1. INTO NOWHERE

And so I am drowning
In this vicious cycle
Don't know where to hide
Can't get out of sight

Didn't want to be born
I know life is hell
For me there's no end
Until I descend

Those flames that lick my heart
They are growing high
It will never change
Always be the same

Inside feeling broken
It has torn me apart
I've tried to go on
My efforts are forlorn

Everything pulls me down
My sweet blood is flowing to the ground
Will this be the end? I can see the light
It shines so bright, there's no use to fight

Will I die now ?
Am I forever free ?

Death has caught me with his cold hands
My thoughts are drifting into the night
This is my end, all is getting dark
I have taken fly, my soul left the heart

I am dead now
I am forever free

What a great pleasure
To leave this world
It heals every wound
Final rest will come soon

So that my life is gone
I can be in peace
Into the nowhere
For this I needn't prepare


2. FORLORN

Again I'm on the run
To find someone
I try so hard
But it tears me apart

No-one just like me
They have forsaken
No-one just like me
I'm all alone

It is all so sickening
And there's no fucking
Solution I see
In a world of hypocrisy

And I think I can't do it on my own
And it seems that I'll be always alone
Without you, without them I can't stand this hell
Not real anymore, I'm only a fucking shell

My blackened heart
Bleeding alone
Lost in the dark
This can't go on !


3. ALGID WAYS OF SUBSISTENCE

So beautiful and magical
It is the dying and rebirth

It is coming piece by piece
Bringing the life's release
The sun is only glowing pale
Introducing the time of bale

Cold kingdom of snow and ice
Lord of existence
Winter has come once more
To cleanse the land

Frigid snow starts falling !

All is withering and will die
Dissolving all the old and spry
The ice is paving the way
New life follows decay
Decay!

The realm of eternal ice will arise
All is starving, but soon reawaking

The world is dead, nothing is alive

Below there is something waiting to come out
It is adumbrate the worn-out

Through the cold snow breaks a new scion
A new era is ready to get woven


4. TRAPPED

I, Love you
And, Hate you too
I, have nowhere to go

Can't you see the pain I feel ?
I want to be alone

You, make me cry
Are, the reason why
My, way to the pit
Life, a fucking shit

And, you make me shiver
So, sweet and bitter
I, cannot get out
Fight, security I've never found

All the times I have bled,
I wish we had never met
You're not playing another round,
'Cause a new victim has been found

Why can you control my life ?
Why can't I get rid of you ?
You've never cared about my feelings
Step out of my life !


5. I'LL TREATMENT

What did you think as you fucked his face ?
He will never forget the scene nor the place

You have broken a whole family
As you brought him to his knees

What drives you to abuse a helpless child
These thoughts are even more than vile

Selfmutilation became his mainstay
Pain he wants to get in every fucking way

Thinks that his bodyparts don't belong to him
And the air that he's breathing is getting thin

The memories are so suffocating !


6. RETRIBUTION

All you do is rape me
Over and over again
Suck out my will to live
Nothing more to give

Why can't you
Just leave me alone
My mind it feels so empty
Nothing matters to me

Tormenting me for things I can't see
Is the way I am something to blame ?

Remember the moments you've hurt me
Beating me to the ground
The fear it's haunting allday
But I can't get away

No reason why you've done this
The pain is all that counts
The scars I bear on my face
They're my eternal remembrance

But I'll return
Vengeance for all
I'll make you burn
Break down the wall
Soon you will fall !

I will come back
Making you bleed


7. LOOSING SANITY

Can you hear the tunes of hate ?
I've got those voices in my head
They won't let me be
I guess I'll drown myself in the sea

In this times I ask me why,
Am I longing to die ?
Want to put an end to this shit
And you are the reason for it

Living this life makes me mad
Always crying, I'm so sad
My tears were never seen
No support there's ever been

Always been the deceived
Now I know it's time to leave

I will never be free from pain
Oh it drives me so insane
I know death brings release
The only cure for my disease

Further I'm riding into deep
Too many nights without sleep
Only darkness is surrounding
While demons in my head are prowling

I'm losing my sanity
The last time for me to bleed


8. BOTTOM LINE

You are the
Fucked up thing
I used to
Call my life

You brought me a thousand cries
But also a thousand times
Sweet moments
I'll never forget

I walked through hell
But you are the living dead
You don't feel
Any regret

It's time to flee, get rid of thee

It's time to end
I cant go on
Connecting your name
With this eternal pain

Already too long
Unloaded your hate at me
All that I carry
Is leading to insanity

Love has, made me blind, I know,
That you are gone
In my life, there's no place, for you,
And for your lies

I will never regret, this decision I made
Being without you, this is my fate