1. HOPES UNDOING

Faith's threads are coming undone.
All hope is dangling from a skeptic heart.
Every question goes unanswered like everyone of my prayers, of my prayers.
Another day comes, another injustice bestowed upon me as a burden of faith,
Another bleeding victim under a godless sky.
I am a pawn for sacrifice.
How long must I wait.
Somewhere inside me, faint breaths accompanied by quiet cries.
I can sense the end is near, I can sense the end.
Turn the wrench tightened around my heart.
I hang my head in shame.
How long must I wait?
May flights of devils take me to flames.
Dont I deserve it for leaving hope undone?
Let me die to myself so that I may love you.
Let me find my comfort in deaths embrace.
Let me die to myself so that I may love you in deaths embrace.


2. TRUTH BEYOND LIES

Thorns of truth rip at my flesh as I'm lost in your rose garden of lies
Blood red on white hands that reach out to me
Promises are broken like a heart made of glass
All ties are severed like the veins I cut for you
I will not plead words untrue
All ties are severed like the veins I cut for you
I will not plead unto def ears
I'll only reflect your worst fears
The demise of my trust in you
A betrayal forthcoming
All integrity forsaken
All honesty lost.


3. ARE THOSE TEARS OR IS THAT BLOOD?

Silent with a mouthful of words regrets
Don't exist when guilt conceals itself in the time
It takes to shed a tear
Another memory's born
And another moment dies
Mark my words dont cross my path
Hide behind the wall that these hands built
Every stone was put there with shame
Every stone was plastered with guilt
My guilt your guilty your guilt
Sinking in I will not let you
I wont be the victim
I won't give you this
You have one last chance to set things right
Before you are dead and I know
They'll never be set right
Your words are the bullets
Amed at my heart aimed at my soul
Pull the trigger to end this love
Pull the trigger
Stop the pictures in your mind
That remind you just how much you hate to cry
Dry your tears with bloody fists
Cease your crying and show me your heart
With the blood smeared on such a pretty face
I could never turn my back on you
I will never turn my back on me again for you.


4. LIMBS OF SORROW

Disgrace on a face that's pale and sick with grief
Why accept this pain this suffering a love
Once lost is a pain now found
Something I never thought would kill me
Softly it plagues me
Every walking day through shadows
Fall it never goes away
When my eyes open
The nightmare begins
And when I close them
It happens again
But I find peace in these flames
There are no fingers pointing the blame
Merciful death love your precious guilt
Unselfish undying
No will to live
Your fear will rest six feet under
Comfort lies in the limbs of sorrow.


5. A SONG FOR A RAINY DAY

Sometimes bad things happen
To the people we love the most
My heart is buried with her
Under the ruin of three pretty words,
Three pretty words she holds my guilt
In her steady hand she's gone yet
She still holds me
Her blood can only once stain my flesh
But it will always stain my conscience
I loved you too much to kill you
I hated you too much to care
Never take my vengeance away
Never ease my pain
I pry back the nails in her wooden box
That I built to bury her and then
I look at her face twisted
With pain and questions
Only time will tell
What tomorrow brings
Come meet solitude
Your new best friend loneliness
Will always hold your hand
Loneliness will always guide you
I stare at my sanity shattered
It's time I know to apologize
What else do I say
I said I'm sorry
Gray stare into unknowing eyes
My life and love was to see you
To see you cry
Your fucking eyes out
No love for the weary.