1. INNER STATE OF CHAOS

Erratic, impulsive, deranged, obsessive
Delusional, confusion, repulsive reality
Within my mind I see no way out

I breathe the spores of my pollution
Intoxicate myself with my own delusion
Fear possess me, a mental breakdown
Viciously in virulence I drown

Cycles of pain
In lunacy I merge
In catatonic stupor I dwell
Words are daggers of hate

A gaze distorted, optics deformed
Absorbing the paralytic vision of existence
Perpetual path of suffering that’s grinding me

I breathe the spores of my pollution
Intoxicate myself with my own delusion

Inner state of chaos
Inner state of fury

Convulsing in the perpetual burden of chaos
Resentment and anger fused, caught in between

Succession of panic episodes, deforming what I used to be
Neuronal dissociation, unreversed infection

Convulsing in the perpetual burden of chaos
Resentment and anger fused, caught in between

Cycles of pain
In madness I reign
A kingdom where everyone’s a prey
Words are daggers
And all is falling in despair

I see no further from my confusion, I see no way out
Deafening thoughts and nightmares, I see no way out