1. TO THE SLAUGHTER

Anxiety calls my name
Yet again, and louder this time
Path of revenge gives shelter
I let myself drown down to lies

Hate makes me hallucinate, I’m afraid
Hysteria wakes up the storm, that roars
No way to calm down anymore
So I run to the slaughter

To the slaughter
To the slaughter
The blood runs black on the deep grey ground
To the slaughter
To the slaughter
Can you hear the Banshee’s cry?

So many ways to face my enemies
Depending on the perspective
I need them to either die or to flee
As long as they are there I won’t be free

Now it’s my time to cry
After my throe and distress
So ironic how I thirst
To breathe my fire back in

Blindly I created my prison, of blades
And heated furnace where to forge, more weapons
Till this insanity is over
I run to the slaughter

To the slaughter
To the slaughter
The blood runs black on the deep grey ground
To the slaughter
To the slaughter
I can’t see through my mind!

So many ways to face my enemies
Depending on the perspective
I need them to either die or to flee
As long as they are there I won’t be free

Now run through the blades!!!

All the rage I’d saved and all the hate I tried to push away
Every time all of it came back to me for I hadn’t seen
That the enemy, I was fighting, all this time was me
And the demons on the way and inside of me were the same
I thought I could smother the flames fomenting the fury
Even though everything I did I felt so empty

So many ways to face my enemies
Depending on the perspective
I need them to either die or to flee
As long as they are here I won’t be free

Should I ask help from time itself?
To endow me with oblivion
Would I rely on this enmity in my chest?
And welcome the ghost of my compulsions

To the slaughter!!!


2. MY REQUISITE SUICIDE

Another silent eve
Increasing grief
Yeah! Nobody but me and my frantic wish to be free!

Oh why doesn’t he come to me
How long have I cried and screamed
For a million centuries?
I wonder if he has forgotten me

The woe on my face reveals my age
My beauty still hasn’t faded
Warmth of my soul exhales
Through this cold damned body cage!

How long have I been alive
By standing outside of time

A Heart worn out
Of all the gone love
Still beating
For the one to come

Oh why doesn’t he come to me
How long have I cried and screamed
For a million centuries?
I wonder if he has forgotten me

The woe on my face reveals my age
My beauty still hasn’t faded
Warmth of my soul exhales
Through this cold damned body cage!

After the sunset I’m going to do it
Make everything perfect sweet so lovely
Under the full moon and darkened sky
In the dead of night I will flee from my body

A proposal for the death of mine
Confession of love, my requisite suicide
Under the full moon and darkened sky
In the dead of night I will flee from my body

Behind me
Your destiny
Is to burn
For eternity

When the morning rises there’s only silence
Smooth as glass is the ocean’s surface
In the evening when air gets colder
Listen deep and you may hear a whisper

A touch to the death is all I remember
But I’ll stay here even if I surrender
I don’t know why I’m undead
All of my life I’ve been feeling abandoned

My night is day and day is night
My mind is like a darkened light

Oh why doesn’t he come to me
How long have I cried and screamed
For a million centuries?
I wonder if he has forgotten me

The woe on my face reveals my age
My beauty still hasn’t faded
Warmth of my soul exhales
Through this cold damned body cage!

When the morning rises there’s only silence
Smooth as glass is the ocean’s surface
In the evening when air gets colder
Listen deep and you may hear a whisper

A touch to the death is all I remember
But I’ll stay here even if I surrender
I don’t know why I’m undead
All of my life I’ve been feeling abandoned

Suicide isn’t an option
There is still me
Between you and time!

After the sunset I’m going to do it
Make everything perfect sweet so lovely
Under the full moon and darkened sky
In the dead of night I will flee from my body

A proposal for the death of mine
Confession of love, my requisite suicide
Under the full moon and darkened sky
In the dead of night I will flee from my body!


3. VIIMEINEN KEHTOLAULU

Pienoinen lapsi nyt yksin uinuu huoneessaan
Nähden unta syvempää kuin koskaan

Vajoten
Vaipuen
Syvemmälle uneen
Laps’ jää alle varjojen tulvan
Ja jää loukkuun pimeään kylmään

Keinuu kehto ja hengitys hidastuu
Lapsen sydän ei jaksa enää pitkään

Lipuen
Liukuen
Syvemmälle uneen
Jättäen taakse valon maailman
Ottaen ensimmäisen askeleensa manalaan

Sen minkä haikara toi kuolonkurki vei
Kohdusta kehtoon ja kehdosta kuolohon
Kuolonkurki kuljettaa lapset manalan maiden taa
Siel lapsoset tuonelan neitojen hoivaan annetaan
Liian nuoria lausuakseen nimeään
Tarpeeksi kypsiä jotta sielunsa menettää

Viimeinen kehtolaulu kaukaisuudesta kaikuu
Ennen aikojaan hukkuneet liian syvään uneen
Ovat pois nyt nukkuneet, kova on äidin kaipuu
Adoptoitu toiselle puolen lapsiksi elävien kuolleiden
Ympäröi kapalo ikiuntansa uinuvan lapsen ruumista
Eikä kehtoa enää kukaan koskaan keinuta

Tuonelan neito syleilee vastakuollutta
Lasta jonka halusi ja jonka lopulta sai

Hyräillen
Kuiskien
Tuonen neito tuudittaa
Lasta laulaen kehtolaulun
Kuinka pieni lapsi yksin uinui huoneessaan

Viimeinen kehtolaulu kaukaisuudesta kaikuu
Ennen aikojaan hukkuneet liian syvään uneen
Ovat pois nyt nukkuneet, kova on äidin kaipuu
Adoptoitu toiselle puolen lapsiksi elävien kuolleiden
Ympäröi kapalo ikiuntansa uinuvan lapsen ruumista
Eikä kehtoa enää kukaan koskaan keinuta


4. SOLEMNITY

“How come they’ve gone blind under my light?
I’ve given all life to them and they just keep asking more!
My sweetest revenge and lesson to learn for those worms!
I’ll take everything back
And see how they go on without my warmth!”

One day she will return,
One day she’ll reclaim the shards of her soul
Those who took them for free,
Shall face their foul destinies
Hear my cruel claim, as
I wear this mighty crown of solemnity
Forged from my pain and misery, adorned with tear-jewelry

Countless, blazing, explosion-born arms
And claws ravaging darkness,
Creating path of flames,
Luring the vultures of the underworld from below,
Messiahs of the purgatory from above!

And as the doomsday sun
Glistens on all gems of the crown
Death and life become one
Sweeping away all of our world

And great tales leave no trace
Mortals finally cry out their prayers
Humankind seems not to learn
At times misfortune is earned

“Factitious shall be my sacrifice,
And unready offering as the eternal payment,
Of humankind...”

If there’s no mortal good enough to see,
Even though there’s so much light!
Then can sun as well commit her suicide,
Plunging us into the pitch black perdition!

And as the doomsday sun
Glistens on all gems of the crown
Death and life become one
Sweeping away all of our world

Humanity was left under the feet of time
Solemnity now only thing we are allowed
To live with