1. MAYBE MEMORIES(LIVE)

As we trudge along through the mud
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one second

Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive

You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied

I'm not going to look back

White it out like glittering wax butterflies


2. A BOX FULL OF SHARP OBJECTS (LIVE)

It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

[Chorus x3]
Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

Do you want a song of glory
Well I'm fucking screaming at you

It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

[Chorus x2]

Box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing [x2]


3. ON MY OWN (LIVE)

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x6]

Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x4]


4. SAY DAYS AGO (LIVE)

I still remember a year ago
The times we spent
I think that I'm happier now
Up from the down
By all means
It's strange cause I feel the same way

I think of what it looks like
I think of what it tastes like
Same strange
Said it's strange cause i feel the same

Makes me ill

Still remember what it tastes like
What it felt like


5. JUST A LITTLE (UNRELEASED TRACK FROM DEBUT ALBUM)

Suprise me im looking out looking out
Suprise me you jump back up on to your feet somehow

Suprise me im looking out looking out
Suprise me you jump back up on to your....

Things appear gone..things appear gone

Where'd you go?
Seems like your better half said it all
You're wonderful
Seems like your better half said it all

Suprise me im looking out looking out
Suprise me you jump back up on to your feet somehow

Suprise me im looking out looking out
Suprise me you jump back up on to your....

Things appear gone..things appear gone

Where'd you go?
Where'd you go?
You're wonderful
Seems like your better half said it all

Wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful

Angels can fly
Motivation....motivation (gulp)

Things appear gone..things appear gone..things appear gone

Where'd you go? where'd you go?
You're wonderful
Seems like your better half said it all
You're wonderful you're wonderful
Seems like your better half said it all
Where'd you go?
Seems like your better half said it all
You're wonderful
Seems like your better half said it


6. IT COULD BE A GOOD EXCUSE (HOME DEMO)

Blind on a ledge, not a thing, not a...
Road of broken heart, not a thing. Not at at all.
You know...

Of things we hear, nothing's there.. nothing.
She said "Why do you watch me?" said 'why?'
You know..

Maybe a good excuse not to give a fuck. But I... Care. For You. Said alright. Could be a good excuse.

Full of love, just returned, just when..
You lied, it hurt and your pride... your pride.
Hurt. Pride.

And it is... not a thing...not a...you. It hurt. Nothing. And me. It is...these games.. are nothing.

Maybe a good excuse not to give a fuck. But I... But I... But I... But I... But I don't want you. And don't want me. These. games. are nothing.


7. ZERO MECHANISM (HOME DEMO)

It takes more, it takes more
It takes more
And now that i'm willing to beg
Now it stands right in front of me
Dig this dirt out from under my nails
And I feel this, picture my face
Sad to say not today
It just, it takes more

It takes more, it takes more,
It takes more, takes more
It destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm just sitting here
Destorys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm sitting here

It destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm just sitting here
Destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm just sitting here

And it stands right in front of me
Dig this dirt out from under my nails
And I feel this, picture my face
Its sad to say not today
It just, it takes more

I'm just sitting here more
And picture my face, it takes more
Its sad to say, i feel this way
It takes...


8. BULIMIC (HOME DEMO)

From the way that you acted
To the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
And now it's sad cause all I missed
Wasn't that good to begin with
And now I've started you begging
Saying things that you don't mean
It isn't worth my time
A line's a dime a million times
And I'm about to see all of them

Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time

You call my name when I wake up
To see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
Each drag's a drop of blood a grain
A minute of my life
It's all I've got just to stay down
Why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all thats mine
Each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine

[x2]
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before
And I'm
I'm about to do all of the things i dreamed of
And i dont even miss you at all

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
You're taking up my time


9. ALONE THIS HOLIDAY (RECORDED FOR KROQ CHRISTMAS ALBUM)

Maybe light a candle
Don't say a prayer for me
Feel alone
Cuz I'm gone
I left you
Make Christmas your own

You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday

Said, It's cold in this town
And there's snow on the ground
Far from home
Not alone
I left you with nothing
And that's what you own

You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday

Maybe light a candle
Don't say a prayer for me
Feel alone
Cuz I'm gone
I left you the best time
Make Christmas your own

Kelly Osbourne:
You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday


10. SOMETIMES I JUST GO FOR IT (UNRELEASED MUSIC FOR SONG IDEA FROM DEBUT ALBUM)

(piano solo)