1. UNDECIDED

Locked in with no room to shine
Caved in with no face to grow
The darkest part of my heart
Is the only place I go

Don't try to walk beside me
Don't try to take my hand
The safest part of my heart
Is the only place I stand

No I don't think so
I don't think so
No I don't think so
I don't think so

Hide my carnal desires
Show my face in the crowd
Makes me feel like a stranger
I'm the fool you like to keep down

No I don't think so
I don't think so
No I don't think so
I don't think so


2. STRIP

Torn apart by the face of what's real
Thrown down at the feet of despair
Slides in under my skin
I like the claws that cut into me

I've seen the sun go down
I've seen the world go round
While I go mad beneath it
Consumed by emptiness
Feels hard to swallow
I'm choking on the hatred
My soul is hollow

I've watched you spit out lies through broken teeth
So who am I to say you cannot be
Waiting for a weakness in the scheme
Easy time to lay your hands on me

I've seen the sun go down
I've seen the world go round
While I go mad beneath it
Consumed by hatred
Feels hard to swallow
I'm choking on the emptiness
My soul is hollow

Step outside your shell into mine
Step outside your world into mine

Waking up in the bottom of a cold damp sleep
Looking down from the top I'm slipping off in the deep
Consumed by emptiness feels hard to swallow
I'm choking on the hatred my soul is hollow


3. COLD

Walk around blind I'm in a daze
I'm all ate up I'm in a haze
What's my head fair weather friend
Think I'm gonna crack well
Maybe I need to be smacked upside the head
To make me feel alive to make me feel inside

What am I no regrets
What am I no remorse

One on one I'm in this hell
One on one I'm in this hell
It's strange the way we live
One on one I'm in this…

Beat myself cold next in the line
God only knows what's on my mind
See that I cross the killing floor
It's not what it is
It's just what I need to want no mistakes
To choke on a smile that I've thrown away

What am I no regrets
What am I no remorse

One on one I'm in this hell
One on one I'm in this hell
It's strange the way we live
One on one I'm in this…

One on one I'm in this hell
One on one I'm in this hell
It's strange the way we live
One on one I'm in this…

One on one I'm in this hell
One on one I'm in this hell
It's strange the way we live
One on one I'm in this hell


4. TAKEN APART

Would you like to know me
Come a little closer
Would you like to see me
Maybe come inside
I'll never open up the door
That's been closed for so long
I'll hide myself away
And never see the face I know

Taken apart never wanna know
Never wanna see never wanna be

Now I think I can hear you
No I won't answer
Everything I hide from
Is now growing nearer
The plastic that surrounds me
And the fire that has sparked
Will consume me alive
All the way down to the spine

Taken apart never wanna know
Never wanna see never wanna be
Taken apart

Look at what I am
See what I've become
Do you like what you see

I struggle for control
I mingle with the nameless
Looking down upon the frowns
In a se I'm with the faceless

Taken apart never wanna know
Never wanna see never wanna be
Taken apart never wanna know
Never wanna see never wanna be
Taken apart


5. MY FAULT ?

All's quiet except for the screaming
Yes the place I come and I find

No names but I remember the faces
I'm the one you blame
No time to think about what it means
I'm the one you blame

All rise up time to bring the flesh alive
While the taste remains on my mind

No names but I remember the faces
I'm the one you blame
No time to think about what it means
I'm the one you blame

The decision has been made as I lie on the table
No need to be reminded of the reflections I make
I know what I can't see still exists
And I know what I can see never was
Doesn't make it any easier
I just get used to it

All screaming no use in being silent
Yes the place I come and I find

No names but I remember the faces
I'm the one you blame
No time to think about what it means
I'm the one you blame

No names but I remember the faces
No time to think about what it means
No names but I remember the faces
No time to think about what it means
I'm the one you blame
I'm the one you blame


6. THROWN DOWN

Squeeze hold it in don't let it out don't let go
When you lose control you expose yourself
Making it easy to figure you out

Picked up turned out stepped on spit out
Picked up turned out you've been thrown down
Picked up turned out stepped on spit out
Picked up turned out you've been thrown down

Breathe hold it in now let it out let it go
Harder to ignore than to get involved
Some people think and some have no brain

Picked up turned out stepped on spit out
Picked up turned out you've been thrown down
Picked up turned out stepped on spit out
Picked up turned out you've been thrown down

Slide slide it in now let it out take it slow
When you lose control you expose yourself
Fucked from behind looked you straight in the eye

Picked up turned out stepped on spit out
Picked up turned out you've been thrown down
Picked up turned out stepped on spit out
Picked up turned out you've been thrown down


7. INSIDE A SCREAM

Sky is coming down all around me
Lost somewhere in the middle below
Beneath the surface the eyes surround me
Sit with the man that no one knows

The time will come to me again and then I'll know
I'm deep inside a scream that never grows

Stare into the eyes of frustration
Nothing is as real as it should be
Still with each day that passes me by
Lost in the time that confuses me

The time will come to me again and then I'll know
I'm deep inside a scream that never grows

Come on let me shine some permission
See the pieces fall in front of me
Harder to deny is my suspicion
Just to dress it up out in the rain


8. NEEDLES

Confusion sits at the edge of the tongue
Darkness hovers around the corners of the mind
While you choke on every word I shove down your throat
I'll walk through your eyes and pull up a chair in the back of your skull

So I say to close your eyes turn your back and walk away
Find a way to fake a smile turn it on and break the day

Smiling you live and you call life pleasure
Keeping that sparkle in the eye and ice in the veins
That just makes it all the easier for me to slip it on in then I'll ask why
You speak words without meaning no substance empty distorted

I'm the needle in your arm wash away the mindless game
I'm the pleasure in your pain now you've thrown it all away

Sinking with the flow of life hold it in your hand
See you choke on every word I put in your head

I'm the needle in your arm wash away the mindless game
I'm the pleasure in your pain now you've thrown it all away

Sinking with the flow of life hold it in your hand
See you choke on every word I put in your head
Sinking with the flow of life hold it in your hand
See you choke on every word I put in your head


9. ME MYSELF I

Save me from myself
I'm going down I'm going down
A voice inside my head
I've never known before
I've never known

Who hides the man
Who filled these shoes
Who walked this ground

I know I sit alone
Surrounded by these walls
They're closing in
The same old time today
I'll find my way outside
Sometime today

Who hides the man
Who filled these shoes
Who walked this ground
When you look at me do you see me
When you see me can you look at me
I'm going down

Take it somewhere else leaving me alone
You'll see things in a different way
Take it somewhere else leaving me alone
Tomorrow is another day

Who hides the man
Who filled these shoes
Who walked this ground
When you look at me do you see me
When you see me can you look at me
I'm going down

Take it somewhere else leaving me alone
You'll see things in a different way
Take it somewhere else leaving me alone
Tomorrow is another day


10. KNOW MORE – HUMAN DISTORTION

The deeper that I get
The more the fear grows
I feel the pleasure from within
Heal the scars that remain
I'm standing to close
To what I am
I'll never realize what I could be
I never will

I know more I know
I know more I know

Close enough to the edge
My feet they drag
It helps to keep me down inside
Where I belong
Now I'm trapped in the shell
Of another man
One more time is all bleeds me
I'm not to be

I know more I know
I know more I know

I know what it's like to want and never have
I know what it's like to live and never be
I know what it's like to touch and never feel
I know what it's like to see and never know

I know what it's like
I know what it's like to live and never be

The deeper that I get
The more the fear grows
In the dark my hands take flight
Now I can feel the wind rise
Now I'm free of the shell
Of another man
Now I realize what I could be
And someday I will

I know more I know
I know more I know

I know what it's like to want and never have
I know what it's like to live and never be
I know what it's like to touch and never feel
I know what it's like to see and never know

I know what it's like
I know what it's like to live and never be