1. FINAL BREATH

I can't breathe life without you
Intoxicated
I'm rendered breathless now
By silenced thougths

You still haunt me as i fall
Forsaken
Before you turn to dust

See your face
In my mind
See your face again
Your healing hands
I still feel in my open chest
See your face can't let go
Create a wall of lust

In the wake of former nights
Disintegrated
I barely find some sleep
In this dead end

Can't help mourning yesterday
Deconstructed
Before you turn to dust


2. REDEMPTION

Confined
Searchin' all your life
For a purpose for a grail
You find another day
Another time in pain

So you found another way
To destroy your life
No redemption
No regrets
Just go on ruin your life

These times
Here in thy delusion
Feeling insecure
Ensnared by all these lies
Another wasted life

Your rituals never change
Your lies
Another secret way
To ruin your life

Denied
Reachin' all your life
For redemption
For a grave
You may find another sun
Some kind of hope again

These times
Here in thy delusion
As a way of purge
Get sober of your lies
Judge yourself this time

You stand in my direction
Another wasted life
Cut out your eyes this time
Another wasted life
Save my eyes, save my soul
So i can't let you go
Never let you go
I cannot find
Ruin


3. TEN DAYS REMAIN

You struck my mind
Keep all those words inside
That shatter my reality
That cut my veins once again
You poisoned vague sunrays
This open door's closed
This used to be my place
I still hear voices from inside
You're right
It was just a waste of time
This used to be my life
But now i start to realize

Ten things can't be right this way
Days i lose perception
Re-another drop of blood
Main won't take me home now

Ten days remain
Things can't be right this way
Things can't be right
Today

You struck my helpless mind
But i have changed now
You rate me still defenceless
But i have learned to rise in arms
No more wounds opened up
I cured myself this time
Protected from your curses
I have learned to rise again
You were right
It was just a waste of time
This used to be my life
But now i start to realize


4. BURY THE PAST

As I fall down to earth again
I can't remember
Lay my head down in flames

Not to look back for i'm not wrong
Close doors without compassion
To overcome
These nights all alone

In the end i will start a perfect fire
I'll burn all the lies
I bury my past

As hours pass i dwell in darkness
Silenced my world, my mind wide open

In the end i will start a perfect fire
I'll burn all the lies
I bury my past again

As I drift away now
I won't look back in sorrow
Leave all the lies to the flames
Bleak silence all drowned out
Cold shadows disintegrating
No more blinding darkness around me

Bleak silence all drowned out
Past shadows dinintegrating now


5. HEARTBEAT

I can see
The darkness
Can you hear my heartbeat
I can feel i'm senseless
Since i'm the wrecked

Truth
Pain
Hope
I'm not yet forsaken

Truth within this pain
Agony restrained
With no room for hope
Just my heartbeat to show

I wake up
In silence
As life lies there bleeding
I turn back
Turn my heart
As life's dead to me

I'm dazed and confused
I'm raped and abused
Abandoned within
My own dark thoughts
My consciousness misused
Subconsciousness refuses
To accept reality


6. BLINDFOLD

Time convicted my deeds
I mourn for a life
In which all that was claimed
Was being complacent

Their blindfold cuts my eyes
Chased by society's lies
Their blindfold cuts my eyes
Chased by this life

Frail and empty in mind
I seek for relief
But all that remains
Is growing burden

Collapse
I feel so hollow inside
Inhaled my duty
And poisoned my mind

no more lies for this life
Neave myself behind
Too weary to fight
What i despised once


7. DEPREDATION

You like to see the sky so pale again?
A sulphurous smirk above our heads
Decline and chaos in our world
Lights turned out as a whole

Society completely paralyzed
We'll perish smilingly
Decay has crawled into our worlds
Now depredation's near

The secrets that unfold
Every new day
Intimidating signs
Of what's to come

Can you create another world
Or will we drown in shades
Cast by your thoughtlessness
Our depredation

Realize we can't get away
We're all convicted now
Tattooed in our lives
When doom will rule

Society completely paralyzed
We'll perish smilingly
Decay has crawled into our worlds

Corruption depredation
Malfunction of our world
Sentenced to desperation
Apocalypse right now?


8. BEYOND REMORSE

Now will it ease all my pain
That engulfs my lorn inner self
To crawl back to you once again
Or will it shatter my recovering self

No one to blame
But myself
Trip back to my past

You rise
Dispel the fragments of my life
Look at me condescending
As cold as ice
You rise
Regard me as despicable
Look at me condescending
Beyond remorse

Beyond remorse you forced me
To sell a worthless soul
Beyond remorse i gave up
These ties of self control

You left me numb and paralyzed
With all these shades from the past inside
My mental screams all die away
In a world garbled with scars

Beyond remorse i was tortured
And now i laugh at you
Beyond remorse i look back
Down on you


9. MY OWN REVELATION

Restless i wandered through a garden of stone
A confounded existence they called my own
Everything changed from this day
Obvious in retrospect to solve the unsaid

I see the light
See my life
Fade away without you
I see the light
See our life
My own revelation

restless i walked this lane down by night
Until your sorcery let the stars collide
I feel warm now
Shrouded by your presence
Breathless i watch you
Melt away in grace

Save me and our minds
Don't let me destroy it
Turn a blind eye to my flaws
Take these efforts as my deposit


10. MEET YOUR DOOM

I'm sick of you acting like a know-it-all
In your bleak horizons
You don't see you're nothing
You don't see that you fail

Your perfect God
Just blinding you
You let the hatred grow
It's not our sinful deeds
You're just too blind to see

Squares, fuck off
Meet your doom

Again you cultivate beliefs
Insist on stupid dogmas
A 666 i write in your face
Believe in your own lies

I'm sick of you acting like a know-it-all
I'm sick of all your stupid pride
Just go down on your knees
And you can kiss my fucking ass
You beliefe you're kind of better
You beliefe you're superior
You're not worth to spit in your face
Just kiss my fucking ass


11. MEMENTO

Those things that i shouldn't see
Are all lost in distrust
Those things that shouldn't see the light
A toxic afterglow, i saw it coming

Tattooed in my brains
You filled the empty space inside
Tattooed now forever
My certain space stained with your lies

You lied
These wounds will never heal again
And i must be forsaken
You force me down

Those wounds they couldn't feel
They will absorb all the light
Obscure my dim tomorrow
So cold, this night, i saw it coming