1. CURSE OR DESTINY

Curse or Destiny?
That is the question

An endless spiral of thoughts and senseless reflections
Is my life cursed?
or is this destiny?
Born for pain or born to be free?

A deadend, before my eyes
What is true and what is lie?
Is my Destiny cursed?
Or is this curse, my destiny?

And this pain, a way to be free?

Chaos in head and heart
Is it a mistake on the junction between feeling and thought?

Where is the mistake?
What is the mistake?

Paralysing situation
Growing anger and frustration
Where is the way out?

Chaos in head and heart
Is it a mistake on the junction between feeling and thought?

Where is the mistake?
What is the mistake?

Chaos in head and heart
Is it a mistake on the junction between feeling and thought?

Where is the mistake?
What is the mistake?

Is my life cursed or is this destiny?
...Curse,curse...
...Destiny,destiny...
This is my destiny!
Fuck!


2. DIS-LOVED

A life in darkness
You want to die
You're a man of bitterness and you always cry
You're filled with the sadness of lost fight
You're only friend is the cloudy night
But there is no place for you,
For you to hide

Why won't you change the side?

A life in darkness
The coldest darkness, you can ever find
A life without love and which is not bright
You fear the energy of the light and glory of life

A life in darkness
A life in darkness
You want to die

You're a man of bitterenss and you always cry
You're blood is frozen your skin is deadly white
You dont laugh and you dont smile
You're always looking to the ground and never to the sky

A life in darkness

Your eyes are reflections from your world inside
You have surrended for a long time
The only thing you have is the wish to die

A life in darkness
Yeah, you want to die


3. PERFECT

A perfect time passed away
This birthplace of lovely dreams is lost
No feeliings of regret, except for the end
I still have to pay the price and to live with empty hands

My discouragement is growing and prebventing the return
On the path to fortune,
I'm damned to stay and doomed to burn

I cant go on

The fear of loosing something
This beatiful is too strong
And i pray to myself, that i wont wait for healing
And swear not to sing
Anymore senerades of pain

I gave more than i had -to this love
But a hidden demon swallowed it all
My power sucked into a black hole
From somewhere injustice called
And only the things i hate remain


4. MEMORIES

Memories of pain
Helpless
I feel
I feel shame
We're finally and forever apart

So many words werent said
So many things werent done
You flew away like a bird
Straight to the stars
And crossing the sun
No last soothing
Soothing word

I cant heal myself from this terrible pain
And now i regret
But its too late
D(e)ad is dead!
This dead wasnt great
A bad death with a bad aftertaste
Pain, pain, pain!

There is so much pain in my memories
Pain, pain, pain!
So much pain
I can hardly breathe

Memories of pain
Helpless
I feel
I feel shame
We're finally and forever apart

And where was god?
Life is hard!
Pain,pain, pain!

There is so much pain in my memories
Pain, pain, pain!
so much pain
I can hardly breathe
No last soothing


5. HOPE

(Instrumental)


6. CROWN

The time will come
I will get my crown
I have it done
A journey into the unknown

Not knowing the beginning
Not knowing the end

A risky adventure in a foreign land

Hordes of demons
Crossing my way,
Wanting to strike me down
It's a horrible world
But i have no fear
Cause theres someone sending true love to me
Learning my lessons - light and dark, too
I know i need both

Am I one of few?

Hordes of demons
Crossing my way,
Wanting to strike me down
But i'll always keep looking to the horizon
Where i see my crown

Nothing will stop me
Is it only a question of time?
Till i'll arrive my goal
The victory is mine
The time will come
I will get my crown
I have it down
A journey into the unknown

Not knowing the beginning
Not knowing the end

A risky adventure in a foreign land

Hordes of demons
Crossing my way,
Wanting to strike me down

But i'll always keep looking to the horizon
Where i see my crown

Is this world of shadows
Is the light my heart
I'm on the long way
Book to god

Nothing will stop me
Is it only a question of time?
Till i'll arrive my goal
The victory is mine


7. LIFE-LOSING

Death comes fast
Or death comes slow
Sure, it will come
Thats, what i know

Scars in my face
Scars on my wrist
Death lets me know
I'm on his list

All bones are broken
It hurts and hurts
The Death has spoken
with his own words

Death is my future
Pain - my past
My mind - confusion
Death to the last

Life, Life
I will lose my life
Die, Die
We all will die

Is this my end?
All help too late?
All hope is dead
There is no escape

My body is tortured
My soul so raped
I'm on my knees
I will break

Life, Life
I will lose my life
Die, Die
We all will die

Death, is coming to me
Last part of my life
Conselor!
Final End!
Last solace in bad times


8. LEAVE

I have to go my way
Your love was a show everyday
I have to learn not to feel
Your spirit is so evil
Your heart is steel

I thought you were the only one
And now i know, it was wrong
I thought you wouldnt make me cry
But now i hope,
That love has died

I havent seen with my heart
I have lost myself
For a time so long,
I was going wrong

I will never more waste thoughts on you
I hate how you taste
You are deadly cruel
I believed all of your fucking lies
I realized, I had blinded eyes
I havent seen with my heart
I have lost myself
For a time so long,
I was going wrong

I have only my despair,
Which could destroy me soon
I want to cross you out of my life,
Thats all i'll do

Everything was a lie,
All your words untrue
I remeber the hell,
I've gone through


9. ORPHEUS

A seemingly insignificant point in the sky
Means the end of all life for a time
No soul aware of the end of sunshine
A growning shadow is the last sign

Strike, explosoin and no time to run
A deathbringing cloud is stealing the sun
Everything is frozen
The final hours have begun
And there was nothing,
That could have been done
Orpheus,
Orpheus!
Every resistance is in vain
Orpheus

Big bang,
Short pain

Strike, explosoin and no time to run
A deathbringing cloud is stealing the sun
Everything is frozen
The final hours have begun
And there was nothing,
That could have been done

To a long time,
There will be no life on this earth
Silence breaks silence
All souls await the rebirth
The ??? of life is going down
Until the day,

When the next apocalypse comes
Strike, explosoin and no time to run
A deathbringing cloud is stealing the sun
Everything is frozen
The final hours have begun
And there was nothing,
That could have been done
Orpheus,
Orpheus!
Temporary end of divine game
Orpheus