1. CHAPTER I: ANGST

The unforgiving
Ultimatum of fate
Bestowed upon me
In this forsaken state

Portraying the end of time
Empowering are these emotions
I am forced to breathe in this dark halo
And chained till my certain demise

Slowly the flame has faded
An answer to all my prayers
Now this loss is overtaking
Leaving me in despair

Creeping in are
the maleficent
Notions of fear
I face yet another lie
But I am my own emir

Oh merciless yet so divine
Life come forth and unchain
Discredit this pain and suffering
Assuredly without this, all is in vain

I know, fear is only just a state of mind

Why I’m losing control
And why I’m drowning my soul

Don’t leave me alone
Deep inside I’m cold
Now I am on my own
Just watching it all unfold

New horizons in distant ethereal
Blossoming agony shattering internally
Desperate scars of hopelessness
Concealing absolution
Darkened misery is reciting my destiny

Atone me, release me
From this endless fear