1. SHELL OF YOUR COMFORT

This is not ‘moving on’
You think you know what’s going on
But you have no idea
Before long you realize
That you don’t fit

This is not ‘living,’ not at all
You are letting them take
Whatever you have
It’s fake
Before long you realize
It’s all just lies

Waiting for that moment with your face against the wall
When all the lights are turned on, there are no walls

It’s hard
You never really know what’s outside of these walls
Do you want to reside
In this shell of your comfort
Take side
It’s your future

Nothing is going as you thought it would
But it’s just going and will keep going
Ask yourself: when was the last time
You really felt utterly alive ?

Waiting for that moment with your face against the wall
When all the lights are turned on, there are no walls!

It’s hard
You never really know what’s outside of these walls
Do you want to reside
In this shell of your comfort
Take side
It’s your future

Lights, so bright, blinding my eyes
Walls, closing in on me
Lights, so bright, blinding my eyes
Walls, closing in on me


2. MY NEVERDENDING WEAKNESS

Gonna tell you why
I can no longer try

One! There's noone to hold on to
Two! It's hard to fix on your own
Three! Damn, don't even bother
As if this ever existed
Hate, drowning in
Walls are closing in
Apart we’re falling
Never forgiven
Erase I can not
Pretend I can not
All we ever go is down down down !

Wore my heart on my sleeve
Tables have turned, it’s hard to believe

Now that I've settled for less
Everything seems so unfair
Now that you've proven heartless
Everything seems so unreal
Now that I'm out of your way
I shall linger in darkness
For you are the reason to
My never-ending weakness
You’ve shattered the remains of my very last hope,
You’ve buried the them deep down in the ground


3. BREATHING IN THE DUST

With draining guilt, my presence quietly grows
Are our bodies confinement for our souls ?
Blind preachers defining which way the water flows
Your black and white, lost in my fading lines

Breathing in the dust of cities burnt ages ago
You don’t seem to reach me
Denial’s our history
Breaking free, I’m breaking free
From whatever u wish me to be
Thousands of years of vanity

If this is a test, and you detest, I’d rather fail
I’m not in the coffin, and you’re to hammer in the nails
For I dream and sing until you’re proven wrong
And there will be no time to tag along

I’m breathing in the dust
And there’s a thousand miles in between

Abide
By my play
Obey
What I say

Not gonna abide
By your play
Not gonna obey
What you say


4. FORGIVE ME

All leads to you
You provoked me
To defy
In this hell against my demons
Pray!
You were just lying there
Lifeless in your blood

Trying hard to breath
I will go insane
This is the story of a crying man and revenge
Crying inside, calling out truth
Don’t let me away
I will pray for you

Forgive me for I have done wrong
Don’t let me get away with this
Please say it
Please say it
Say it

Say you love me and
You will forgive me
We will be forever now
We will never die
And standing still
We will be forever now

The story’s not over
Come in and have a listen
Laughing, gasping
Let me tell you the story
Over and again
This will never end

Say you love me and
You will forgive me
We will be forever in love
We will never die
And standing still
We will be forever in love

Breathing no more
Will you answer ?
Calling out to you
Will you answer ?

Say you love me and
You will forgive me
We will be forever now
We will never die
And standing there
We will be forever now