1. IT HAS TO START SOMEWHERE

If my tongue is the blade
Then your hand is the gun
One of us ain't going home tonight

If my tongue is the blade
Then your hand is the gun
One of us ain't going home tonight

This is what fear tastes like
Go ahead and make me numb

No way around it, no one inside
I was never listening 'cause you were never right
Never right

You've got me wrong
How did we end up like this?
I've lost myself
Please, God, give me a chance
You've got me wrong
This is all so damn useless
I'm done with you
I'm done - this is so damn useless

I don't believe at all
That I'm the monster you make me

Don't understand it
Don't need your grace
You were never listening
To the words I said

You've got me wrong
How did we end up like this?
I've lost myself
Please, God, give me a chance
You've got me wrong
This is all so damn useless
I'm done with you
I'm done - this is so damn useless

If my tongue is the blade
Then your hand is the gun
One of us ain't going home tonight

You've got me wrong
How did we end up like this?
I've lost myself
Please, God, give me a chance
You've got me wrong
This is all so damn useless
I'm done with you
I'm done - this is so damn useless


2. RAPTURE

Old familiar face
That bitter taste
She's been hangin' round too long
That crooked tongue
So pale, so young
Makes me warm

Take me to the darkness
Hang me out to dry
Tangled in your legs
In the webs of your lies
Lead me to the rapture
Set my body free
Higher than the flames
Set blaze inside of me
Whoa

There's no turning back
There's no coming down
I'm forever lost
There's no coming down

Oh, I'm skin and bones
Pale as a ghost
Well I know that I should be moving on
But in your embrace
You know I'll never change
Hopeless I am chained down on my knees

Take me to the darkness
Hang me out to dry
Tangled in your legs
In the webs of your lies
Lead me to the rapture
Set my body free
Higher than the flames
Set blaze inside of me

There's no turning back
There's no coming down
I'm forever lost
There's no coming down

When you call my name
I'm never far away
When you call my name
I know there's no escape

Take me to the darkness
Hang me out to dry
Tangled in your legs
In the webs of your lies
Lead me to the rapture
Set my body free
Higher than the flames
Set blaze inside of me
Whoa

There's no turning back
There's no coming down
I'm forever lost
There's no coming down


3. ON MY TEETH

Let's get this straight!

I'm fine without you
I'm not your fucking prey
So save yourself
And no one else

What you believe
What you believe
What you believe
Your life is a lie
Get over it
Get over it
Get over it

You got the best of me
And stabbed me in the back
I taste you on my teeth
You're like a heart attack
And I'm not okay
I'm headed down the drain
I still feel safe
Down here where I belong

So where were you
When I fell out
Went back into the dark
I'm lost again
So don't come find me

What you believe
What you believe
What you believe
Your life is a lie
Get over it
Get over it
Get over it

You got the best of me
And stabbed me in the back
I taste you on my teeth
You're like a heart attack
And I'm not okay
I'm headed down the drain
I still feel safe
Down here where I belong

One day you might be hungry
One day you might be hungry
One day you might be hungry
One day you might be hungry

You got the best of me
And stabbed me in the back
I taste you on my teeth
You're like a heart attack
And I'm not okay
I'm headed down the drain
I still feel safe
Down here where I belong


4. WAKE ME

Everyday is numb
Oh, I hold my tongue
Nothing's gonna bring me hope, no
I'm hanging on
Tunnel with the lights turned off
Oh, I know you're near
Drawing me like a moth, no

I'm closer to your flame
It's harder to explain
It's easier to sleep
Than to face it awake

Open up my eyes and show me salvation
Wake this body up 'cause I'm tired of sleepin'
Oh, and there's no heartbeat, something's wrong with me
Help, please, I can barely breathe
Wake me, give me a reason, reason

Inside these walls
Oh, I'm safe and sound
You will never see me fall, no
Or hit the ground
Maybe this is just a cry for help
Maybe I should just forget myself
Is this the reason that I go through hell?
Is this the reason that I dream it all away

Withdrawal and medicate
It's easier to sleep
Than to face it awake

Open up my eyes and show me salvation
Wake this body up 'cause I'm tired of sleepin'
Oh, and there's no heartbeat, something's wrong with me
Help, please, I can barely breathe
Wake me, give me a reason, reason

I know when the lights go out
No one will find me
Behind the darkest cloud
I run for safety

I know if I let you in
I might be free again
I wish that I could be like you

Open up my eyes and show me salvation
Wake this body up 'cause I'm tired of sleepin'
Oh, and there's no heartbeat, something's wrong with me
Help, please, I can barely breathe
Wake me, give me a reason, reason

Wake me, give me a reason, reason
Wake me, give me a reason


5. BLOODLUST

I'm running around in here
Spinning in circles inside my head
But I retrace the steps to retrace steps
I just retrace the steps to retrace steps
I've learned to embrace the fear
And nothing I believe will take me
Past the edge I'm past the edge
Past the edge I'm past the edge

And you've left me with no choice
My hands are tied and I won't listen

Bloodlust is real
I never thought I'd be right here
But the bloodlust is real
You can't make me feel alive
I will be your animal
You can be my cannibal

Everything is closing in
Surrounded by the darkness
And I dive right in and I dive right in
I cannot swim but I dive right in
Vision is blurred and I start to spin
The walls come crashing down
And I'm alone again, I'm alone again
Alone again, I'm alone again

And you left me no choice
The urge is real and you can't help me

Bloodlust is real
I never thought I'd be right here
But the bloodlust is real
You can't make me feel alive
I will be your animal
You can be my cannibal

I wrote a letter that you'll never read
I shed a tear that you'll never see
I'm buried with these words that I never speak
I am the darkness that you'll never see

Bloodlust is real
Bloodlust is real

Bloodlust is real
I never thought I'd be right here
But the bloodlust is real
You can't make me feel alive
I will be your animal
You can be my cannibal


6. SINK WITH ME

This is my emergency
Let me feel your apathy

Are we swimming in the same ol' sea?
The one where you don't care to rescue me
There's water in my lungs again
The moon's reflection has no end
The taste of salt my biggest sin
The taste of you my only sin

You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay

You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay

This is my emergency
Let me feel your apathy

Hold me underneath the cold moonlight
Where I believe every lie you told to me
Tell me once more that I'm safe
I never believed, so give me faith
The fear of death is sinking in
I'd rather die than sink with you

You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay

You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay

You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay
You can't make it okay


7. IHATEIT

I used to think I had it all
Somehow I fell back into habits that tear me apart
I never got to say I'm sorry
But I can't sleep alone tonight

If it's good for me and it's good for you
If I die tonight, then I'll make it up to you

You're the only thing that gets me high
And I hate it, and I hate it
You're the only thing that gets me high
And I hate it, and I hate it

I'm tangled up in my own image
But I hate who's staring back at me

If it's the truth I seek, it's the truth you'll serve
If my soul is weak, then I'll make it up to you

You're the only thing that gets me high
And I hate it, and I hate it
You're the only thing that gets me high
And I hate it, and I hate it

I'm just a user
I'm just a user
I'm just a user
'Cause I used you up to my end
If you could see me now
I wear a beggar's crown
If I could turn back time
I wouldn't change a fuckin' thing

God, erase me
We don't deserve the life you give
I don't deserve the life you give
God, I can't change at all
We don't deserve the life you give
I don't deserve the life you give

You're the only thing that gets me high
And I hate it, and I hate it
You're the only thing that gets me high
And I hate it, and I hate it


8. HOLD YOUR BREATH

Head in the clouds
Isn't there some other way?
Feet off the ground
I've fucked up my only escape
God...
Can't escape

I never stood a chance anyway
I never tried that hard
You never listened to the words I say
I fear it, I fear it, I fear it

Alone at the top of the world
I forgot it was safe down below
I used to be so afraid
Now the darkness it swallows me whole
Alone at the top of the world
Cut the cord, let me float far away
I never asked you for this
So don't tell me that I'm to blame

I'm not coming down
It's too late, it's too late for me
So just give up now
I've blocked out the sight and the sound

Now I'm up here by myself
You never gave a shit
I wish that I was someone else
Do you feel it? You feel it? You feel it?

Alone at the top of the world
I forgot it was safe down below
I used to be so afraid
Now the darkness it swallows me whole
Alone at the top of the world
Cut the cord, let me float far away
I never asked you for this
So don't tell me that I'm to blame

Hold your breath
Choke on my words
Hold your breath
Choke on my words

Don't get me started
I'm not your pawn anymore
I've come all this way alone
I'm on my own

Alone at the top of the world
I forgot it was safe down below
I used to be so afraid
Now the darkness it swallows me whole
Alone at the top of the world
Cut the cord, let me float far away
I never asked you for this
So don't tell me that I'm to blame

I'm not to blame


9. NO FRAME

Open up my brain
Tell me what you see
I can't find a thing
Won't you rescue me?
Rescue me

Help me stay awake
I've been skipping days
I'm not making sense
Time, it has no frame
Has no frame

Daylight dreaming
Darkness seeking
Daylight dreaming
There must be some kind of way out of this
Way out of this
Daylight dreaming
Darkness seeking
Daylight dreaming
There must be some kind of way out of this
Way out of this

Can't keep faking it
I am not myself
Selling you blank stares
I have lost my way
Lost my way

Way out of this
Way out of this

Way out of this
Way out of this

Daylight dreaming
Darkness seeking

Time has no frame!

Well I belong right here
Where the light runs from me
I don't believe in fear
'Cause this place can't haunt me

Well I belong right here
Where the light runs from me
I don't believe in fear
'Cause this place can't haunt me


10. IN MOTION

Should have died about a thousand times or maybe more
Don't remember any lives that ever came before
In my head I'm more dead than alive
It's a shame you won't understand

Gonna let the rain come down on me and wash away
Gonna give away my innocence, my sympathy
In this moment I'm lost and I did it myself
There's no one to blame

You can't save my life
These events are already in motion
So don't waste my time
You keep talking me back off the ledge
Your words unheard
Dragging me down once again
When I'm living a lie
When I'm shut down inside
When I'm chasing a high
When I'm chasing a high

I am still alive but I am just an empty shell
I give myself away to this lonely hollow hell
In my head I'm afraid that I can't trust myself
You won't understand

You can't save my life
These events are already in motion
So don't waste my time
You keep talking me back off the ledge
Your words unheard
Dragging me down once again
When I'm living a lie
When I'm shut down inside
When I'm chasing a high

All hope is lost
All hope is lost
All hope is lost

You can't save my life
These events are already in motion
So don't waste my time (don't waste my time)
You keep talking me back off the ledge
Your words unheard
Dragging me down once again
When I'm living a lie
When I'm shut down inside
When I'm chasing a high
When I'm chasing a high
When I'm chasing a high

There is no fix
There is no fix
There is no fix


11. I GAVE UP

I let it happen again
I failed myself
I failed my friends
Check my pulse, I'm alive
Did it cross your mind
Cross your mind

I gave up
I gave up

Take the keys to my car
Just drive me far
Far away
From this hospital bed
Where my soul is sick
And I'm scared of it

I gave up
Somebody help me
I gave up
I gave up
I gave up

Every day is a lie
Every mile a mountain
Mountain
Every day is a lie
Every mile a mountain
Mountain

I give up

I gave up
Somebody help me
I gave up
I gave up

I gave up
Every day is a lie
Every mile a mountain
I gave up
Somebody help me
I gave up

TARGET BONUSTRACKS

12. LONELINESS

Dragged out on my back
Everyone look - I'm still a wreck
Are you happy now?
I can't hear you, are you happy now?

'Cause the damage is done, I'm the damaged one

I know something 'bout loneliness
You know nothing, you never did
You say I've walked alone, but don't you fear my friend
I've faced my death alone
I know how it feels to be a ghost...ghost...
I'm just a ghost

You say it follows me where I go
I'm a ghost
Don't make me swallow my tongue

'Cause the damage is done, I'm the damaged one

I know something 'bout loneliness
You know nothing, you never did
You say I've walked alone, but don't you fear my friend
I've faced my death alone
I know how it feels to be a ghost...ghost...
I'm just a ghost

Don't you watch me when I walk away
Don't you watch me when I walk away
Don't you watch me when I walk away
Don't you watch me when I walk away
...

I know something 'bout loneliness
You know nothing, you never did
You say I've walked alone, but don't you fear my friend
I've faced my death alone
I know how it feels to be a ghost...ghost...ghost...ghost...
I'm just a ghost


13. ANOTHER LIFE

You walked away
And it saved me
I was tired and lonely
But hey its ok
I can finally sleep now it's over
Yeah, it's over
Well I'd pray, but I forgot how
I forgot how to feel wanted
I was so unwanted

You make me so unhappy
I just want to be free
You make me so unhappy
Why can't you let me be?

Maybe I'm better off dead
I swear I'm barely alive
Not enough fear in my head
To keep me by your side
After all the things you said
I've been tryin' to figure out
What's wrong with me
It's not me, it's not me

You're not gonna ruin my life
You're not gonna ruin my life
You're not gonna ruin my..

So watch me find another life
And hey, its ok to drift apart and start over
I'm sorry its over

You make me so unhappy
I just want to be free

Maybe I'm better off dead
I swear I'm barely alive
Not enough fear in my head
To keep me by your side
After all the things you said
I've been tryin' to figure out
What's wrong with me
It's not me, it's not me

You're not gonna ruin my life
You're not gonna ruin my life
You're not gonna ruin my life!

I'm better off this way
Just let me be!

Maybe I'm better off dead
I swear I'm barely alive
Maybe I'm better off dead
I swear I'm barely..

Maybe I'm better off dead
I swear I'm barely alive
Not enough fear in my head
To keep me by your side
After all the things you said
I've been tryin' to figure out
What's wrong with me
It's not me, it's not me

You're not gonna ruin my life
You're not gonna ruin my life
You're not gonna ruin my life!
You're not gonna ruin my life!
God you're not gonna ruin mine!