1. TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

To whom it may concern
To whom it may concern


2. PRESCRIPTION MEDITATION

Breathe in breathe out
Time escapes with every breath I take
I need salvation
Prescription meditation
Breathe in breathe out
Coping with life is hard
I need salvation, salvation
Prescription meditation

The fear of death is slowly fading and my mind is racing
Lost with no sense of direction
Lost with no sense of direction
The fear of death is slowly fading and my mind is racing

Like lava at its boiling point about to erupt
I know I'm self destructive and things will only get worse

I'm sick of being tired
I need my medication
Prescription meditation
Awake until my eyes hurt
I need the separation
Prescription meditation

Listen to every word I put in to my plead for help
Are you even concerned that my whole life has gone through hell

Another pill
Another thrill
Still on the search for what's real
Another pill
Another thrill
Still on the search for what's real

Like lava at its boiling point about to erupt
I know I'm self destructive and things will only get worse

I'm sick of being tired
I need my medication
Prescription meditation
Awake until my eyes hurt
I need the separation
Prescription meditation

I need to know that this is not a never ending cycle
I need to know that what I'm feeling is only temporary, temporary
And that this, is not what my life will be like
And that this, is not really what my life will be like
Till the very last time
My eyes
Shut

I'm sick of being tired
I need my medication
Prescription meditation
Awake until my eyes hurt
I need the separation
Prescription meditation

I'm sick of being tired
I need my medication
Prescription meditation
Awake until my eyes hurt
I need the separation
Prescription meditation

Another pill
Another thrill
Still on the search for what's real
Another pill
Another thrill
Still on the search for what's real

Man, I'm still on the search for what the fuck is real


3. MIRRORS

I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.
I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.

I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.
I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.

Disregard yourself, look at what you did.
A monster you created, I hope you're proud of it.
Different day same shit, another open pit.
Of simple thoughts I hate, of what we could have been.

The voices in my head say daddy's fucking proud.
But I don't give a shit, I'd rather right drop now.
Than stand another day, feeling beneath the ground.
As low as I can go, your absence is the cause.

Take a look at what you did.
Take a look at what you did.

Mirrors surround me (surround me)
The thought of you is no longer in place. (Because I knew)
Because I knew… I knew you'd be gone anyway.
And now you're feeling restless.

I hope you're proud of what you made.
I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.
I'm done with saying I'm to blame.
I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.

The voices in my head say daddy's fucking proud.
But I don't give a shit, I'd rather drop right now.
Than stand another day, feeling beneath the ground.
As low as I can go, your absence is the cause.

Take a look at what you did.
Take a look at what you did.
Take a look at what you did.
Take a look at what you did.

Mirrors surround me, surround me.
The thought of you is no longer in place. (Because I knew)
Because I knew… I knew you'd be gone anyway.
And now you're feeling restless.

I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.
I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.
I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.
I'm sick, I'm fucked, I feel no pain.

The voices in my head say daddy's fucking proud.
But I don't give a shit, I'd rather die right now.


4. TWO-TIMER

I'm still here
(I'm still here)

I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
And I never left

What, what

And just for once stab my chest and not my back
I've been dragged through the dirt and I made it back
So just for once stab my chest and not my fucking back
I've been dragged through the dirt and I made it back

Just come and show your face at least from time to time
I've been here standing and I never left
Just come and show your face at least from time to time
I've been here standing and I never left
Never left

So now you know
The meaning of being selfish
Do you feel like you're alive
And now you breathe on top of the world
Not even looking back

What, what

And just for once stab my chest and not my back
I've been dragged through the dirt and I made it back
So just for once stab my chest and not my fucking back
I've been dragged through the dirt and I made it back

Just come and show your face at least from time to time
I've been here standing and I never left
Just come and show your face at least from time to time
I've been here standing and I never left
Never left

So now you know
The meaning of being selfish
Do you feel like you're alive
And now you breathe on top of the world
Not even looking back

I was always there
Always there from the fucking start
I was always there
I was always there
Always there through the good and bad
But you just decided to go ahead and throw it all away
Tell me why, tell me why
You just decided to go ahead and throw it all away
Tell me why, tell me why

What the fuck
Yeah
What, what


5. LIVE/BREATHE

We know a broken heart
Can't always mend itself
So I need to get this off my chest

Every waking moment
Sleep is what I seek
From dusk till dawn
From fucking home to home
I'm aware of my surroundings but
I just can't seem to get a grip of reality

What's it like to live
What's it like to breathe
I don't know anymore
What's it like to live
What's it like to breathe
I don't know anymore
What's it like to live
What's it like to breathe
Someone out there man fill me in
Cause I just can't seem to win that classic battle within

How can I take this life away
Take this life away
When I was never alive to begin with
Knowing the sorrow never stops
Forsaken, forsaken

Ight, look
Yo yo yo yo

Yo, so someone tell me how you feel
Yo, so come and tell me what you think of life
So someone tell me how you feel
So come and tell me what you think of life

What's it like to live
What's it like to breathe
I don't know anymore
What's it like to live
What's it like to breathe
I don't know anymore
What's it like to live
What's it like to breathe
Someone out there man fill me in
Cause I just can't seem to win that classic battle within

How can I take this life away
Take this life away
When I was never alive to begin with
Knowing the sorrow never stops
Forsaken, forsaken

Fuck it

I'll punch these fucking walls
Until my knuckles bleed
Maybe then I'll realize
It's not only fucking me
Because you bleed the same blood that I bleed
Because you bleed the same blood that I bleed

How can I take this life away
Take this life away
When I was never alive to begin with
Knowing the sorrow never stops
Forsaken, forsaken

How can I take this life away
Take this life away
When I was never alive to begin with
Knowing the sorrow never stops
Forsaken, forsaken


6. INTERLUDE I

(Instrumental)


7. GOLDEN RETREAT

Yo
Mic check 1, 2
Mic check 1, 2
Oh
It goes a little like, this

Sit back
Wasting your breath away
While I kick back
The stones you've thrown my way
Here I stand with your dreams at hand
Don't bite the hand that feeds you

So here's an open letter
To whom it may concern
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing
I am the one progressing
When will you ever learn
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing

Lose your composure I dare you to speak
Lose your composure I dare you to speak again
So give it up cause I won't stop breathing

Let's see you walk, see you walk
A single day in my shoes
Before you say that I mean nothing to you
Let's see you walk, see you walk
A single day in my shoes
Before you say that I mean nothing to you

Give it up cause I won't stop breathing

Give it up cause I won't stop breathing

So here's an open letter
To whom it may concern
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing
I am the one progressing
When will you ever learn
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing

You fill your mouth with bullshit
You fill your mouth with lies
God damn
Yeah

Lose your composure I dare you to speak
Lose your composure I dare you to speak again
So give it up cause I won't stop breathing

Let's see you walk, see you walk
A single day in my shoes
Before you say that I mean nothing to you
Let's see you walk, see you walk
A single day in my shoes
Before you say that I mean nothing to you

Your envy reeks like death from miles away
Jealousy the disease of the earth
So with that being said...

Get back motherfucker you don't know me like that, what!

Give it up cause I won't stop breathing
Give it up cause I won't stop breathing


8. SPITTING IMAGE

Every now and then you come my way
Standing, staring, scheming
Trying to reap what's on my plate
Trying to take what's mine
Always trying to take what's mine
It's like you can't get enough

(So come and tell me)
Why you want it? Why you want it?
Why you want it so bad?
Why you want it? Why you want it?
Why you want it so bad?
Why you want it? Why you want it?
Why you want it so bad?
So come and fucking tell me
Why you want it so fucking bad

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

Every now and then you come my way
Standing, staring, scheming
Trying to reap what's on my plate
Trying to take what's mine
Always trying to take what's mine

So, for what it's worth all my stuff's been copy written
Plus, you must discuss your own life's hate in what you spittin'
For what it's worth all my stuff's been copy written
Plus, you must discuss your own life's hate in what you spittin'

Why you want it? Why you want it?
Why you want it so bad?
Why you want it? Why you want it?
Why you want it so bad?
Why you want it? Why you want it?
Why you want it so bad?
So come and fucking tell me
Why you want it so, bad!

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

Every now and then you come my way
Every now and then you come my way
Every now and then you come my way
Standing, staring, scheming
Trying to reap what's on my plate

So, for what it's worth all my stuff's been copy written
Plus, you must discuss your own life's hate in what you spittin'
For what it's worth all my stuff's been copy written
Plus, you must discuss your own life's hate in what you spittin'

And it's you same people caring
Who front like you're not staring
And it's you same people caring
Who front like you're not staring

Motherfuckers, always trying to take my shit

And it's you same people caring
Who front like you're not staring
And it's you same people caring
Who front like you're not staring


9. INTERLUDE II

(Instrumental)


10. NEVER LET IT GO

I'll never let it go
Never let it go
Never let it go

I'll never let it go
Never let it go
Never let it go
Never, never, ever let it go

Yo, I ain't perfect, I never said I was
So let me be the first to tell you- wait, hold up
Don't get it twisted, I'm not the one that's wrong
So pay attention to all the heart I pour in this song

I'll never let it go

Assume the worst cause your mind is too weak
From the thought of someone else taking over my head
(I'll never let it go, never never let it go)
You think it's hard when betrayal's the only thing
Hiding your face cause you're filled with regret
(I'll never let it go, never never let it go)

Look, I ain't perfect, I never said I was
So let me be the first to tell you- wait, hold up
Don't get It twisted, I'm not the one whose wrong
So pay attention to all the heart I poured in this song
And all I think about is all that wasted time
And all that time I thought I was about to lose my mind
Both knees stuck to the ground, I can't get off this floor
And all that time I thought I was about to lose control

About to lose control
About to lose my mind
About to lose control
I'll never let it go

Assume the worst cause your mind is too weak
From the thought of someone else taking over my head
(I'll never let it go, never never let it go)
You think it's hard when betrayal is the only thing
Hiding your face cause you're filled with regret
(I'll never let it go, never never let it go)

This is the moment where we don't look back
The life that was, the nights we had
Were just a way of passing time
The thoughts of urgency have left my mind
Now it's over
Now it's over

Never let it
N- never let it go
Never let it
N- n- never let it go, go
Never let it
N- never let it go
Never let it
N- n- never let it go

Assume the worst cause your mind is too weak
From the thought of someone else taking over my head
(I'll never let it go, never never let it go)
You think it's hard when betrayal is the only thing
Hiding your face cause you're filled with regret
(I'll never let it go, never never let it go)

See, time has passed and things have changed
And although you are no longer relevant
I'll never, let it
Go


11. SUBSTANCE (FT. DORIANO MAGLIANO OF WOE, IS ME)

A nation will fall in the traps of your thoughts
But your message means shit if you can't back your cause

Substance, substance
The way you hold yourself
Truly shows the truth behind your intentions
Substance, substance
It's what you truly lack
It's what you really need
So good luck faking that

And when you fail to exist
The walls will start caving in
It won't take long to see
That you're one of the weak
When you're stuck in the hot seat

A nation will fall in the traps of your thoughts
But your message means shit if you can't back your cause

For what it's worth
I'm sure you get the point by now
I'm standing closer to the edge
Gotta let some shit off of my chest
You slick little punk bitches
Thinking that you're top shit
Spittin' like you're hot shit
Handed too what some dream to do
You've got it made for you
Too caught up to be true

Constantly biting my tongue
For the things I love
But not this time, I'm fed up, I'm done
But not this time, I'm fed up, I'm done
I'm done

A nation will fall in the traps of your thoughts
But your message means shit if you can't back your cause

There's a few things I am
And a few things I'm not
But I'd be fucking damned
If I let your shit rock
There's a few things I am
And a few things I'm not
But I'd be fucking damned
If I let your shit... rock


12. YOURS TRULY

Check it out, check it out, check it out now
This is my confession
Yours truly
Real talk

I can't pretend to be right
I can't pretend to be strong
When all I've ever known
It's just a blur
I'm just as weak and wrong
As the next one
And in conclusion
I know, I know

That I'm a piece of shit
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it
That I'm a piece of shit
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it

My soul, my mind
We can do anything that you want to
I'm just as weak as the next one
Hold your breath cause I'm only here for the moment
Let's not waste the night away on my thoughts
Hold your breath cause I'm only here for the moment
Let's not waste the night away

I've contradicted myself
I am everything I hate
Left to choke on my own words
The very words I preached

Cause I'm a piece of shit
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it
That I'm a piece of shit
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it
There ain't no doubt about it

My soul, my mind
We can do anything that you want to
I'm just as weak as the next one
Hold your breath cause I'm only here for the moment
Let's not waste the night away on my thoughts
Hold your breath cause I'm only here for the moment
Let's not waste the night away

There's not a doubt in my mind
I'll be back up in due time
But until then I'll just rest
And hope for a better start
So when the day I collapse
Comes knocking at my door
I'll be gone, I'll be done
Admitting I was wrong

Do you feel how I feel? (What)
Do you see what I see? (Yeah)
This goes out to you
This goes out to you
To whom it may concern

Yeah, what what

This story ends without a sequel
This story ends without a sequel