1. YEARLY DYING

Find myself in a state
That always appears this time of year
Feels like I'm in a dark muddy hole
Where everything seems to far

Baby, maybe-time to go
Baby, baby-make me warm
I know, you know-something's wrong
Baby, maybe time to go...

Weakness... Concentrate...
I'm too cold to wanna reach anything
Grab my pen without strength
Alcohol becomes my saviour

Baby, maybe-time to go
Baby, baby-make me warm
I know, you know-something's wrong
Baby, maybe time to go home...

Rain... Falling outside...
Memories flashing behind my frightened eyes
Safe from harm... Harmony
Ease my head with another one


2. PELEKAS

Here I am, standing in the middle
Of her heart
A year has gone by since I last
Kissed her love
Yeah, I'm standing with my beloved beer
As the same feelings rush
I'm back to where life is life-Pelekas

I see another familiar face-it's Patric
Who I know won't have a shower
Until he's on the boat
My three soft singin' English birds
Are now four
And Cactus Marguerita my friend
Queen of it all

[Chorus:]
Yeah, I'mdown here again
To get drunk with my friends
Yeah, I'm back here again
And I'm filled to the brim with love...

Here I am, standing in the middle
Of her heart
A year has gone by since I last
Kissed her love
Yeah, I'm standing with my beloved beer
As the same feelings rush
I'm back to where life is life-Pelekas

[Chorus:]
Yeah, I'mdown here again
To get drunk with my friends
Yeah, I'm back here again
And I'm filled to the brim with love...


3. THE SPACE INBETWEEN

Cold as a moon
Too late to turn now
Pictured this day
So differently
Both sides of hope...
But the space inbetween
Is filling us an uncomfortable mood

Sorry... said the you think voice inside
But I don't think you will find it

[Chorus:]
How long do you think you'll keep it up?
Well, I don't think you'll find it...
A little conversation, maybe?
A different outflow of our minds
Happy faces, anyone
Insecurity... Shine through

Sorry... said the you think voice inside
But I don't think you will find it

[Chorus] (2x)


4. IF THIS IS ALL

Woke up this morning from a wonderful dream
A dream about a beatiful land where I could breathe
The only thing I wanted was to go back to sleep
And dream all day long... I was feeling rather down

[Chorus:]
If this is all...

I dream all day long about having it all
Of being rich and famous and doing what I want
I don't think it'll solve all my problems...
You know it's only money, but lot's of fun

[Chorus:]
If this is all...
I don't want to stay!
Don't want to stay... Take me to another place

Woke up this morning from a wonderful dream
A dream about a beatiful land where I could breathe
The only thing I wanted was to go back to sleep
And dream all day long... I was feeling rather down

[Repeat chorus]


5. UNDER SILENCE

See days dawn under silence
Eyes cautiously
Follow face expressions

[Chorus:]
Well it's easy to live in a lie
But I guess it will be hard
To die with that wisdom

Bleeding, running blind
Dark meat rise
Eternal, the possible
Frozen under silence

[Chorus:]

It shines constantly
Inside the slaughterhouse
And from here I look out
Under silence

[Repeat chorus]


6. MAGNIFICENT OBSESSION

Who said death must be sad?
Let's go together, take my hand
Don't call me mad now 'cos I said so
I'll carry you across the deep black river

And as I lay you down
On the fresh green grass
I'll kiss your bloodred lips...

You know when night turns to day
And your head feels tired 'n heavy
When black and white emotions
Turn to boring grey

[Pre-chorus:]

We're together now and forever
We won't come back, no never
We're together now and forever
We won't come back... No...

And as I lay you down
On the fresh green grass
I'll kiss your bloodred lips...

We're together now and forever
We won't come back, no never
We're together now and forever
We won't come back... No...

And as I lay you down
On the fresh green grass
I'll kiss your bloodred lips...


BONUSTRACKS (2002 REGAIN RECORDS RE-RELEASE)
7. BLIND MOUNTAIN

Come on winter feed me with your darkness
you know I've felt like this before
Loneliness is my only friend now
and this bottle of cheap red wine

Deep are the wounds that push me away
deep are the rivers that run through my soul
Bittersweet are my memories
of the one that got away... yeah

Innervisions bleed through my eyes
Look at me I'm dying for you
And all this time we'd borrow, beg and steal
to feel real... Living lies


8. IF YOU SHOULD LEAVE

Baby, will you hold my hand
My head is haunted
I feel that the worst is to come
Oh baby warm me
Maybe if you hold me tight
I will be alright
I feel that my life is running out
Oh baby love me

Gone insane...
I remember how it all went away

[Chorus:]
And if you should leave me here alone now
I will open the door to the end...
So I won't be left again

Heal me, will you heal my wounds
I need your love babe
Even if you don't know me yet
Believe I love you
Guide me, will you lead me through
The hungry forest
I know if we pull it through
Love will bloom

Gone insane...
I remember how it all went away

[Chorus]

Baby, will you hold my hand
My head is haunted
I feel that the worst is to come
Oh baby warm me
Maybe if you hold me tight
I will be alright
I feel that my life is running out
Oh baby love me

Gone insane...
I remember how it all went away

[Chorus]


9. NOWHERE TO GO

Feel betrayed, ...as I sit here cold and tired
It seems that what I valued before
Has been eaten cold by a ghost

Deeds, what's to gain here
I want to kill myself
But I ain't got the guts... yet

Ice cold, even the smoke cuts cold
Mother, father, brother, sister
You don't understand me
'cos how could you...
When I can't

Deeds, what's to gain here
I want to kill myself
But I ain't got the guts... yet

[Chorus:]
You bastards
Blind laughters I miss my home

[Chorus]

Sick, feel sick
Can't eat more of your shit
You are a decieving liar
And I am a mistrusting fire
Nowhere to go but home

Deeds, what's to gain here
I want to kill myself
But I ain't got the guts... yet

[Chorus]


10. SOUR STAINS

When the day is over and I've fed my karma
When "...the wind cries Mary" ..Lingers on
Feels like I'm walking in water anguished water
With twisted emotions I drink my wine
When the day is over I feel confused mum
Wish I could be happy wish I could put trust in love
Red wine on my tongue good feelings linger on
I kiss the naked wind of love with sour stains on my heart
When the day is over and I've fed my kama
Fear sneaks up on me wondering who am I
Another Way to Shine