1. SPIRIT OF FREEDOM

It's time to move on I've got better things to do
There's a whole world for me that's not a part of you
It's been so long since I've felt this way
Like the rebirth of my soul
So many promises and candy coated lies
But this time I'll walk away

The spirit of freedom is calling and I'm leaving
Whip's cracking and you're bitching power trippi'
I won't listen!

It's time to move on I've got better things to do
There's a whole world for me that's not a part of you
Taking me for granted as someone you just kick around
You underestimated me

The tables have turned
This time you'll feel the burn
No longer restraining me from my true destiny
You don't own me so set me free
You should have had more faith in me

The chains are now breaking, liberation, I'm escaping
Deceiving, mistreating, no longer the fool who' believin'
I'm rising above, I'm taking back my love
Tired of being on my knees for you to use me as you please!

The spirit of freedom is calling and I'm leaving
Well, I'm rising above, I'm taking back my love!

Move out!!!

Poison my heart, squeezing my balls tight
Suckin' my soul, making me thing twice
Sleep with the devil, a dream in the dark night
In bondage to you, withdraw from the daylight

Out of my bed! You don't fucking feel right
Gold digging bitch you call this a love life?
Move out now!
I don't won't to fuckin' fight with you, o.k.!?

The spirit of freedom is calling and I'm leaving
Whip's cracking and you're bitching power trippi'
I won't listen!
Deceiving, mistreating, no longer the fool who' believin'
I'm rising above, I'm taking back my love


2. DELIRUM (WHEN WILL IT END?)

White walls confine me in this empty place
Pacing the hallways in a daze
Sedated highs at medication time
I'll do the haldol dance at nine
Voices inside proclaim this is the end for me
No chance of hope or being free
They argue with me tell me not to make a sound
As I collapse upon the ground

My doctor drills me with his therapy
To interact among the group
Sleep most of my days and withdraw within my mind
Nothing to do here but kill time
Soon I awakened from some chaos in the hall
Another patient is restrained
Screaming to someone who clearly isn't there
My fingers pulling out my hair

When will it end...? It never ends
It never...

It's rainy outside almost everyday
It's always cloudy in my mind
It's hard to hear so many voices in my head
And what they whisper isn't kind
It's hard to explain what is going on inside
Just want to get off this ride
Delirium keeps pushing me beyond control
Life has just died within my soul

Dementia rots my soul
Tears only fill the empty hole
Internal pain has scarred my life
Eternal sadness day and night
If there's a god, please let me die!
Don't let me suffer in the next life
I say a prayer, I say good-bye
Break down the walls from the inside...

When will it end...?


3. THINK!

We all walk the same ground
The same old mother earth
But we act like we would give everything
To see her dying with trembling nerves
Words without deeds are just an empty shell
With the sign of death and caustic smell of decay
Ask anyone they'll say "I know, I know, I know, I know, I know..."

Only to save prosperity
We lie even to ourselves
We should have known it better
When we hear the final tolling of the bells
What we are created for?
Does it matter anymore?
People are always looking for something
'cause they're fuckin' bored
They're fuckin' bored!!!

Won't you start to think
Before your brains will shrink
And won't you really try
Before you bound to die! Die!
Try to understand this whole world's in our hands
And won't you start to think
Only try to think in mine!

All right...

We all walk the same ground
The same old mother earth
But we act like we would give everything
To see her dying with trembling nerves
Words without deeds are just an empty shell
With the sign of death and caustic smell of decay
Ask anyone they'll say "I know, I know, I know, I know, I know..."

I know...


4. ALONE

Here I stand beside my window gazing at the rain
I watch the sky so black, seein' lightning shooting...
Flames are getting higher in the night
They light the desert in my heart with a blackened light

Got my doubts about it, was it all this worth?
I was for weeks in heaven, now I feel like six feet down under...
Earth would swallow and cover my body tonight
There's nothing left for me, nothing left but my foolish pride
My foolish pride
I got nowhere to run and hide, oh...

We all search for something we may never find
We all try so hard ti win like the deaf ones leading the blind
We all take for granted, until it's much too late
What we have got we never see 'cause we all hate to wait...
Oh, we are all alone...