1. MIRROR

You’ve never known how does it feel
Until it happened to you
Cold grasps your heart
Confusion is in your head

What happened, you don’t know now
It doesn't matter anymore
It hurts or you just imagine it
You can’t even realise it

You lose balance if you were on a boat
Sometimes you feel it aches
Colourful stains before you
A mist like a hungry mouth

This feeling makes you vomit
Is it a bad experience
You’d turn the wheel of time back
But it goes straight forward

Don’t fear I’m here with you
You are not so alone
Trying to hear my words
You are confused

You don’t have enough light to see
So I can hide from you
You give your hands but I’m just standing
The blood on my knife is glittering

You can fuck yourself even if you’re crying
Don’t descend so deep to decay
I was wrong about you
Get rid of your emotions today


2. PERSONAL IDIOCY

Which way will I pass on?
Who will I have to be, and what am I now?
Will I know everything,
When I die?

Doesn’t matter how hard I try,
I won’t be able to escape,
From the world’s fucking impressions,
I won’t be a pioneer

And read, listen, speak!
Speak to me, so I can be more!
But you capture my soul
With your words and false belief

Who can I be in masks behind?
Those are just the mirrors of mankind
I believe I’m on my own
And the world doesn’t leave me alone

I would be grey too
As faceless people do
Splodge soul
Who dares to fell no more

There is another way I can choose
I have to dig deeper
I can’t see the direction,
I have to find it soon!
Your light is blinding me,
I won’t be a painting of thee!

Shut up bastard, leave me alone!
I will never believe you!
You take away my soul
Say your filthy words no more!

The truth is mine
Honest and pure
If you hide me from the world
I won’t come back to you!

And listen bastard, leave me alone!
I will never believe in you!
Won’t have to be with me anymore
Forge your life like others do


3. TIME IS KILLING ME

Tortared by my devil inside
Leaving my shackles behind
Can I choose only the best?
Can I ever lay to rest?
Nobody sees through the curtain
Are you confused or you’re certain
Of fulfilling your destiny
Or you’re just your own tragedy?

Liar am I?
Fool am I?
Lover am I?
Tool am I?

I’m sailling by the ship of my fate
Ont he sea of joy and hate

Nobody sees through the curtain
Are you confused or you’re certain
Of fulfilling your destiny
Or you’re just your own tragedy?

I’m sailling by the ship of my fate
Ont he sea of joy and hate

Time is killing me when I know
Is if destiny or a show
Well, fuck it all…
Well, fuck it all…


4. THROUGH YOUR EYES

You’ve reached the lowest level of sensation
Beyond good sense and real thought
You have no more power over your emotions
Even the slightest injury can be mortal

I see through your eyes
How shallow existence is
But you still drown
There’s no wave to wash you ashore

There’s too much burden, there was too much defeat,
But there’s still more pain
You need a place to have a rest,
Where you can take a breath and be yourself with your mind Clean

I see through your eyes
How shallow existence is
But you still drown
There’s no wave to wash you ashore

Emotions are no longer under control
You’ve got lost in this suffering
You drown in this life
This is what tears your soul apart


5. FACE YOUR FEARS

You’re tossing about, can’t fall asleep
The room is cold, the midnight is near
Fainted shadows are howling in your ears
No one there, but you and your fears…

Strange voices are heard, send shivers down your spine
The curtain seems to move, you can’t believe your eyes
All of a sudden, smoke lifts from the floor,
The kinght of the night is standing in the door

Hearing his horses inside your head
Apocalypse starting now
With his cursed servants attacking minds
Pricking some nails into your eyes
If you glimp on him, your hearth will stop
Feel like a mute, can’t cry for help
Find a way out of this nightmare, this hell
Only your soul can give you help!

Drifting in a whildwind
In time and space
Searching for the freedom
A way out of this make

One day, when darkness drifts upon my head
And lonileness makes all my bones shiver
Will be the time for me to fight my fears

Where is my way? when will it come?
Who will help me? who will the one?
Who gains victory? me or the knight?
Coming out this night