1. STUCK

Something's got a hold of me
Buried deep inside but won't let me breathe
This feeling I can't shake
The chains that bind me I just can't break
Every single day, it gets harder to bear this intolerable weight
It was only a test but I swam to far against the tide,
I deserve what I get.

These things are weighing, weighing down on me
They're coming down and suffocating me
Too late to change
It is what it is
I deserve everything that I get too late to fucking change
No, I won't fucking change.

No redemption in sight for me
My soul tainted by these dirty deeds
These devils have invaded my brain
Too late for change

So many mistakes I've made
Soon enough will come the day
I'll live in the mess I've made
No room, no room to change

Please, just get me out...

I can't fucking breathe.


2. BURY THE BLAME

Is it me or them?
It's hard to tell with these thoughts fucking up my head
It's killing me to say "I was wrong, so wrong.
I'll just take the blame"
But I could never say it with a straight face
So I just hang my head in shame
I'll bury the blame and hang my head in shame

It was my choice to make
But it was wrong so I bury my head in shame
You'll always have me to blame
Don't try and find me because it will be too late

So now I'm losing my appeal trying to find better ways,
Something real only then I won't have to steal
Show me the way, promise me hope
I don't want to end up at the end of a rope
It might be, the only way I can cope

I'm a slave to my name... So much for hope.


3. ME & MINE

The shame that I carry with me
I hide so well that you can't see
Or so I think I thought I had you fooled
But look close enough and you'll see
You'll see it dragging behind me
And the truth is, I know you know

Don't want to know
Don't want to see
Don't want to think
Don't want to breathe
You're catching up with me
Now you've got me all figured out,man
But you're to late the damage is done

Now I accept the blame
Yet I feel no shame
Did what I did to scrape by
I'll take full blame because it bears no weight in my brain
Truth is, the guilty have no shame

Don't want to know
Don't want to see
Don't want to think
Don't want to breathe
You're catching up with me
Now you've got me all figured out, man
You just can't fucking stop it

There's no way you'll understand it 'till you face it
When you've faced situations I've faced,you'll see it my way
What's mine is mine and what's yours is fucking yours

I'll accept the blame and I'll feel no shame
Did what I did to scrape by
I'll take the blame because it bears no weight no heavy weight in my brain
Truth is, the guilty have no shame

Don't want to know
Don't want to see
Don't want to think
Don't want to breathe
You're catching up with me
Now you've got me all figured out,man
But you're to late the damage is done

Taking what's mine and not yours.

Mine and not yours!


4. NOBODY'S NOTHING

Left alone again
Wondering where all the time went?
With my patience stretched and my loyalty vexed
Now I'm convinced I'll never, ever, ever trust you again
I'll never be able to climb the walls inside your head

An ambition I've found can only lead to failure
No end in sight, so I just give up the fight
I take back everything I said
Look where we are now it never meant shit
And it never will so just forget it
Now I'm stuck with this regret all because I've let it
I never thought I'd fucking regret it

No, I'm not gonna try,
So I'll just wait to die.

Wait to die.

And I just can't apologize for the times
I've made you cry
It's not that I don't feel ashamed
I'm just too much of a coward
To look you in the fucking eye