1. SEASONS

Welcome, come take a look inside, I'm open minded to your questions
But what I failed to mention is it won't be very pleasant
It got me stressin' hating my own reflection
My self-inflicted wounds really need attention (uh)
I get uneasy when my backs against the wall (uh)
Cause it ain't easy when they wanna see you fall, nah
Oh, we friends? But you talk about me when I'm not around
Just take a minute, listen before you tear it down

Can't look back but I won't let go
Been through hell and it's all I know
(I think I did it again)
The closer I get, the faster I break
(I always seem to break)
Trapped inside and I know it hurts
Can't forget so I make it worse
(No, I think I did it again)
The closer I get, the faster I break

Trust me I see these open doors
But they don't answer all my questions
The tension and aggression
Fall between my good intentions
It's so frustrating
My peace of mind is fading
The same ones tearing me down
Are the ones that helped me make it

You think I wanted to be like this?
So weak, so tense, I'm so paranoid
You think I wanted to be like this?
Anything, everything just to fill the void

Can't look back but I won't let go
Been through hell and it's all I know
(I think I did it again)
The closer I get, the faster I break
(I always seem to break)
Trapped inside and I know it hurts
Can't forget so I make it worse
(No, I think I did it again)
The closer I get, the faster I break

I've been at the bottom slowly trying to crawl out
Always wondering if this is how it ends now
Loyalty these days seems like just another word
I'll remember who you were when I was at my worst

Can't look back but I won't let go
Been through hell and it's all I know
(I think I did it again)
The closer I get, the faster I break
(I always seem to break)
Trapped inside and I know it hurts
Can't forget so I make it worse
(No, I think I did it again)
The closer I get, the faster I break

I've been at the bottom slowly trying to crawl out
(The faster I break)
Always wondering if this is how it ends now
Loyalty these days seems like just another word
I'll remember who you were when I was at my worst


2. ALL OR NOTHING

This is all or nothing
It's now or never go take your shot
This is all or nothing
No looking back, this is all we got
This is all or nothing
Can you keep up, tell me can you keep up
This is all or nothing
Nah, nah you won't get it
Nah, nah I don't think so

Today is the day
I'm gonna top what I've done
By giving more than I have before
Gonna leave my mark in the world
Shut out the demons and strike a chord
For the ones who can't speak
For the ones who are too scared to dream
For the ones who feed the disease
You better run 'cause it all ends here
Shutting down the fear

So, you better bring it
So, you better bring it
Break it down

This is all or nothing
It's now or never go take your shot
This is all or nothing
No looking back, this is all we got
This is all or nothing
Can you keep up, tell me can you keep up
This is all or nothing
Nah, nah you won't get it
Nah, nah I don't think so

You say you want it
Do you know what it takes?
If you got the drive
You should show it and say less
Yeah, there's more to life than just living in pleasure
But are you clutch when under the pressure?
You say you want it?
Well, are you ready to risk everything with the chance of defeat?
Huh

So, you better bring it
So, you better bring it
Let's go!

This is all or nothing
It's now or never go take your shot
This is all or nothing
No looking back, this is all we got
This is all or nothing
Can you keep up, tell me can you keep up
This is all or nothing
Nah, nah you won't get it
Nah, nah I don't think so
Nah, nah I don't think so

For the ones who can't speak
For the ones who are too scared to dream
For the ones who feed the disease
You better run cause it all ends here
Shutting down the fear
Run 'cause it all ends here shutting down the fear
Run, I said run, yeah
'Cause it all ends here shutting down the fear

This is all or nothing
It's now or never go take your shot
This is all or nothing
No looking back, this is all we got
This is all or nothing
Can you keep up, tell me can you keep up
This is all or nothing
Nah, nah you won't get it
Nah, nah I don't think so


3. NO WAY

There's no way, no way
We turn it all back now
No way, no way
If we can get through this, we can get through anything

If we can get through this, we can get through anything

I stay strong, and it's hard to do
The truth is that I'm just as scared as you are
We lose ourselves in the moment
Do you even notice?

It's always greener on the other side
Hiding under bright lights
All the pain I feel inside, yeah
You think I've got it made with the perfect life?
But when love's not in arm's reach nothing ever feels right
So I go through the motions
Who knows what the future holds, I know I can't avoid it
Wondering if I made the right choices
If I'm better off blocking out the noises

There's no way, no way
We turn it all back now
No way, no way
We can't let it all slip away, let it all crumble
There's no way, no way
If we can get through this, we can get through anything
There's no way, no way
We turn it all back now
No way, no no no way, no
No way, no no no way, no

Look, I'm barely ever home and I know it's rough
We're loving through the phone and it's not enough
I need to feel your touch when I'm feeling numb
I wanna breathe you in when it's said and done
Yeah, 'cause you're the one who always set me straight
Yeah, when I'm with you I always find my way
Yeah, for you and I I'll do whatever it takes
So that you'll never have to worry about promises made

Follow me through the undertow
Don't know how fast or where it goes
Keep your eyes open, don't let go
Promise you that I'll keep control
Not alone, but I'm lonely
So hard to keep it all going
It's crazy but I'm holding on
Holding on

There's no way, no way
We turn it all back now
No way, no way
We can't let it all slip away, let it all crumble
There's no way, no way
If we can get through this, we can get through anything
There's no way, no way
We turn it all back now
No way, no no no way, no
No way, no no no way, no

Through it all at the end
We might bend but we'll never break
I know we have to keep these walls together
Standing tall through all the pressure
Through it all at the end
We might bend but we'll never break
And all these sacrifices make you stronger
Even through it all
We might bend but we'll never break

No way, no way
We turn it all back now
No way, no way
We can't let it all slip away, let it all crumble
There's no way, no way
If we can get through this, we can get through anything
There's no way, no way
We turn it all back now
No way, no no no way, no
No way, no no no way, no
No way, no no no way, no
No way, no no no way
We turn it all back now


4. WAIT FOR YOU

Should've let you in
I keep pushing away all the things that I love again
I still taste your skin
As I lay all alone in the room that I left you in
Now I'm stuck in the darkness
Living with the fact I can't finish what I start with
I got rid of all the shit inside this apartment
And somehow you're the only thing that I couldn't part with

And I'll wait for you
If you wait for me
Through the longest night
I'm still on your side
And I'll wait for you
If you wait for us
Till we both collide
On the other side
I'm not giving up, up, up on you
Say you won't give up, up, up on me

Dial 1, 2, 3
I keep checking my phone in hopes that you're calling me
And I just can't believe
I keep picking the scabs and revealing what's underneath
Now I'm stuck in the darkness
Living with the fact I can't finish what I start with
After all these years I've become so heartless
And I'm so sick

And I'll wait for you
If you wait for me
Through the longest night
I'm still on your side
And I'll wait for you
If you wait for us
Till we both collide
On the other side
I'm not giving up, up, up on you
Say you won't give up, up, up on me

Sick, sick
I'm so sick
Sick
I'm so...


5. SHOOK!

Oh, let’s go!

Been a long time coming for a while now
Love or hate it, but I’m trapped in your mind now
No patience for reputation
If you say it, you better mean
No exceptions taken, yeah
They can tell us turn down
Never been louder
They can try and shut us out
But we shine brighter
Just a bit different, so resilient
Win or lose just admit that you’re feeling it

Why you do it like that?
Vibe it like that?
When the lights come on do you notice I’m mad?
Should I do it right back?
Do it right back, right back?

Yeah, you know we got you shook
(We got you shook)
Yeah you know we got you shook
(and its keeping you up all night)
Yeah, you know we got you shook
(We got you shook)
Yeah you know we got you shook
(And it's keeping you up all night)

What now?
Say it out loud
You think you know it all
(People often say)
Let it all out
Tell me what, tell me when, tell me how now
You thought you had us figured out
Maybe not now
But regardless, let’s be honest
You can talk the talk while we walk it

Why you do it like that?
Vibe it like that?
When the lights come on do you notice I’m mad?
Should I do it right back?
Do it right back?
Should I do it?
Should I do it?
Right back

Yeah, you know we got you shook
(We got you shook)
Yeah you know we got you shook
(and its keeping you up all night)
Yeah, you know we got you shook
(We got you shook)
Yeah you know we got you shook
(And it's keeping you up all night)

They can tell us turn down
Never been louder
They can try to shut us out
But we shine brighter
Just a bit different, so resilient
Win or lose just admit that you’re feeling it
HA! YEAH! HA!
And let me hear you say
S-H-DOUBLE O-K!
One more time
S-H-DOUBLE O-K!
Yeah! Hahaha!

Yeah, you know we got you shook
(We got you shook)
Yeah you know we got you shook
(and its keeping you up all night)
Yeah, you know we got you shook
(We got you shook)
Yeah you know we got you shook
(And it's keeping you up all night)


6. WINTER (INTERLUDE)

Sometimes, at night
It gets hard to breathe
It gets hard to sleep sometimes

Trapped in my own head
And I just sit right here
Back against the wall
And I just sit right here
Feeling on the way
But I'm stuck right here
I don't know how I do it
But I'm still right here, yeah

Sometimes I just really wanna
Sometimes I just really wanna
Take it apart and put it back together
I'm under the wire and over the pressure

Sometimes I feel the weight of the world on me
And sometimes it's hard to breathe, it's hard to sleep
When I know that they count on me

It looks different from the outside in
Giving all I give
But I know it's not enough
It looks different from the outside in
Giving all I give
And I know it's not enough


7. OPEN WOUNDS

The days are passing and it feels like I'm just striking out
My head is spinning and my feet won't even touch the ground
It's really funny how I thought I had it figured out
But shit is crazy
Mom, I'm thankful for your wisdom now
Wow, and I remember what you told me
Back in '98 when I was young and I knew nothing
"People come and go, and only find you when you're shining, but the moment it all hit the
Floor
Then suddenly you're nothing" huh
But guess what?
I'm standing here til the end today
And even though I'm so afraid of how tomorrow ends
I'll hold my fist up to the sky until there's nothing left
Yeah, until there's nothing left

Facing the truth to open these wounds
(They open up now)
Confiding in the silence, keeping me from fighting
(Would you run away, would you would you run away)
Facing the truth, nothing left to lose
(Nothing left now)
Pain helps me remember I will not surrender
(Would you run away, would you would you run away)

As time flies, I realize
The world is only getting colder, as I'm getting older, now I see the lies
Pick a side and tell me why
Every time I try to share the truth they look at me like I was never right
And they right
But as my days were getting colder
Getting lost in music fought the devil off my shoulder
Pick up every album cause their words would make me sober
But the reason it all felt so real, we shared the same emotions, man
So, guess what?
I'm standing here til the end today
And even though I'm so afraid of how tomorrow ends
I'll hold my fist up to the sky until there's nothing left
Yeah, until there's nothing left

Facing the truth to open these wounds
(They open up now)
Confiding in the silence, keeping me from fighting
(Would you run away, would you would you run away)
Facing the truth, nothing left to lose
(Nothing left now)
Pain helps me remember I will not surrender
(Would you run away, would you would you run away)

Never back down
Never back down
Never, never back down
Never

Change
Tell me now what its really like?
If you were wrong would you do it right?
If you could do it twice would you do it like this?
(Like this, like this, like this)
But you can't, this is real life
If you wanna go get it
Gotta do the climb
If you don't
Would you run away?
Would you run away?

Facing the truth to open these wounds
(They open up now)
Confiding in the silence, keeping me from fighting
(Would you run away, would you would you run away)
Facing the truth, nothing left to lose
(Nothing left now)
Pain helps me remember I will not surrender
(Would you run away, would you would you run away)

Never back down
Never back down
Never, never back down
Never


8. GIVING UP

When did I get lost
I'm losing sight and I can't stop
Reflecting all the doubt
And I'm blaming everyone else
I've been pushing out and shutting down
The ones who been looking out
If I let them in to see
They'll look at me so differently

I have to take control to find out
The moment I went wrong and hide out
If the worst is yet to come so right now
I sit here in silence
Afraid that I might be giving up

I still don't understand
Why they stick around, why they give a fuck
Everything I've said
Just makes it worse and I push my luck
In time I will come around (come around)
And I'll see the sun if I don't drown (don't drown)
So many apologies I lose count
Waiting for the day we just sit back and laugh it out

Don't wanna be damaged
Don't wanna be worthless
So, I'm never losing sight

I have to take control to find out
The moment I went wrong and hide out
If the worst is yet to come so right now
I sit here in silence
Afraid that I might be giving up

(Whoa... No... I'm giving...)

Say we're fine, say in once, I just gotta hear it
Paranoia is taking over, I know I can feel it
And I wanna close my eyes
Always trouble to my left so I'm looking to my right, uh
And it don't matter cause it comes where I go
When I'm home in New York or London and Tokyo
And trust me I can't explain it or let alone contain it
I'm giving up on me and I didn't write this just for entertainment

I have to take control to find out
The moment I went wrong and hide out
If the worst is yet to come so right now
I sit here in silence
Afraid that I might be giving up

I'm giving up
Afraid that I might be giving up
I'm giving up
I might be giving up


9. SICKMINDED

Confusion
Shit is always on my mind
Happens all the time and I really can't deny
that I'm losing
And that's how I feel
Can't expect to win 'em all
But everyday I heal
Surrounded
Lonely in this crowded room
I got too much left to lose
And it can't be over soon
Yeah, starting over
Just one more step to having closure
Ready or not
It only means I'm getting closer

Lost it all
Can't keep coming undone
I know I've had enough
Can't keep quiet I know I need to say I'm falling
But I'll keep running
Can't keep coming undone
I've had enough

Been too long
So, what's wrong with me?
I try to hide it all, but I can't succeed, yeah
Conclusion
I need some help to feel
Can't pretend to brush it off, live everyday in fear
Fainthearted
If I could, I woulda stopped it
Never woulda started
Catch me if I've fallen
Starting over
Just one more step to having closure
Ready or not, nah nah
I'm getting closer

Lost it all
Can't keep coming undone
I know I've had enough
Can't keep quiet I know I need to say I'm falling
But I'll keep running
Can't keep coming undone
I've had enough
Enough

Here's the truth I really know
That I refuse to fall
My past has shown me the difference from right and wrong
Life is gonna take its toll
I learned from my confessions
Mistakes are made to show us there's another missing lesson

Lost it all
(I've lost it all)
Can't keep coming undone
I know I've had enough
(Yeah, I've had enough for today)
Can't keep quiet I know I need to say I'm falling
But I'll keep running
(So, no more running away)
Can't keep coming undone
I've had enough

I've had enough
(So, no more running away)
I've had enough


10. SAME DANCE

Roll it

Okay, right back at it again
With E.R. dot dot dot
Ha! Yeah!
And this shit is mine

(Uh) Quit stepping on the wrong ground (yeah)
Take a step back, turn around, shut your mouth (shut the fuck up!)
Let you back in hoping for a change (yeah)
But ain't nothing change
We're back in the same place
Trying to take what's mine no chance (no chance)
Guess I gotta take matters into my own hands
Same song, same dance
Same song, same dance

All is fair in love and war
Crossing ever line 'til you fallout
But I'm not here to lose it all
Straight to the top, don't stop now
If you come close to the edge
Better be ready to go all the way
It's not about us anymore
All is fair in love and war

Survival of the fittest
Let me show you how I'm with it;
Okay, grab a pen, take notes
This is how I did em
Survival of the fittest
Let me show you how I'm with it

Well you never learn
And that's the sad thing
You are still the same
Oh, it's so tragic
Tell me who's to blame
Anyone but you
And then you hear them say

All is fair in love and war
Crossing ever line 'til you fallout
But I'm not here to lose it all
Straight to the top, don't stop now
If you come close to the edge
Better be ready to go all the way
It's not about us anymore
All is fair in love and war

Alright, we get it
You wanna shine
But, it ain't simple, when shit is mine
And now we hear them say

All is fair in love and war
Crossing ever line 'til you fallout
But I'm not here to lose it all
Straight to the top, don't stop now
If you come close to the edge
Better be ready to go all the way
It's not about us anymore
All is fair in love and war

All is fair in love and war
Crossing ever line 'til you fallout
But I'm not here to lose it all
Straight to the top, don't stop now
If you come close to the edge
Better be ready to go all the way
It's not about us anymore
All is fair in love and war


11. DOUBT ME

Tell me what you want from me
I'm fucking done with all this heartache
And I ain't finished, in fact I'm only getting started
You count me out, and doubt me
Got me feeling close to nothing
Got ghost's that'll never leave
No remedy, they're always haunting
Act like it's nothing
It's hard to get above the nonsense
You count me out and doubt me
Got me feeling close to nothing
Just stay if you wanna
You can stay if you want, I don't wanna talk

Go, go if you wanna go on
Doubt me like the rest of them lately I know I'm strong enough
When I feel like caving in
Go, go if you wanna go on
Doubt me like the rest of them lately I know I'm strong enough
When I feel like caving in

I knew exactly what you wanted from me
I knew you'd take this all and more for granted
I left my guard down
Just stay if you wanna
You can stay if you want, I don't wanna talk

Go, go if you wanna go on
Doubt me like the rest of them lately I know I'm strong enough
When I feel like caving in
Go, go if you wanna go on
Doubt me like the rest of them lately I know I'm strong enough
When I feel like caving in
When I feel like caving in

Seasons change just like hearts do
Can't seem to have it all, gotta push through
Yeah, feel the cold on my fingertips
Guess I'm standing too still, that's how time slips
Fuck it
So many reasons I should pack it all up and quit
Move somewhere different, far from all this shit
But I've got as purpose, and I've got a calling
No one said it would be easy but it's not for nothing (not for nothing)

Go, go if you wanna go on
Doubt me like the rest of them lately I know I'm strong enough
When I feel like caving in
Go, go if you wanna go on
Doubt me like the rest of them lately I know I'm strong enough
When I feel like caving in

But I've got a purpose
And I've got a calling
No one said it would be easy but it's not for nothing
(When I feel like caving in)
But I've got a purpose
And I've got a calling
No one said it would be easy but it's not for nothing

When I feel like caving in...