1. OUT TO SEA

The air is cold I'm getting old
And going nowhere
This job is shit
I wanna quit
But money is scarce
I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care
Everyday seems the same
Another blank stare

All I want is to be
To feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me
Again

I hate this town
And all the sounds
That drive me crazy
I wanna run and buy a gun
But I'm too lazy
I feel so dead
I feel so numb
But nothing phase me
I check my pulse
But nothings there
I think I'm fading

All I want is to be
To feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me
Again

Out to sea
Nothing but waves to surround me
And all I feel is pain
It's the only thing that's real
And all I need
Is turned to reflect on the life I lead
I'm lost at sea
Nothing but ocean to drown me in

All I want is to be
To feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me
Again


2. THE HIT

Hey record company, do you need a hit
Cause I need a hit too, to give me a different view
Hey Mr. Producer do you want a hit
Cause I want a hit too, to keep me from hitting you

Just being in the same room with you
Makes me want to get high
So I can forget you
Just being in the same room with you
I think I'm losing my mind
I've got nothing to lose.

Hey landlord, do you need the rent
Cause I need the rent too, so I can afford food
Hey baby do you need some of my time
Cause I need my time too, to not think about you

Just being in the same room with you
Makes me want to get high
So I can forget you
Just being in the same room with you
I think I'm losing my mind
I've got nothing to lose.

Take me away from these people
That want shit from me
Just tell them I'm busy
So fuck off and die

Hey record company, do you need a hit
Cause I need a hit too
To keep me from hitting you

Just being in the same room with you
Makes me want to get high
So I can forget you
Just being in the same room with you
I think I'm losing my mind
I've got nothing to lose.


3. LOSER

I've always tried for the best
I never wanted everything to end up so confusing
If all my life is a test
I never thought that God would find my failure so amusing

Give me something good and I'll fuck it up
All my life I've tried but never had much luck
To be happy but I guess it's just not meant to be
I'm gonna die a loser

I'm sorry family and friends
I always wanted to be something you could all be proud of
All I am is a mess
And you still give me every chance in the world and of your love

Give me something good and I'll fuck it up
All my life I've tried but never had much luck
To be happy but I guess it's just not meant to be
I'm gonna die a loser

I'm gonna die a loser

Give me something good and I'll fuck it up
All my life I've tried but never had much luck
To be happy but I guess it's just not meant to be
I'm gonna die a loser

I'm gonna die a loser
I'm gonna die a loser


4. JESUS IS A MANAGER AT WAL-MART

Come on in little one but remember where you are
Hold your thought and your tongue and grab yourself a kart
To fill with all the shit that keeps you on your knees
And if you lead a life of sin, when you're here pretend your clean

Because Jesus is the manager at Wal mart
Because Jesus is the manager at Wal mart
He freed us from our sins, and gave the world a new start
And now Jesus is the manager at Wal mart

Close your mind with the door to keep the demons out
Everyone in the store hashas shut their little mouths
Except when to say, "look how much we saved"
And all we have to do is smile, while our minds decay

Because Jesus is the manager at Wal mart
Because Jesus is the manager at Wal mart
He freed us from our sins, and gave the world a new start
And now Jesus is the manager at Wal mart


And if you say, he died for you, you'll be saved
And if you say, he died for you, then you'll save

Close your mind with the door
Close your mind with the door

Because Jesus is the manager at Wal mart
Because Jesus is the manager at Wal mart
He freed us from our sins, and gave the world a new start
And now Jesus is the manager at Wal mart


5. THE FREAKS ARE COMING

Never questioned anything about the way that you were raised
Keep your life so plain, everything the same
Every Sunday take your kids to church just like your folks did
Don't let them complain and never go insane

You're scared of the changing world round you
But you know what to do

So lock your doors and shut the blinds
Cause you know that the freaks are coming
Cover your ears and close your eyes
Cause you know that the freaks are coming
Don't let your kids be hypnotized
By the way of the world that you live in
So lock your doors and close your mind
So the freaks can't get in

Bleeding questions all the time wondering about this life
Show them the christian way, keep them nice and safe
Public school is not for you, there's too much sex and drug abuse
It's a scary place, those people have no chance

You're scared of the changing world round you
But you know what to do

So lock your doors and shut the blinds
Cause you know that the freaks are coming
Cover your ears and close your eyes
Cause you know that the freaks are coming
Don't let your kids be hypnotized
By the way of the world that you live in
So lock your doors and close your mind
So the freaks can't get in

Look away you'll be fine, don't let the evil of this world in your mind
Try to stay in the light
These freaks are wrong and you know you're that right

Look away you'll be fine, don't let the evil of this world in your mind
Try to stay in the light
Theses freaks are wrong and you know you're that right

So lock your doors and shut the blinds
Cause you know that the freaks are coming
Cover your ears and close your eyes
Cause you know that the freaks are coming
Don't let your kids be hypnotized
By the way of the world that you live in
Lock your doors and close your mind
Lock your doors and close your mind
Lock your doors and close your mind
So the freaks can't get in


6. MORNING LIGHT

All the pain brings me down again
I've fallen to the floor
Drag myself through the dirt again
I'm heading for the door
I know it's there on the other side
The moon is setting slow
Use the best of my will to fight
This feelings got to go

In the morning light
I'll start again with open eyes
And I feel alright
The pain is gone, I'm still alive

Try to stay as clean as possible
The dirt just wont come off
Pull myself to the window sill
See how much time I've lost
Dwelling on the mistakes I've made
My soul has paid the price
Times are hard in the perma fade
I never see things right

In the morning light
I'll start again with open eyes
And I feel alright
The pain is gone, I'm still alive

Is my soul's supposed to bleed, it's happening again
And I'm feeling so lost without you
It's getting hard to see, I hope it's not the end
Cause I need help to find the answer

In the morning light
I'll start again with open eyes
And I feel alright
The pain is gone, I'm still alive
Still alive
Still alive


7. ADJUSTMENTS

Pull the world over my eyes, make me feel secure
Before you stomp on everything that I have ever stood for
I know your tricks, I know your game,
I know your every lure
I know you think I could be great with just a few adjustments

So open your fucking ears and listen to my words
There's nothing you can ever say to change my mind
I need to make this clear
These words they must be heard
I'm only me and I don't care if you don't like it

Say the right things all the time, I've heard it all before
And I don't need another asshole in my life right now
Try to be my everything, my everything and more
But everything in my life holds me down and keeps me bored

So open your fucking ears and listen to my words
There's nothing you can ever say to change my mind
I need to make this clear
These words they must be heard
I'm only me and I don't care if you don't like it
I don't give a fuck if you don't

Like it
Fake it
Love it
Hate it

So open your fucking ears and listen to my words
There's nothing you can ever say to change my mind
I need to make this clear
These words they must be heard
I'm only me and I don't care if you don't like it

So open your fucking ears and listen to my words
There's nothing you can ever say to change my mind
I need to make this clear
These words they must be heard
I'm only me and I don't care if you don't like it


8. HERE'S TO ANOTHER

I walked into a bar tonight
I knew that it was the last place I should be
I'm like a fly to the neon lights
A good buzz is the only thing I need

Pull up a stool
Nothing to do except
Shut after shot
Drink till I puke
And I'm standing on the edge of what is real
I feel like I've drank away the better part of years
My fears have me
Pinned against a wall
But without them I would fall so
Before I'm gone lets have a cheers

I've lived through some hard times
I've done the best I could with what I've had
Life is never a short flight
I'm still so young how did I get so

Pull up a stool
Nothing to do except
Shut after shot
Drink till I puke
And I'm
Standing on the edge of what is real
I feel like I've drank away the better part of years
My fears have me
Pinned against a wall
But without them I would fall so
Before I'm gone lets have a cheers

Before I'm gone lets have a cheers
Before I'm gone lets have a cheers

Standing on the edge of what is real
I feel like I've drank away the better part of years
My fears have me
Pinned against a wall
But without them I would fall so
Before I'm gone lets have a cheers
Before I'm gone lets have a cheers
Before I'm gone lets have a cheers

Before I'm gone lets have a cheers


9. DISEASE

I'll take the blame
So you don't have to feel ashamed
I'll hide your pain
So deep that you won't feel a thing

As I hold you
I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears
To help you through
But inside I'm screaming for some healing
Never felt so empty
And I'm telling you
It's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know there's something more to living than this horrible disease

I'll block it out,
The screams that fill my mind with doubt
Please quiet down,
I need you to be calm, not shout

As I hold you
I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears
To help you through
But inside I'm screaming for some healing
Never felt so empty
And I'm telling you
It's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know there's something more to living than this horrible disease

Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy
To keep your heart form freezing
Just for now
Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy
To keep your heart form freezing
Just for now

Screaming for some healing
Never felt so empty
And I'm telling you
It's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to try hard but it's never enough
And I'm all out of energy
And I'm tired of fucking up
Hide scars and pretend that I'm tuff
When I know on the inside
Life is calling my bluff

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not won mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not won mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

So sure that you've got it all down
So strong and confident
You're the king of this town
Then life sends a shattering blow
Now you've lost everything
There's no place to go

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not won mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not won mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

I hold these scars in remembrance
Loss of blood for my arrogance
Hold out my hands for deliverance

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not won mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not won mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

Know there's something more to living than this horrible disease


10. LIVE FOREVER

Try hard but it's never enough
And I'm all out of energy
And I'm tired of fucking up
Hide scars and pretend that I'm tuff
When I know on the inside
Life is calling my bluff

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not wone mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not wone mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

So sure that you've got it all down
So strong and confident
Your're the king of this town
Then life sends a shattering blow
Now you've lost everything
Theres no place to go

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not wone mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not wone mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

I hold these scars in rememberance
Loss of blood for my erogance
Hold out my hands for deliverance

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not wone mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

The world will knock you down
The world will take you out
There's not wone mother fucker in this world
That's gonna live forever
Gonna live forever


11. BETTER OFF ALONE

Starting with a whisper turning into screams
If words that only blister
I thought that I had missed her but only in my dreams
So I'll drink this bottle of listerine

To try and numb the pain
A bullet to the brain
This fighting tells me that I'm better off alone
I'm better off alone than nailed to you
This heart inside me is turning into stone
I'm better off alone than nailed to you
Nailed into you

I feel like such a loser playing in this game
To make sure I don't lose her
I think I'm just afraid of facing anything
So I'll drink this bottle of listerine

To try and numb the pain
A bullet to the brain
This fighting tells me that I'm better off alone
I'm better off alone than nailed to you
This heart inside me is turning into stone
I'm better off alone than nailed to you

Pass me a shot to calm my fear
Take me anywhere but here
Pass me a shot to calm my fear
Help me

To try and numb the pain
A bullet to the brain
This fighting tells me that I'm better off alone
I'm better off alone than nailed to you
This heart inside me is turning into stone
I'm better off alone than nailed to you

Nailed to you
Nailed to you


12. VULTURES

When all the fish are in the game
And everybody looks the same
It's hard to tell if they're your friend
They'll never be there in the end

Thats why I hate the smiles and I hate the flies
That buzz around the bullshit
I can't wait to die so all the mouths
Of the vultures can be fed

They only care when you're on top
They'll fuck your girlfriend when your not
Live off your blood life off your pain
And when you're gone forget your name

Thats why I hate the smiles and I hate the flies
That buzz around the bullshit
I can't wait to die so all the mouths
Of the vultures can be fed

My life is not a fucking game
My life is not a fucking game

Fuck you my life is not a game
Fuck you my life is not a game

Thats why I hate the smiles and I hate the flies
That buzz around the bullshit
I can't wait to die so all the mouths
Of the vultures can be fed