1. FOR THE WORKFORCE, DROWNING

Falling from the top floor your lungs
Fill like parachutes
Windows go rushing by.
People inside,
Dressed for the funeral in black and white.
These ties strangle our necks, hanging in the closet,
Found in the cubicle;
Without a name, just numbers, on the resume stored in the mainframe, marked for delete.

Please take these hands
Throw them in the river,
Wash away the things they never held
Please take these hands,
Throw me in the river,
Don't let me drown before the workday ends.

9 to 5! 9 to 5!

And we're up to our necks,
Drowning in the seconds,
Ingesting the morning commute
Lost in a dead subway sleep
Now we lie wide awake in our parents beds,
Tossing and turning.
Tomorrow we'll get up
Drive to work,
Single file
With everyday
It's like the last.
Waiting for the life to start, is it always just always ahead of the curve?

Please take these hands
Throw them in the river,
Wash away the things they never held
Please take these hands,
Throw me in the river,
Dont let me drown before the workday ends.

Just keep making copies
Of copies
Of copies
When will it end?

It'll never end,
'Til it gets so bad
That the ink fills in our fingerprints
And the silouhette of your own face becomes the black cloud of war
And even in our dreams we're so afraid the weight will offset who we are
All those breaths that you took have now been canceled in your lungs.
Last night my teeth fell out like ivory typewriter keys
And all the monuments and skyscrapers burned down and filled the sea.

Save our ship
The anchor is part of the desk
We can't cut free,
The water is flooding the decks
The memo's sent through the currents
Computers spark like flares
I can see them.
They don't touch me,
Touch me.

Please someone,
Teach me how to swim.
Please, don't let me drown,
Please, don't let me drown.


2. BETWEEN RUPTURE AND RAPTURE

In the veins of the ultraviolet light,
The phosphor is starting a fire
Shooting up in the iodine;
Its turning on

Rupture the wall around my heart
I feel so lost,
I've been shaking. You can't save me
(forget what the doctor said)
Every bird in mid-flight is calling out your name
Before it hits the window and it sings the rapture

Without a second opinion
The chemicals saturate
To counteract the code
Through the double-helix we are twisting
(too scared to let this go)
Someone call the head nurse
She's coming to the capitol
To wrap us up and throw us in the dirt, with a dream that's turning off

Rupture the wall around my heart
I feel so lost,
I've been shaking. You can't save me
(forget what the doctor said)
Every bird in mid-flight is calling out your name
Before it hits the window and it sings the rapture

We're coming to the capitol
We're coming to the capitol
The distance between us will rupture
Coming to the capitol
In our hearts the disease wont touch us
Coming to the capitol

Love, now its too late
(love) to turn this off
Alone is all we are
Even when we we feel this close
It's just a lie we believe

These are the words that escape from our lungs,
Rupture the wall i've built around my heart
I've been shaking
You can't save me
I'm turning off
We can't find a way
Out of this moment
Were lost in a dark hallway


3. DIVISION ST.

Lights out on division street
And all the hate that rises
Through the cracks in the pavement,
As the temperature falls.
(this is where is hits the ground)

Lights out on division street
I'm repeating
Goodbye to the memories,
(the fever that will not break)
The night is pouring down,
It's not enough to put this out,
I'll burn up before i wake up.
(on division street)
This is serious,
This is serious,
If this is serious
I'll hide my heart in dark parades.

Lights out on division street
I held you tight like an empty bottle...
But the glass broke
(and the poison spilled out of your mouth)
Hello? Hello? Is anybody there?
The house turned black and sat in silence
(while a mockingbird sang)
Lalalalalala, listen to yourself
Go on and on, as if you spoke to someone else.

Lights out on division street
I'm repeating
Goodbye to the memories,
(the fever that will not break)
The night is pouring down,
Its not enough to put this out,
I'll burn up before i wake up.
(on division street)
This is serious,
This is serious,
If this is serious
I'll hide my heart in dark parades.

To dance between the scissor's blades
Without getting cut.
I drew an x on your city's name
Lights out. Black out. Blow out the candle again.
Spin the room around
Fall down. Pass out. Get up. I can't keep repeating.

Between the footsteps i hear crickets in the trees
A silent army marching with me through a swarm of bees
A needle dragged across a record slowing down
Along division st. The lights were dying out
Endless rows of houses stretched on for miles and miles and miles...
Turn the windows black
Lights out on division street
Repeating (repeat it)
Lights out on division street
Repeating, (turn the windows black)
Lights out. Lights out. Lights out.
Turn the windows black
La la la la la la
Listen to yourself.


4. SIGNALS OVER THE AIR

This is what you see when you look in my direction:
Incandescent corsets draw eyes tight like wires.
This is how it feels,
Calling out but no one even hears

The signals that we send over the air
Over the air
Over the air
Over the air.

When you say my name,
I want to split it from your lips
And hide like whispers in the rain.
When you say (when you say) my name (when you say it)
I want to stop it in your lungs
And collect all of your blood to put in the radio.

Is this how it feels
When you dont even fit into your own skin?
And its getting tighter,
Every day i'm getting smaller
If i keep holding my breath i'm going to disappear.

When you say my name,
I want to split it from your lips
And hide like whispers in the rain.
When you say (when you say) my name (when you say it)
I want to stop it in your lungs
And collect all of your blood to put in the radio.

There's no where to hide.
They stole the love from our lives to put the sex on the radio.
There's no where to hide.
They stole the love from our lives to put the sex on.

If i keep holding my breath, all of this will fade away.
If you keep driving we'll be lying in the wreck.
Changing the shape,
Folding like an envelope to keep each other in.
Shattered glass, broken looks, and mascara gets
Washed away by windshield wiper blades
Safe, safe

When you say (when you say) my name (when you say my name),
I want to split it from your lips
And hide like whispers in the rain.
When you say (when you say) my name (my name)
I want to stop it in your lungs
And collect all of your blood to put in the radio.

There's no where to hide.
They stole the love from our lives to put the sex on the radio.
There's no where to hide.
They stole the love from our lives to put the sex on the radio.
That's where we hide
The love and lies and sex, on the radio.


5. MARCHES AND MANEUVERS

This is a war we live
And the sides are drawn, sides are drawn
And we're all wrapped up in fatigues
And they wear us out, wear us out
There is a storm at sea
If we fly a white flag under a black and blue sky
Will the red sun rise?
(the taste of your kerosene lips burn me up)
If we fly a white flag under a black and blue sky
Will the red sun rise?
(the glare from your enemy sights make me go blind)
Blinds divide the sunlight into thin strips
The size of a blade
In this trench that we dig for ourselves
Fourscore and fade
Glare with the enemy heat of the bodies in bed
There's no retreat
This is a war we live in
We're up in arms, up in arms
With our heads pressed against the wall
And it's wearing thin, wearing thin
These are the screams
(we swallow)
If we fly a white flag under a black and blue sky
Will the red sun rise?
(the taste of your kerosene lips burn me up)
If we fly a white flag under a black and blue sky
Will the red sun rise?
(the glare from your enemy sights make me go blind)
This is a war
Administer the pill
(keep fighting)
Before the cell divides
(keep marching)
We'll both go down like toy soldiers
(this is a war)
Threats and picket line are formings around our beds
And the landmines in our chests will all go off in time
If we trip each other into this
Do you think we'll find a way out?
We've synthesized a compound to retreat this conscience,
It's,
One part loss
One part no sleep
One part the gun shot we heard
One part the screams mistaken for laughter
One part everything after
One part love
One part stepping out of the driving rain
One part parting way in the cold apartment
Don't look back
Just keep running down the stairs
Do you hear the footsteps?
Can you hear the voices in the traffic?
Communiques in the attic?
They say, after time, all this will heal
We will rebuild
And these broken arms will
(mend themselves in our embrace)


6. ASLEEP IN THE CHAPEL

Three chalk outlines sleep in the dirty street
And in our beds, under the sheets
They're the halo of guilt hanging around your neck
Next to the rosary you count falling asleep
And we're praying
These are the symptoms
Of letting go of all our hope
Since we can't compete with martyred saints
We'll douse ourselves in gasoline and hang our bodies from the lampposts
So that our shadows turn into bright lights
'White lights, white heat'
We'll make as we're backing out in the center lane
(we swerve)
To the beat
(spill)
All the ink
No revisions
Do you hear the church bells ringing?
Wake up!! Wake up in an outline and try to speak
With the shattered voice of the lives we lead
(have we slept too long)
Between the bullet holes in a stained glass window state?
And we're praying
These are the symptoms
Of letting go of all our hope
(when we repent)
And we're praying
(we fall on the page)
(read in the margins)
We are the symptoms
Of letting go of all our hope
Someday we'll be complete like modern saints
Baptize our kids in gasoline
And hang our doubts up in cathedrals
So that they turn to faith in the colored sun
'Red rain, red rain'
We'll make as we're backing out in the center lane
(we swerve)
To the beat
(spill)
All the ink
(no revisions)
Do you hear the church bells ringing?
They ring for you
(we woke up this morning to a sky with no air in it
And the street is filled with a thousand burning crosses
And what we thought was the sunrise, just passing headlights)
Still the choir girls sing
'Oh lord, can you save us, save us?
Oh, lord, sing hallelujah.
Oh lord, can you save us, save us?
Oh, lord, sing hallelujah.'
They are the symptoms
Of letting go of all our hope
We're falling asleep with open eyes
Falling asleep inside the chapel
Falling asleep in chalk outlines
Falling asleep as the headlights pass us by


7. THIS SONG BROUGHT TO YOU BY A FALLING BOMB

Do you hear the jet plane yawning miles across the sky
Do you hear the garbage truck back down the boulevard
Setting off the car alarms as it passes by?
Do you hear the static of one thousand detuned radios?
Shut the window love
Keep the world outside
I don't want to think about any one
But the footsteps are getting louder
Drowning out the sound of the rain
As it knocks on the windowsill
I'm not answering the phone, let it ring
Lately i've been feeling like a falling bomb
The ground is getting closer
And the sky is falling down
This song has been brought to you by
This song has been brought to you by a falling bomb
A falling bomb


8. STEPS ASCENDING

Steps ascend to a loaded gun
The scent of matches hangs in the air
(a lit one flickers out in a hearbeat)
We don't want to see this:
A flash of light that's letting go
Of an empty bullet case
By the time it hits the ground
He's out of reach. (let go, let go.)
Out of reach. (let go, let go.)
Out of reach. (let go, let go.)
Out of reach. (let go, let go.)
Out of reach

The wolves are closing in
There's no room left to make amends, but
Do you remember when we'd fly that kite so high?
All the time we've wasted
Spent fighting
Will burn
In the fire of our regrets
All the time we've wasted
Spent fighting
It's blood
And it's running down the stairs

Freeze the frame
Between the gun shot and the hole it makes
A spinning bullet hangs in the middle
There's no way to stop it
It will surely hit the mark
You can try to understand
But i'm giving up
Giving up
Giving up
The synapse fires, it's right in time
I'm giving up
Giving up
Giving up
This should always stay
Out of reach. (let go, let go.)
Out of reach. (let go, let go.)
Out of reach. (let go, let go.)
Out of reach. (let go, let go.)

The wolves are closing in
There's no room left to make amends, but
Do you remember when we'd fly that kite so high?
All the time we've wasted
Spent fighting
Will burn
In the fire of our regrets
All the time we've wasted
Spent fighting
It's blood
And it's running down the stairs

I ran down the stairs
And into the garden
Put both my hands into the soil
In the spring
You will bloom
Like her heart
Through the blouse
In the back of the ambulance
As it turned and turned down the street
(one more turn won't you come back to me?)
As it turned on its red lights
You were turning into
Red roses
Red roses
Red roses
Red roses
But i'm not giving up


9. WAR ALL THE TIME

Standing on the edge of the palisades' cliffs
In the shadow of the skyline very far away
Like a lightning rod that couldn’t pull the storm from me
I was 5 years old, my best friend's older brother died
He fell from these cliffs
The river washed him away, the current pulled him downstream
And our lives float in the headlines, so we park these cars
Parent’s garage
Listen to the lullaby
Of carbon monoxide

War all of the time
In the shadow of the new york skyline
We grew up too fast, falling apart
Like the ashes of american flags
If the sun doesn't rise
We'll replace it with an h-bomb explosion
A painted jail cell of light in the sky
Like three-mile-island nightmares on tvs that sing us to sleep
They burn on and on like an oil field
Or a memory of what it felt like
To burn on and on and not just fade away
All those nights in the basement, the kids are still screaming
On and on and on and on

War all of the time
In the shadow of the new york skyline
We grew up too fast, falling apart
Like the ashes of american flags
And we’re blowing in the wind
We don’t know where to land
So we kiss like little kids
We used to be very tall buildings
We’ve been falling for so long
Now your eyes are a sign on the edge of town
They offer a welcome when you are leaving

War all of the time
In the shadow of the new york skyline
We grew up too fast, falling apart
Like the ashes of american flags
The pieces fall it’s like a last day parade
And the fires in our streets start to rage,
So wave to those people who long to wave back
From the fabric of a flag that sang "love all of the time"

War all the time, war all the time
All of the time
War all the time, war all the time
All of the time
All of the time
War all of the time
War all of the time
War all of the time
War all of the time


10. M. SHEPARD

The stage is set to rip the wings from a butterfly,
The stage is set,
Don't forget to breathe,
Between lines if the whole world dies,
Then it's safe to take the stage,
These graves will stretch
Like landing on strips - hospitals: all the dead museums, we won't have to be afraid anymore.
The crowd is growing silent with the gathering storm.
When the curtain falls and you're caught on the other side (just trying to keep up the act),
We'll lie in the back of black cars,
With the windows rolled up,
Joining the precession of emptiness,
If we say these words,
It will be too late to take them back.
So we hold our breathe and fold our hands,
Like paper planes (and we're going to crash)
We don't have to be alone ever again.
There's a riot in the theatre.
Someone's standing the aisle, yelling that the murderers are everywhere and they're lining up,
Carving m in your side.
Pull the curtains back.
Kill all the house lights.
Pin the dress lotus flowers. The silk is spinning around and around,
With the ceiling fan.
I'm disappearing into the spotlight.
I'm on display,
With the butterfly and the scare crow,
With smiles like picket fences, you tie us all up and leave us outside.
"that voice is silent now and the boat has sunk..."
We're on our own but we're not going to run.


11. TOMORROW I'LL BE YOU

In the circuit the frequency's breaking up
The speakers can barely move
(this is not a test
Tune to the broadcast)
Witness the jet-lag
Look in the mirror
Adjust the v-hold
Shatter the lens (lens)
Pull out the shards (shards)
Choke on her words (words)
Caught in your throat
How long can the wheels maintain a spin at this velocity?
On every block a reminder
You can't stop this intersection
At every turn
Dead forests of tenements rise like antennas
The miles are adding up and the days are counting down
Cut the jet black from my hair
Before we're bathed in the dawn of new year's day
I will change back to myself in the flame (flame)
We burn like the paper hearts of dead presidents
But we're too lost to lose hope
Maybe the night seems so dark
Because the day is much to bright
(for us to see)
We are cured, we are cured)
(shatter the lens, pull out the shards)
We are cured, we are cured
(choke on her words)
Caught in your throat
That's the sound of music from another room
The piano player hangs up from piano wire
But the player piano carries on
(sit back and tune to the broadcast)
Witness the jet lag
Shatter the lens (lens)
Pull out the shards (shards)
Choke on her words (words)
Caught in your throat
This is not a test
This is not a test
Shatter the lens (lens)
Pull out the shards (shards)
Choke on her words (words)
Caught in your throat
As the language dissolves and the sentence lifts
A slow alphabet of rain is whispering:
"aabettipachdefg"
Since i replace the 'i' in 'live' with an 'o'
I can't remember who you are
But tomorrow i'll be you
Just pick up the phone
I'm calling from your house, in your room, in your name
Lying in your bed, following your dreams
Ii listen to your voice get caught in my throat as i sing:
"this is just a dream"
On new year's day
We will change back to ourselves in the flame
We are cured, we are cured, we are cured