1. MY SILENCE

Pieces of my mind spread out on the ground
I hang above the void trying to hold on
To whatever that is left of me....

A deceitful calm lays upon the surface
Hiding all the turmoil underneath
It threatens to break through at any moment
To wreck and overturn
The pitchblack downward spiral like a maelstrom
Pulling everything into the deep
Drowning in the currents overwhelming
Never to return

Trying to get hold of reality
But it just keep slipping away from me

Fuck you all, just leave me be
There's no room in here for you
Just me locked up inside my silence
With thoughts and dreams and memories
Just leave me be, and let me breath
I don't want you to come near me

The abyss opens up into a vacuum
An empty void of nothingness
Filling every corner of existence
In silent solitude
The disordered chaos and confusion
Always raging wildly all inside
Breaking down the barriers to the outside
It gives no respite

Trying to get hold of reality
But it still keep slipping away from me

Fuck you all, just leave me be
There's no room in here for you
Just me locked up inside my silence
With thoughts and dreams and memories
Just leave me be, and let me breath
I don't want you to come near me


2. CHAOS PRAYER

I sing praise to thy eternal glory
You who was always and always will be
I rejoice in thy unending power
Redeemer of all, thy name is chaos

Rise and engulf us all in disorder
Let us rest in your embrace
Wreak upon us the powers of thy might
Devour our worthless planet

I pray for ruin degeneration
Put all in perfect disharmony
Open the gateway and set it all free
My faith is in thee, eternal chaos

Rise and engulf us all in disorder
Let us rest in your embrace
Wreak upon us the powers of thy might
Devour our worthless planet

Let war grind us into dust
And the winds of disease sweep us away
To swirl and dance in your hands
You our uncreator, majestic chaos

I summon to us thy mighty forces
To be our saviour in this time of need
Break and destroy the ground which we've soiled
And wipe us all out forever master
Thy name is chaos

Thy name is chaos


3. COLD DEAD HEART

Inside no feelings dwell, empty cold and dead
Uncaring of the world, life now matters not
Reality is dead, existence is a lie
The funeral pyres rise, to lick ignorant skies
The stars above, are blind to see
The deed is done, return to sleep
In glorious pain, in searing heat
Never wake again, in darkness dreams are sweet
…In darkness dreams are sweet

Released from idiocy, embracing solitude
Live this lie no more, now in peace are bestowed
No more sickening love, no more burning pain
Fading memories, just go away

Leave - rest now - In silence and tranquillity
See - inside - nevermore.......

The cold dead heart within, in contempt it stopped beating
Nomore there is to see, nothing more there is to feel
The cold dead heart within, into the black it's sinking
Into oblivion, to dissolve in emptiness

All fetters cast aside, dreams all turned to dust
The silent tears have dried, a shadow of the past
Ripping it all apart, wounds that never heal
Apathy is all that's left, complete ignorance
Released from idiocy, embracing solitude
Live this lie nomore, now peace are bestowed
No more sickening love, no more burning pain
Fading memories, just go away

The cold dead heart within, in contempt it stopped beating
Nomore there is to see, nothing more there is to feel
The cold dead heart within, into the black it's sinking
Into oblivion, to dissolve in emptiness

The cold dead heart within, as hard as stone, as black as Sin


4. IN LUST AND DISGUST

Through the sludge I crawl
Blind and deaf to all
In despair I cry out
But noone's there to hear my call

Disgust is filling me up
This nauseous lust
Distrust to all that I feel
All love like dust

As I try to rise
I choke on all my lies
I can't breath the air
Dying again as I watch the silent skies

Hear the echo of my cries
Dying again as I watch the silent skies

Disgust is filling me up
This nauseous lust
Distrust to all that I feel
All love like dust – it blew away
As sorrow pile up around me
Ugly, useless and overinflicted...


5. ... AND THE WORD WAS WAR

Upon the human race a word so plain engraved
The essence of the plan, the destiny of man
Written with the blood of countless nations
A prophecy of judgement dressed in funeral black

Like worms in the corpse of this world
Eating it up from inside
The warcries that rise will be heard...
March!!
Into to the heart of battle
Die!!
Bleached bones withering....

Down through generations it has past for ages
In words of wisdom and in words of wrath
Leaving a trail of dead and dying in it's path
The bloodshed and slaughter have no end in sight

Like vermin that crawl everywhere
Ravaging without a thought
The screams of pain noone hear

A rain of blood and doom
The day of judgement closing in
The dawn that rise is dead
The bleeding sun crying above

The end is drawing near
A shadow creeps across the world
Obfuscate sense and thought
Killing what is left of reason

A calling to arms for each and all
One single order to follow
War


6. A VISION UNDIVINE

In a moment of absolute clarity
My sight was split wide open
Everything I saw stuck to my eyes
And all meaning was suddenly lost
I saw beyond the core of creation
The truth that lies within it all
And nothing was ever to be the same again

Gone was light, it flickered and died
Like the dying embers of fire
Words became just sounds, that noone understand
A chaos of voices unable to speak

I found myself wondering what's the meaning with this?
Whatever we're doing here, nothing matters anyway

As the knowledge sank into my mind
Certainty came to me
And all that I could see was sickening to me
The masses stupidity
Their poisoned minds unable to question
The things they do, the lives they live
And everything always comes around again and again

In circles you run likes rats chasing their tails

I found myself wondering what's the meaning with this?
Whatever we're doing here, nothing matters anyway

We're nothing, forever
Eternally failing


7. THE CLEANSING

Just like a tidal wave of destruction
Now sweeping clean, nation after nation
Spreading like a lethal disease
Purging the masses of conformity

Just sell your soul
Refuse the kiss of redemption and walk your own way
Don't swallow the lie...

Ridding mankind of the filth they've created
Cleansing a race of morons from their dirt
Be yourself by yourself and don't follow
Rise above the herds of sheep in rejection

Just sell your soul
Refuse the kiss of redemption and walk your own way
Don't swallow the lie...
Just fuck it all!!

Why don't you listen? You stupid fuckers
Live your lives and stay the fuck away! Oh fuck it...

Just sell your soul
Refuse the kiss of redemption and walk your own way
Don't swallow the lie...
And fuck'em all!!


8. CATHOLIC

Come with me little child
I shall show you the mysteries of god
Accept the seed of his servants
Your flesh is weak but I shall bless you

Undress so the lord can see you
In all the glory of your youth
Let me touch you with hands divine
Touch me and I'll save your soul from damnation

I am a priest in god's holy church
The servant of our lord
In this house I speak with his voice
And act by his hands

What have I done, am I wrong somehow?
Oh father, please, don't touch me like that
I feel dirty, why do you do this to me?
I don't want to say your prayers, god doesn't listen....

Heresy! In the presence of god!
Now you must pray with me for god's grace....

I spread the words of the holy book
The divine truth above truth
And without question I carry out
These messages of glorious light

What have I done, am I wrong somehow?
Oh father, please, don't touch me like that
I feel dirty, why do you do this to me?
I don't want to say your prayers, god doesn't listen....