1. HELP!

Help! Help! Help! Help!

My mind is tainted with the memories that haunt my past
Help! Help!
I try to make them go away, I think I'm going mad
Help! Help!

I dare you not to close your eyes
Until you've caught a glimpse inside

You will never understand
Would you save me, save me, please? So I won't forget

Help! Help! Help! Help!

At night I wish my mind would shut along with my eyes
Cause maybe then I could escape this fucking torture for once

Make it go away, make it go away
Make it go the fuck away

I dare you not to close your eyes
Until you've caught a glimpse inside

You will never understand
Would you save me, save me, please? So I won't forget
Nothing is ever easy so I go in circles
Only asking for the simple things
You will never understand

I can't handle what's real instead I lie again
That moment feels so good but when it's done I'm so afraid
I tried to spill my guts declared me nuts until the end
Remember, when I'm done, my soul was just crying for help

Make it go away, make it go away
Make it go the fuck away

I dare you not to close your eyes
Motherfucker, 'til you've caught a glimpse inside

You will never understand
Would you save me, save me, please? So I won't forget
Nothing is ever easy so I go in circles
Only asking for the simple things
You will never understand

Help! Help! Help! Help!


2. SOUL ADDICTION

Yeah

It's 3 AM and -
I find myself sweating from all the same dreaming again, yeah
The very same feeling I catch myself cold in the end, you know
I find myself holding on to anything that resembles your hand
Together, together we were so strong

I'm so weak!
I'm so weak!

Is there something I've been missing?
Tell me what's the difference if you're gone, gone
Cause you know that I'm addicted
Know that I'm addicted to your soul, soul
Only time will do us right
I'm praying I'm wrong

Now I know I was the one who broke the promises
Pushing you out because I wouldn't take the blame
I was acting up because I knew it was the end
Full of regret, my heart is calling your name
Everything in life ain't always what it seems
Rewind, erase, let's go and do it again
This is what it was so it just had to be
I can't see straight, that's why I'm numbing the pain

Living just for fun
Wasn't what I meant
Drink till I forget

Is there something I've been missing?
Tell me what's the difference if you're gone, gone
Cause you know that I'm addicted
Know that I'm addicted to your soul, soul
Only time will do us right
I'm praying I'm wrong

I had you and I let you slip
I had you and I let you slip away
Slip away, slip away, slip away
Slip away, Slip away, slip away

Living just for fun
Wasn't what I meant
Drink till I forget

Is there something I've been missing?
Tell me what's the difference if you're gone, gone
Cause you know that I'm addicted
Know that I'm addicted to your soul, soul
Only time will do us right
I pray that I'm wrong


3. ASSUME

People often say
I'm a weirdo, I'm a freak
I'm a loner, I'm a creep
But they don't even know my name
They do the talk and judge
Assume the worst, act like they know
I don't understand
How they can pick and point
Open they mouth, spit the poison when the words come out
I always want to say
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!

You think you know it all
You think you know it all
Bringing me down and you know
Assume the worst, you're wrong
You think you know it all
You think you know it all
Assume the worst
Assume make an ass of you and...

Can I get away?
It must be hard for you to fall asleep
The thought of me
Is it lingering?
I can't help it
If I'm in your head
If I'm on your breath

Change me
Judging everyone that comes your way
Do you feel ashamed?
Does it make you feel better?
Does it make you feel alive?
To point at me and try
To bring me down that path?
I won't

Can I get away?
It must be hard for you to fall asleep
The thought of me
Is it lingering?
I can't help it
If I'm in your head
If I'm on your breath

You don't like like way I look or the way I talk
I forgot I had to please everyone of you
So if you look me in the face when you see me out
Say it as loud as you can cause I don't care

I don't care
What other people say
I'll make it out on top
No matter what they say
I don't care
If they assume the worst
Assume make an ass of you and me

Can I get away?
It must be hard for you to fall asleep
The thought of me
Is it lingering?
I can't help it
If I'm in your head
If I'm on your breath
I'm on your breath


4. ME, MYSELF & I

As the hands of time move forward I've learned of all the lies
They always seem to tell me I cannot make this up
I can't rely on them to be there when I'm not
I know right where I stand and there's no going back

It's just me, myself, & I
Didn't want it to be like this but that's just what I got
It's just me, myself, & I
In a world filled with darkness I'll make a path

If I'm alone then that's just fine
I know I'll be alright
Been down this road before
I sure as hell do it on my own

Should I let go? Wish I could be honest
Things I don't show, guess I couldn't help it
It was never quite what I wanted
If I never get above the water

Should I let go? Wish I could be honest
Things I don't show, guess I couldn't help it
It was never quite what I wanted
If I never get above the water

I remember when I couldn't breathe
The days, they felt like weeks
I was down on my knees, begging
I don't know if I'll survive this storm

It's just me, myself, & I
I relied on others for my life
It's just me, myself, & I
I get the saying when it rains, it pours

Should I let go? Wish I could be honest
Things I don't show, guess I couldn't help it
It was never quite what I wanted
If I never get above the water

Should I let go? Wish I could be honest
Things I don't show, guess I couldn't help it
It was never quite what I wanted
If I never get above the water

And as dark clouds cover the sun
I see the rain approaching
But I know that I'll be safe
'Cause I am my own shelter

Above the water
It's just me, myself, & I
Above the water
It's just me, myself, & I
I never needed you, I never needed you
It's just me, myself, & I
Never, never, never!

If I'm alone then that's just fine
I know I'll be alright
Been down this road before
I sure as hell do it on my own

Should I let go? Wish I could be honest
Things I don't show, guess I couldn't help it
It was never quite what I wanted
If I never get above the water

Should I let go? Wish I could be honest
Things I don't show, guess I couldn't help it
It was never quite what I wanted
If I never get above the water

If I never get above the water


5. DOUBTING OUT

So many different places
With many different faces
These eyes have seen so much
Beyond what's on the surface
I know I have a purpose
But I think I'm losing track
Of why I'm really here
When this is all I want

I take it back, yeah
The times I hurt myself
I didn't want to tell
I didn't want the help
I take it back, yeah
Acting like I knew
Thinking that I could
Take life for a fool

Breathe in, breathe in
I know that I should just
Breathe in, breathe in
When it's all closing in

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out
Every time I get down
I remind myself where I've been
Every time I get down
Ain't nobody gonna get in my way

And they always say
Yeah, you know what they say
Be careful what you wish for
Be careful what you wish for

I'm so ashamed
After all I said
When wishing for the end
Wishing for the end
I'm so ashamed, yeah
I took my life for granted
When doing what I wanted
For my own advantage

Breathe in, breathe in
I know that I should just
Breathe in, breathe in
When it's all closing in

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out
Every time I get down
I remind myself where I've been
Every time I get down
Ain't nobody gonna get in my way

Breathe in, breathe in
I'm still here, I'm still here
Breathe in, breathe in
I'm still here, I'm still here

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out

I know I want more than this
I question if it's worth the risk
My head it gets filled with doubt
I find myself freaking out
Every time I get down
I remind myself where I've been
Every time I get down
Ain't nobody gonna get in my way

Ain't nobody gonna get in my way


6. DARK DAZE

Wake up, wake up, today is another day
That feels like yesterday and I'm starting to wonder when
These days will change, I want to smile again (yeah, yeah)
These thoughts will fade, I want to run away (run away)

I'm feeling the pressure
And it gets heard to breathe
When they all count on me
No pain, means no pleasure
It's only pushing me to take this far

Don't wake me if I'm dreaming
If you do it's not enough
Still I don't trust the feeling
If I'm too high don't let me come down
Don't wake me if I'm dreaming
If you do it's not enough
Still I don't trust the feeling
Going "too far" even if get lost

My days feel like a movie with no happy endings
To all those spectating just skip to the credits I'm ready
This is the reason I'm crawling, this is the reason I'm falling
This is the reason why I... can't take it, I'm running

I tried to get away from here
What will it take to leave that place?
I think I know what's going on here
I'm just a prisoner of my own head

I'm feeling the pressure
And it gets heard to breathe
When they all count on me
No pain, means no pleasure
It's only pushing me to take this far

Don't wake me if I'm dreaming
If you do it's not enough
Still I don't trust the feeling
If I'm too high don't let me come down
Don't wake me if I'm dreaming
If you do it's not enough
Still I don't trust the feeling
Going "too far" even if I get lost

I feel it in my bones, nothing's really changed
The effort, the passion, the overreacting
Can't you see that I'm hanging on?
Can't you see that I'm hanging on?
I feel it in my bones, nothing's really changed
The effort, the passion, the overreacting
Can't you see that I'm hanging on?
Can't you see that I'm hanging on?

And I'll keep hanging on
Cause I feel it in my bones, nothing's really changed
The effort, the passion, the notion that I'm not the fake
Either way, even that is a loss of a gain
Can't you see that I'm hanging on?

I'm just doing what I gotta do, man
Haha, yeah
Stop me

Don't wake me if I'm dreaming
If you do it's not enough
Still I don't trust the feeling
If I'm too high don't let me come down
Don't wake me if I'm dreaming
If you do it's not enough
Still I don't trust the feeling
Going "too far" even if I get lost


7. I KNOW, YOU KNOW, I KNOW

I know, you know, I've been waiting
Sleepless nights, no conversations
And I know you had a clue but faked it
The innocence in your eyes I hate it

My soul, so low
Need you gone, that's all that I know
My soul, so low
Need you gone, that's all that I know

When I'm holding back for an answer
Will you let me down easy?

When I'm holding back for an answer
Will you let me down easy?
So I leave you with one question
Won't you sing me, won't you sing me to sleep
Before you leave?

Sometimes I try to remember
The good old times we had together
I can feel us grow apart
We both know it's not enough

My soul, so low
Need you gone, that's all that I know
My soul, so low
Need you gone, that's all that I know

When I'm holding back for an answer
Will you let me down easy?
So I leave you with one question
Won't you sing me, won't you sing me to sleep
Before you leave?

I know, you know, it's been fading
I know, you know, I know
Even when you're in denial
I know, you know, I know

When I'm holding back for an answer
Will you let me down easy?

When I'm holding back for an answer
Will you let me down easy?
So I leave you with one question
Won't you sing me, won't you sing me to sleep
Before you leave?


8. SOUTH STREET LULLABY

First off, it's been a while
The pen is down cause the ink went out
Just living for the moment now
Behind closed doors while the lights are out
Oh, no it should not be like this
Oh, no it should not be like this
Oh, no it should not be like this
Oh, no it should not be like this

No!
Uncovered all of my deepest
Darkest fears in the night
I can't let go
Oh, no it should not be like this
Oh, no it should not be like this
Oh, no it should not be like this

I've lost control
Down to these bones
Six feet below

I think I pushed too far I can't find the line
Barely holding on and I know it's nothing
(I know it's nothing at all)
Echoes of what should have been
Slowly drift away cause we all feel anger
(I know it's nothing at all)
No one's ever been this low

I spent my whole time
Living life with eyes that only fed me lies
Two steps in my own shoes
And I'll watch 'em leave you blind
If this is who we are
Bury me, bury me, bury
Leaving this world behind
Bury me, bury me, bury

I've lost control
Down to these bones
Six feet below
What have I done?

I think I pushed too far I can't find the line
Barely holding on and I know it's nothing
(I know it's nothing at all)
Echoes of what should have been
Slowly drift away cause we all feel anger
(I know it's nothing at all)
No one's ever been this low

If I never believe I could change
Would I still find my way?
Am I too sick to see it?

I've lost control
Down to these bones
Six feet below
What have I done?
I've lost control
Down to these bones
Six feet below

I think I pushed too far I can't find the line
Barely holding on and I know it's nothing
(I know it's nothing at all)
Echoes of what should have been
Slowly drift away cause we all feel anger
(I know it's nothing at all)
No one's ever been this
No one's ever been this low

No! I know it should not be like this
No! I know it should not be like this
I know it should not be like this
I know it should not be like this
I know it should not be like... this


9. GAMBIT ROGUE DELIGHT

Kick it

Mic check

It started back in the day, the most irrational days
When I was walking your way after that night
Didn't take too long for me to know, nah, nah
A simple look in your eyes it drove me crazy inside

I know you feel the same
But you just seem ashamed
Let's kick the past
Kick it, kick it, kick it

Push me away, push me away
When all I see is that look in your eyes
They're filled with regret
Mistakes that you've made
Hear me out cause I gotta say one thing
Forget the rest, it's just you and me

It's in the way you say my name
It's in the way you let me in your skin
I watch you break yourself to pieces
Won't you love me like I would?

We started out far but then we got so close
You're always on my mind but little did you know
Even if you're gone I'll always hold you close
No matter what they say I'm only here to stay

I know you feel the same
But you just seem ashamed
Let's kick the past
Kick it, kick it, kick it

Push me away, push me away
When all I see is that look in your eyes
They're filled with regret
Mistakes that you've made
Hear me out cause I gotta say one thing
Forget the rest, it's just you and me

It's in the way you say my name
It's in the way you let me in your skin
I watch you break yourself to pieces
Won't you love me like I would?

Love me like I would

Like I would
Like I would
Yeah

It's in the way you say my name
It's in the way you let me in your skin

It's in the way you say my name
(You got me weak at the knees, the moment's starting to fade)
It's in the way you let me in your skin
(Isn't this just what you wanted?)
I watch you break yourself to pieces
Won't you love me like I would?
Love me like I would


10. PLEASURE PARADISE

This one's for you
What
This one's for you
Yeah

Yo! E.R. dot dot dot
Hold up, let me tell you some shit
They don't think I know what they're like
When they're alone

Special announcement, check
I'm getting sick of all the people who bite my shit
(Who-What-How?)
I'll point 'em out right from where I'm standing, yeah
Round 'em up, throw 'em in the pit, burn!

The imitators want to be like me
Dress like me, talk like me
And I know they coming for me
Well I guess I know what it is
All these motherfuckers want to be just like me

The imitators want to be like me
Dress like me, talk like me
And I know they coming for me
Well I guess I know what it is
All these motherfuckers want to be just like me

Hahaha, and you're trying to be just like me... again

I see you out with that grin on your face
I think it's funny that you mention my name
You're so shameless and vain
Ha - talk back and you know the deal
I always spit it how I feel, you should know it's real
Yeah, and I don't need you wasting my time
No, and I don't mean to make this your time
All I want is for the world to see
The world to see that they want to be just like me

The imitators want to be like me
Dress like me, talk like me
And I know they coming for me
Well I guess I know what it is
All these motherfuckers want to be just like me

The imitators want to be like me
Dress like me, talk like me
And I know they coming for me
Well I guess I know what it is
All these motherfuckers want to be just like me

Trying to be like me, so own
We can rock the beat, I know
Can you feel the heat? So cold
Yeah, and you following me for sure
Till you think that we don't know
And it all comes back to me, back to me, back to me, yeah

Round 'em up, throw 'em in the pit, burn!

The imitators want to be like me
Dress like me, talk like me
And I know they coming for me
Well I guess I know what it is
All these motherfuckers want to be just like me

The imitators want to be like me
Dress like me, talk like me
And I know they coming for me
Well I guess I know what it is
All these motherfuckers want to be just like me

All these motherfuckers want to be just like me
All these motherfuckers want to be just like me


11. MAINTAIN CLOSURE

After tonight, after tonight it's a party
The celebrations started
My journey is only starting
After tonight, after tonight it's a party
The celebration started
I'm on my way

I came so far, I feel the rush
Beneath my bones
Cause it seem so much to me
I hear the sirens screaming
I taste the air, the sweetness

After tonight, after tonight it's a party
The celebration started
I hear the engines roaring
Can you feel it? I can see it
I believe the sounds
In my heart I know it's right
I know my luck will come around
I'm on my way
I'm on my way

I came so far, I feel the rush
Beneath my bones
Cause it seem so much to me
I hear the sirens screaming
I taste the air, the sweetness

Figure out, figure out
Figure out exactly how I'm feeling
Figure out, figure out
Figure out how I painted the picture

Situations, altercations
They taught me everything I know about temptation
I had to fall so many times for me to do it right
To all the ones who doubted me, I'm here to get it right
If I say it and I feel it it's because I mean it
If I say it and I mean it it's because I feel it
Pick up the phone and dial 718
I'm calling to stay
I've cleaned up my ways
I've sealed my fate

I came so far, I feel the rush
Beneath my bones
Cause it seem so much to me
I hear the sirens screaming
I taste the air, the sweetness

I came so far, I feel the rush
Beneath my bones
Cause it seem so much to me
I hear the sirens screaming
I taste the air, the sweetness

Before I wrap this up
Gon' get this off my mind
Yeah
I'm just celebrating
Because if you couldn't tell
We're alive and well
See there were many times where I wanted to give up
Where I wanted to give in
But I just held on to... help