate you
You fake, you lie
You're making me want you even moreYou fake, you lie
You're making me hate you
You fake, you lie


12. TEXAS

Sometimes I lie awake in bed
Thinking about the things you said
So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel
So terrified of changing what I thought was real

It's too bad, you're gone
It's too bad, you're not alone
And I know that you couldn't see
That it's too bad that you're gone
And not here with me

Standing here, trying to make some sense of this
There's nothing between us
Still I can feel your awkwardness
You're so lost for words
So you just tell me I'm your friend
There must be one reason
Only one reason in the end

It's too bad, you're gone
It's too bad, you're not alone
And I know that you couldn't see
That it's too bad that you're gone
And not here with me

So why are you pulling away
It must be from things that I say
And I'm thinking you're thinking of him
So why do I even care at all