1. MY DARKENED EYES

Do you remember the way we used to feel
Before we changed, before our eyes were truly opened
I miss those days I miss the ignorance
Before we lost the light that's in our eyes
I miss the innocence I miss it all
I don't believe in hope I just believe in pain
I can see everything and everyone for who they are
I can see everything and everyone for who they are
I can see everything and everyone for who they are
Not six not seven not hell not heaven
Not six not seven not hell not heaven
I am a series of small victories and large defeats
Incomplete, obsolete I can't feel a thing
There is a place in my heart that cannont be filled
I miss the innocence I miss those days
Id rather forget its easier then when I give a shit
This pain is constant I see no miracles
There's nothing left for death to take away
I see no miracles.


2. ALWAYS HOPELESS

Burning a hole inside of myself once again
I can feel the fire spreading
And it won't, it won't ever end
Burning, burning
Burning from the inside out
Burning, burning
Everyone fades away
Every time I close my eyes
More and more just burn to ashes
With the hope of a new light
That ends when I close my eyes
Time has come and gone
Memories asre a thing of the past
I'm holding on so tightliy
But I feel I'm losing my grasp
I'm losing my grasp
Everything is starting to fall
It begins to collapse on top of me
It's crushing, its crushing me down
I can feel the weight
Crushing me down, crushing me down
Crushing me into the ground
I am empty
This shit's hopeless
I am empty
Always hopeless, always hopeless
Burning a hole inside of myself
I can fell the fire spreading
And it wont, it won't ever end
Burning, burning
Burning from the inside out
Burning, burning
Everyone fades away
Time has come and gone
memories are a thing of the past
I'm holding on so tightly
But I feel I'm losing my grasp
Time has come and gone
Memories are a thing of the past
I'm holding on so tightly
But I feel I'm losing my grasp.


3. DISTANT WORDS

Loss on these city streets distant faces distant memories
A city built upon the dead
There are times when those eyes inside
Your brain stare back at you
Dying should come easy just like
A frieght train when your back is turned
I have listened to the sound of water
Running in tubs and longed to drown
Bring me the end that is long overdue
The trouble with a mask is it never changes
Who wants to live forever
I always dream of my death
I concentrate on the bad things
Until there's nobody left
I was born to hustle roses down the avanues of the dead
I suppose like other I have come through fire and sword
Life gone wrong
I have listened to the sound of water
Running in tubs and longed to drown
Lost at sea head on crashes
We are like a rose that never blooms
It was a lack of hope that discouraged this man
There are times when those eys inside
Your brain stare back at you
Dying should come easy just like a fright
Train when your back is turned
Who wants to live forever
I always dream of my death
I concentrate on the bad things
Until there's nobody left
Dreams won't come true
I'm stuck living through these petty days
I can't see straight I can't go on
I concentrate on the bad things
Until there's nobody left
I'm always living the hate life day by day
I can't see straight I can't go on
I concentrate on the bad things
I dream of death until there's nobody left
I can't go on.


4. RETURN TO DESPAIR

Return To Despair
We are the ones who will darken above
We are the ones who will tear down the sun
Knowing nothing but this hate we feel inside
We are all lost
You can't turn back time don't try
You can't turn back time
You can't turn back time
So many of us are incomplete
We are the ones who can't feel a thing
Those words I used to believe in have lost
Lost all there meaning
Now I'm standing here screaming
All the times I've wanted to end it all
I know you know what I'm saying
I've thought it through a hundred times over
Return To Despair
Everything I use to belive in
Has lost all of its meaning
We are the ones who will darken above
We are the ones who will tear down the sun
Knowing nothing but this hate we feel inside
We are all lost
You cant turn back time
You cant turn back time
This place is driving me fucking insane
Let it all go
Fuck everything
Fuck everything


5. LET THE WATER RISE

Tell me why I've given up on everything,
And everyone just lets me down
Draw your conclusions take what you want from me
I'm already dead
Dead, already dead
Nothing makes me feel the way I once did
I still miss those days when I was living
Ignorance is bliss and I can't get it back
I'm the only one with nothing to lose
Nothing to lose
The pain it speads the waters surrounding me
I sink and I smile cause I know that I'll never be found
I'm watching the water rise
Abandon this sinking ship
Just leave me alone to die
It pulls me down deeper and deeper
I'm the one with nothing to lose
I'm already dead
Abandon this sinking ship I'm already dead
Abandon this sinking ship I'm already dead
With nothing to lose.


6. VANISHING

(Instrumental)


7. THE HOLE BENEATH

I'm standing on the edge watching the world fall apart
We finally see the truth
I watch it all turn black
The sky is falling on me
I'm waiting for the end of days
As this hole beneath me grows
I see the end I wait for it to swallow me
Shake the ground
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we are
Nothing is what we will become
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we are
Nothing is what we will become
This plague has no cure
The things we love will die
We are alone in this life
We finally see the truth
I watch it all turn black
The sky is falling on me
I'm waiting for the end of days
As this hole beneath me grows
I see the end I wait for it to swallow me
Shake the ground
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we are
Nothing is what we will become
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we are
Nothing is what we will become
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we will become
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we will become
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we will become
Nothing will last forever, nothing is what we will become


8. NEVER FOUND

Bury me
So no one knows where I am
Away from the world away from you all
Bury, bury me
I don't ever want to be found
I have no faith, I have no faith
I have no faith in this world, it lets me down
I have no faith, I have no faith
I have no faith in this world
No time to justify the reason
I don't want something to belive in
I have no faith, I have no faith
I have no faith in this world it lets me down
Everything's falling apart and all the time has stopped
Everyone's face is dark
All I belive in is hate, there is no change to escape
I will be buried today
Everything's falling apart and all the time has stopped
Everyone's face is dark
All I belive in is hate, there is no chance to escape
I will be buried today
I have no faith, I have no faith in
This world it lets me down
I have no faith, I have no faith
Hell is behind my ruined face.


9. IT'S FADING AWAY

Born into this everyday is another problem
Born into this everything has become nothign
I can not fill this void endless
I wanted something more form life
There's no solution it's fucking endless
Nobody's really alive
Just waiting, just waiting
Waiting to die
All that you see will soon perish
We all fade away
Decaying faces surround me
We all turn to dust
What has happened to mankind
No way to stop what has begun
No way to turn back time
No light to bring us back
Blacken the sky, life is underserved
Fuck this
There is no light to bring us back
I hoped for so much more
But now I don't belive
I don't belive in anything
Nobody's really alive
Just waiting, just waiting
Waiting to die
All that you see will soon perish
We all fade away
Decaying faces surround me
We all turn to dust
The darkness consumes us all
And soon we fade
Decaying faces surround me
We all turn to dust
The darkness consumes us all
And soon we fade and soon we all fade away
Nobody's realy alive
Just waiting, just waiting
Waiting to die
All that you see will soon perish
We all fade away.


10. EVERYTHING IS LOST

There is no hope here for a better tomorrow
Broken and black on the inside
So keep your mouth shut
We have forgotten the meaning of silence
Nobody wants your dumb opinion
Paradise was unendurable
My voice will bring you nothing but bad news
I can't wait for it all to come crashing down
I'm pulling down the walls
There, there is no other choice
What do you do where do you goWhen everything is lost
No one is innocent of being evil
We cause our own destruction
We cause our own demise
There's no hope for a better tomorrow
I am awake, I am awake, I am awakening
There's no hope
I am awake, I am awake, I am awakening
I am awake, I am awake, I am awakening
There's no hope
We are born alone and we will die alone
There is no hope here for a better tomorrow
We are born alone and we will die alone
There is no hope here for a better tomorrow
Inside we all are empty.


11. DISSOLVING

(Instrumental)