The Russian Sleep Experiment : An End Reborn

Melodic Death / USA
(2014 - Self-Produced)
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1. OMEGA

I take a look at the world and see the hate,
The lies constricted of an entire human race,
What is this thing I am feeling ?
Why am I not like the rest ?
This open wound,

Why aren’t I captured by this, this open wound ?

I’m falling to my knees,
Broken by reality,
I’m falling to my knees,

I’m losing myself to this open wound,
I feel the failure in my veins,
In my veins,

Truth is I am no different,
From a self-inflicting wreck,
I hold on to the simple things,
Knowing I will move on, like things should be

So why the fuck am I so constricted,
Passing it off like an emotionless bastard,

I blame no one for the things I see,
I just wish I could see less,
I just wish I could cloud my conscience,
Cloud my conscience make this torture fade away,

Life as we know it has reached the bitter end,
The underlying understanding of no hope,
I see society bleed, I hear the people sing,
What the fuck is there to live for,
When they shove the average down my throat,

You press the guilt on me,
You’ve put my life to shame,
So why the fuck am I so constricted,
Passing it off like an emotionless bastard,

I blame no one for the things I see,
I just wish I could see less,
I just wish I could cloud my conscience,
Cloud my conscience make this torture fade away,

Your life of grace will soon shatter,

The biggest misunderstanding that ever took place,
Is that life is free,
Put on your suit, your glory eyes,
Make it as if you’re gonna do something right


2. TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

And I feel like we’re running out of time,
And I feel like we’re losing ourselves,

Relapse and collapse to your broken road,
Nothing but torture and finding lost hopes

No god,
No savior,
No sense of divinorum,

No one hears the venom in your voice,
Narcissistic pride plagues this society,

No one wants to open their minds,
Gaia is displeased her world is suffering,

(Spit lies)
Deception
(Swallow ignorance)
I don’t want to see what comes next,
Tell me when it all fixes itself,

Don’t try to fix me,
My mind is sewn shut and my heart is so numb,

Don’t try to fix him,
He’s so far gone,
He’s lost the mental key of what is natural,

We are a generation of perception,
Seeing the superficial,

You all see the light,
The light that blinds,
Pushing you down as you smile for your life,

Seeing the people, the way that they move backwards,
Is the only thing that keeps can keep in awe,

So distracted,
So oblivious,

I wish I didn’t make this mistake,
I cannot fathom this pain,
This is a reality,
And I’m a walking failure,

I cannot help what is already broken,
I'm so sorry,
No one can see the scars on my spirit,
The gash in my soul,

I can’t start a revolution,
But I hope you all will make a change,
And I hope you won’t end up like me.

Look into the glass
Feed the mind with ignorant, ambitions
Look into yourself,
What do you see ?

Relapse and collapse to your broken road,
Nothing but failure and finding lost hopes


3. THE COLLAPSE

"Everything in front of you,
Everything you’ve ever loved; friends, family,
Everything you’ve ever put the work and compassion in,
Everything you hope to see in your future,
All your goals, dreams, hopes,
What if it all, just, crumbled right in front of you ?
What if it all, just, collapsed ?"

Broken down to a hollow shell,
Hate and regret burn in my chest,
My bones creak,
My life’s a fucking mess,

I'm being pulled under to the edge of the abyss by my wrongdoings,
I'm in the belly of a shark,
My head keeps throbbing,
This world keeps spinning,
And I am sinking,

For too fucking long, there's been this unseen void,
A place in my heart that can't be destroyed,
For all I fear it will seep into my head,
I've sunken down lower than low

My life's a shipwreck,
And I'm lost off the map,
I can't even cry for help,

My life's a shipwreck,
And I'm lost off the map


4. COVERT EXISTENCE

(Instrumental)


5. ELAPSED DELUSION

I can’t see the light of day,
Living only to seal my fate,
Growing faster beneath my skin,
But my roots, they still manifest,

Take a step back,
Why don’t you look at your flaws ?
I never wanted this sense of guilt,
Harrowed hopes made me this way,
And I cannot see,

I can’t see the light of day,
But my roots, they still manifest,

Sink with me,
The heart is lost six feet under,
Burrowing down into the grave of hope,

They say memories increase time,
They say memories bring forth life,

In the end we realize,
Time is just a fucking lie,

I can only heal these wounds on the surface,
The truth is my own disease,

I just want things like they used to be,
Please just pull me under and hold me down,

I’ll be sure to thank you when you dream,
We will reunite at the depths of your conscience,
Spiritually collected,

Just give me a sign you hear my voice,
I need closure,
Visit my corrupted entity,

Show me your guidance, show me you can,
Show me the time where we both take a stand,
Help me resolve, help it forever,
Help me piece it all back together,

Sensitivity is a myth,
I can’t see the light of day,
We are forever emotionless


6. THE OVERCOMER

The dirt on my hands,
The blood in my head,
The constant fight to survive,
I am fighting myself and I think I am winning,

Closer to cleansing,
Closer to peace,
Close to the world that I wish to see,

Surroundings, circumstances, the key to everything,
It can ruin,
It can replenish,
It can make humanity subject themselves to the unthinkable,

Find your scene,
Find your peace and move forward,
With your spirit bleeding through your skin,

The end of the rope is the start of dreams that can only grow,
Into something you yourself cannot imagine,

Follow through, imagine fantasy,
Follow through and don’t you fucking dare,
Don’t you dare, live in apathy,

This is all a game, a challenge to overcome,
Brush off the harsh conditions,
Just grow,
Simply grow,

Those who never care,
Once cared too much,
Those who have no hope,
Once intended too much,

I am free from myself,
I will find a way to show my true face,

Walk, with me,
Show me your soul,
I can help, I must know,
The drowning force that holds you down will disappear,
We will grow


7. AN END REBORN

(Instrumental)


8. ALPHA

Although the world can leave you numb,
Push you down, heart in the ground,
We can change; find reason to carry on,
Get off our knees and bring peace to worlds apart,

Grasping the essence, following intentions,
This is the light we need to move forward,

Life is chance with no control,
Follow the courses that benefit surrounding souls,
Your own happiness lies within others,
Bring it out; show them that you are worth it,
Standing at the cliff of the world,

I see millions of blackened eyes,
I see thousands of fractured lives,
Stop looking for a reason to live and look into yourself,
Only you can bring out life that wants to live,

(Bring me to life),
Bring me to life,
(And create a new),
Take the weight off my shoulders,

Bring the color to my spirit, once and for all,
Let me know it will be alright,

Alter emotion, forge the key,
Do not wallow in anger, depression and hate,
Interact with slightest contact,
Taking pride in the smallest concept,

Breathe in the beauty,
The world is a unique place,
Follow the scent of hope,

Pick yourself up,
Take your mask off and show the world,
You have gotten off your knees,
We will be reborn,
We will be reborn

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