The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus : The Awakening

Post Hardcore / USA
(2018 - A + R Productions)
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1. FIGHTING EVERYTHING

(You better get headed in the right direction)

"Welcome aboard [?] Airlines, Flight 123. The captain has turned on the fasten seat belts sign. Please return your seats and keep your seat belts fastened. Thank you."

I hear a voice that's coming
Through speakers [?]
It sounds like [?] it's not right, it's not right
I've lost control, the darkness pulls me in
What could a kid do to deserve a fate like this?

Hope against all hope
That I'll find love somewhere out there
Hope against all hope
That I'll find these, come rescue me yeah

I'd give up everything to free this [?]
Is it a story meant for make-believe or children's books?

Hope against all hope
That I'll find love somewhere out there
Hope against all hope
That I'll find these, come rescue me yeah

Hope against all hope
That I'll find love somewhere out there
Somewhere out there


2. ON BECOMING WILLING

I'm not asleep but I need to wake up
It's never enough, I have depth to my cup
This is no joke, don't want to fight
Maybe I'll end it all on this night

Father, can you feel me?
I'm on my knees, I'm reaching out
And I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out

Maybe there's still time to find a way out
I just need something, I need it right now
Feeling so weak, I'm in pain
Tell me there has to be a better way

Father, can you feel me?
I'm on my knees, I'm reaching out
And I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out

Father, can you hear me?
I think I might be freaking out
And I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out

Father, can you hear me?
I think I might be freaking out
And I need you now
'Cause the light in my heart's burned out


3. THE AWAKENING

Are we alive
Are we alive
Are we asleep or awakened

Humanity once again is at a crossroads
Forced to do what we're told but I refuse to fold
I know you know you can feel it

Are we asleep or awakened
Atoned or forsaken
I am starting to see the trend
A new world disorder
Of infectious controllers
I am starting to see the trend

Let's fight to keep what we have cause this is not the end
Remember all of the blood that was shed of men
Who fought and died, can you feel them

Are we asleep or awakened
Atoned or forsaken
I am starting to see the trend
A new world disorder
Of infectious controllers
I am starting to see the trend

I am starting to see
I am starting to see
I am starting to see the trend
I am starting to see
I am starting to see
I am starting to see the trend
Are you starting to see
Are you starting to see
Are you starting to see the trend

Are we asleep or awakened
I know you know you can feel it

Are we asleep or awakened
Atoned or forsaken
Are you starting to see the trend
A new world disorder
Of infectious controllers
Are you starting to see the trend

Whoa whoa
Are you starting to see the trend
Whoa whoa
Are we asleep or awakened


4. SAUL TO PAUL

For all the times you told me
not to jump 'cause I might fall
I said "Thank you, thank you"
But I'm the kind of guy that
has to fall to learn to fly
still I say "Thank you, thank you"

For all the times I looked into your eyes
and said 'You lie', oh, I'm sorry
For all the times I looked into the sky
and said I'd hated you, I'm sorry
God, forgive me

Lord, please help me change from Saul to Paul
before it's too late (Before it's too late)
Oh Lord guide me to see that I can still be useful
That I can still [?]
That I can still [?]

For all the times you told me
not to scream 'cause I might bleed
I said "Thank you, thank you"
But I'm the kind of guy that
has to scream to learn to sing
still I say "Thank you, thank you"

For all the times I looked into the sky
and said I'd hated you, I'm sorry
For all the times I looked into your eyes
and said "You lie", oh I'm sorry
God, forgive me (God, forgive me)

Lord, please help me change from Saul to Paul
before it's too late (Before it's too late)
Oh Lord guide me to see that I can still be useful
That I can still [?]
That I can still [?]

I built my house on sand
I had to crawl to land to stand
And still you loved me
I blamed it all on you
I was just hiding from the truth
And still you loved me

And still you loved me [x12]


5. IN THERE SOMEWHERE

It's difficult to keep an open mind and dealing with emotions
Strong as the oceans
I will sing this for you one more time to show you my devotion
Has no errosion

I know you're in there somewhere
(I know you're in there somewhere)
I know that you're still here
I know you're in there somewhere
So I wait for you my darling
Because you waited for me so long

I see the world with such a different eye but the confrontation's over
And I stayed sober
I don't care how long it takes that's fine
As now I wait my days one at a time

I know you're in there somewhere
(I know you're in there somewhere)
I know that you still care
I know you're in there somewhere
So I wait for you my darling
Because you waited for me so long
So long

I know you're in there somewhere
(I know you're in there somewhere)
I know that you still care
I know you're in there somewhere
(I know you're in there)
So I wait for you my darling
Because you waited for me so long

I know you're in there somewhere
Yeah
I know that you're still here
I know you're in there somewhere
So I wait for you my darling
Because you waited for me so long


6. SHOOTING STAR

You came in like a shooting star
Bringing light into my dark
Showing me a better way
I thought I'd given up on love
I thought I'd given up on trust
Oh and it was sorrowing then
So I pushed you away

But you wouldn't let me drain
I was down at the bottom of the bottle so long
I couldn't get helped
You came to me and showed me that everything could be ok
I needed someone to love me that dies in the same way

I really don't deserve your arm
My sweet Angel, oh
You're the one I have to thank
There's a darkness inside of me
Most of you will not see
Yeah and somehow she decided to stay
Now I'm forever changed

But you wouldn't let me drain
I was down at the bottom of the bottle so long
I couldn't get helped
You came to me and showed me that everything could be ok
I needed someone to love me that dies in the same way

Oh, I'm not afraid to die
But I'm afraid of you waking up tomorrow saying 'we are through'
Now that I'm finally clean you sent me an angel to fix these broken wings
God sent me an angel but I fell in love with her

You wouldn't let me drain
I was down at the bottom of the bottle so long
I couldn't get helped
You came to me and showed me that everything could be ok
I needed someone to love me that dies in the same way


7. LEARNING TO LIVE

I've come so far but there was a lot of work still left
Everytime I think I am done things start to shift
But when I wake up next to you then I feel loved
I'm telling you boys there is power in your touch

Oh it's true
All that you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me too
All that you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me

There will never be another girl that ever compare to you
Because you have it from the start and then you gave me all your heart
And I know sometimes that I can act a fool
It doesn't mean that I care any less for you

Oh it's true
All that you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me too
All that you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me

I didn't want you to see you're on my [?]
Because I was afraid that this could follow [?]
I swear that I'll be the one to guard your heart
Yeah and I hold on for this forever

Do you see what you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me
Do you see what you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me

Do you see what you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me
Do you see what you do
Greatly affects me, greatly affects me


8. TURN IT OVER

Breathe in for trust
Breathe in for truth
Breathe in for heart
Breathe in for youth
Breathe out for hate
Breathe out for pain
Breathe out for age
'Cause everything's okay

If it's to heavy for me then I just turn it over
You're so much stronger than me so I just turn it over

From doing on the hard way
Sometimes you have to get burned
May I still [?] something

If it's to heavy for me then I just turn it over
You're so much stronger than me so I just turn it over

We've all had days
It hurts to move
It hurts to breathe
It hurts to lose
It's amazing you'd show graze to a wretch like me
Let's be honest I am far from the example I should be
You never gave up on me

If it's to heavy for me then I just turn it over
You're so much stronger than me so I just turn it over


9. WE CAN SHOW YOU HOW

No flashing lights in the rear view
No way we touch that or clean through
No more lying for release
No more sadness, only peace
Yeah I know you cause I was there myself

[?] wings will carry you home
You gotta climb your way back out
I've been there myself
I've been there myself
Oh, climb your way back out
I've been there myself
Man I've been there myself

Okay I need to preach
I don't think it's something I can teach
But I know you've been having a hard time for a long time
Freedom, happiness, growth

[?] wings will carry you home
You gotta climb your way back out
I've been there myself
I've been there myself
Oh, climb your way back out
I've been there myself
Man I've been there myself

This is something I've been holding on for a long time
Sometimes it's better to wait so the words come out right
If it's only right just give it some time
Give it some time

Oh, you gotta climb your way back out
I've been there myself
Yeah I've been there myself
I've been there myself
I've been there myself
I've been there myself
Yeah I've been there myself


10. UNFINISHED BUSINESS

Ask for mistakes I think I made them all
I'm still paying my debts to the ones that I love
Ask for the pain that I know that I caused
Oh I still have regrets to the one that I love

And I know I failed you but
Now I'm trying so hard, so hard
And I know I failed you but
Now I'm trying so hard, so hard

Living so selfishly, gain at all cost
But then I really looked inside
And as those tears came down my eyes
I finally surrendered
And since I did I've seen the truth
That you only want the best for me
And you just wanna help me through

And I know I failed you but
Now I'm trying so hard, so hard
And I know I failed you but
Now I'm trying so hard
Yes I know I failed you but
Now I'm trying so hard, so hard

Oh I still have regrets to the one I love most

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