1. (SIC)

Enemy - show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything
Even if I can't handle you!
Readily - either way it better be
Dont you fuckin' pity me
Get up, get off..

What the hell am I sayin'?
I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent
I want somebody to step up, step off
Walls! Let me fall! Fuck you all!
Get a grip, don't let me slip 'til I drop the ball!

Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin down, this is a war!

Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted state of mind?
You're leavin' me suspect, I'm leavin' you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press you face against the glass - suffer

I've just begun
Its about that time
Gotta get mine

You can't kill me
Cuz I'm already
Inside you

Sick


2. THREE NIL

Chaos - it's just the beginning
Every promise I made I'm rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning the constant
Cry for help - it's debatable
The only reason that you love me is I'm hated by all
Come on - come see dysfunction
I guess we're gonna leave it open for discussion

Who am I? And where am I going?
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction
Maybe I'm looking for any direction
This is not my war - This is not my fight
This is something more, this is not my life
(This is not my) revolution
(This is not my) convolution
(This is not my) expectation
(This is not my ) desperation!!!!

Holed up, scarred and tamed for the hell of it
Look at me - I am the glorified malcontent
Save me? Save this!
All I gotta do is give up and all is forgiven
I'm sick of being the butt of a cosmic joke
And I don't get the punch line
A million people lined up for miles

To see the great big mouth shut up and apologize
This is not my war- this is not my fight
This is something more
This is not my life
This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my only reason to question why
Today, I said goodbye
Goodbye!

Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today I said goodbye!

I'm the pariah (break me!)
I am the liar (save me!)
I can take anything (make me!)
Accuse me of everything (take me!)
Cut off the system (shape me!)
Deny my existence (waste me!)
I won't be afraid (try me!)
I won't be unmade (deny me!)
So come on, break it off
Come on, buy the lie
Come on, say it, say it
Come on, say goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today I said goodbye!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the tings I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on


3. DUALITY

have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on - I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way - nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on - I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got, all I've got is insane

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it !

All I've got, all I've got is insane

Opium of the people

Watch those idiosyncrasies
Watch all the idiots fall on me
Running out of ways to get outta the way
Take another shot just to stay the same
But I need some balance, back it off
Fill your lungs 'till it makes you cough
Tell me everything's gonna be alright
'Cause I don't think I'll make it through tonight

The only way - is all the way

Oh - my - God
It's judgment day and I'm not prepared
Everybody out there's running scared
So take a little bit off the top
I don't care just make it stop

I won't give another soul to you
I won't give another life to you
You have to stop
Stop!!!!!!!

Do one thing and say something cryptic
But the styles always clash
One thing I know for sure
The hypothetical won't work anymore
One wrong move and they will pound (this song just gets insanely kickass in about 1/8th of a second)
My nails are tight inside my wrists
This sacrament is sacrilege and sentimental
Deity experimental, faith is accidental

I won't give another soul to you
I won't give another life to you
I won't give another thought to you
I won't give any more of my hope to you


4. DISASTERPIECE

I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside,find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean

My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out,cuz you were never alive
I am infinite,I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why

(No one is - safe)
Noises,noises,people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin' at?
I'll tell you what you're lookin' at
Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at

Look in my eyes for the answers - typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to power them
Once again,it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine,it's not fair,it's outta my hands
And it's shaking - you'll never take me

(No one is - safe)
Noises,noises,people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

Nothing!

(Hate) Hate ain't enough to describe me
(Scream) Somewhere between screaming and crying
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

(Why) When do I get to know why?
(Bitter) Bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Pull your hands away
I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead,so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case

(Covet) Everything around me's mine
(Stay) Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

(Down) Scratching and clawing all the way
(Stay) You won't let me fucking stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

(Live) Is there another way to live?
(Die) Cuz it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be


5. PULSE OF THE MAGGOTS

I fight for the unconventional
My right and it's unconditional
I can only be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
This isn't just a way to be a martyr
I can't walk alone any longer
I fight for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose - at least I tried!

We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots!

I won't be the inconsequential
I won't be the wasted potential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
It isn't just a one-sided version
We've dealt with a manic subversion
I won't let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victim deserted

We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots!

Do you understand? Yes!
Say it again, say it again
We won't die!
We fight 'till no one can fight us
We live and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed to far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back in their face
We won't walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger

We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots

Do you understand ? Yes!
Say it again, say it again - We won't die


6. HERETIC ANTHEM

I'm a ennemi pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
Like a dead beat winner,I wanna to be a sinner
An idolized bang for the industry killer
A hideous man that you don't understand
Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap
It's evilsonic,it's pornoholic
Breakdown,obscenities it's all I wanna be

If you're 555,then I'm 666
If you're 555,I'm 666
(What's it like to be a heretic?)

Everbody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face,they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
Toy - nobody wants anything I've got
Which is fine,because you're made of
Everything - I'm - not

If you're 555,then I'm 666
If you're 555,I'm 666
(What's it like to be a heretic?)

30 seconds,16,8,4,lemme tell you why
I haven't the slightest,I'm teaching your brightest
They're listening,clamoring
All the money in the world can't buy me
Go ahead, lie to me
Tell me again how you're tortured
I wanna know how you followed your order so well
You're full of shit
You had a dream,but this ain't it


7. SPIT IT OUT

Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe its time you had the tables turned
Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty..

...Man nearly killed me
Steppin' where you fear to tread
Stop, drop, and roll - you were dead from the git-go!
Big mouth fucker, stupid cocksucker
Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought

Always is and never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear ya - think I fear ya? Bullshit!
Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
Is there anyway to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
Its gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, literal profanity - hit me!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

Maybe its the way you gota spread a lotta rumor fodder
Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realize
Step up, fairy
I guess its time to bury your ass
With the chrome straight to the dome
You heard me right bitch, I didn't stutter
And if you know what's good just shut up and beg, brother
Backstab - don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe - we know the ass that you're kissin'!

Bigity-biggidy bitch boy, halfway houser
Don't hear shit cuz I keeps gettin' louder
Come up and you get a face full o' tactic
Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket
You got no pull, no power no nothin'
Now you start shit? Well ain't that something?
Payoffs don't protect and you can hide if you want
But I'll find you - comin' up behind you!

'Bout time I set this record straight
Cuz all the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate
Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
Where you gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools and all the politix
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
Bam - are you sick of me?
Good enough - had enough

Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!


8. PEOPLE=SHIT

Here we go again,motherfucker

Come on down,and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound,like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head,you live when I'm dead

One more time, motherfucker

Everybody hates me now,so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands,and I
Don't know why,I'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I don't wanna die in this place

People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit

It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone
Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'M - not - like - you - I - just - fuck - up

C'mon motherfucker,everbody has to die

People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit


9. WAIT AND BLEED

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

And it waits for you!


10. SURFACING

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is doing me in

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is doing me in!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Showin' you nothing, but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fucking thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move


11. LEFT BEHIND

I know I know the faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures made to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered what I've done to
Calcify...

(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind,we let it all slip away

I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face
Don't even try it! You had to be a liar just to
Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning

(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind,we let it all slip away

Take...this...away..
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the holy ghost
And kill you if you get too close


12. EEYORE

Meet the man that made me
Greet the can that I came from
Oh the fucking sacred heart of Jesus
Blew it in the back room
Feelin' like a real goon
Slam the fuck aside, man
I'm on - you're not

I am the great big mouth

Good riddance - though I'm sad to say
I didn't get to kill you
Rhetoric - Better look both ways
I gotta get an arm through
Stain
What the fuck is up? Get the fuck away
Run if you want to
Innocent? You're a guilty conscience
Laugh last - break through
Stain

Prepare you fucker

I don't give a shit, bitch
I don't give a fuck, bitch
I don't understand, bitch
You don't matter
I don't give a shit, man
I don't give a fuck, man
I don't really care, man
I'm the super sized man


13. DISASTERPIECE

(See lyrics on track 4)


14. PURITY

Maze... psychopathic daze... I create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
Ways... can't escape this place... I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying

Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe and I can hardly take it!

Hands on my face over bearing I can't get out

Lost... ran at my own cost... hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak... all around me weak... listening incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one you're dogging

I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please... losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying

You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
There is something in you I despise

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
Willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowlege in my pain
Or was my tolerence a phase
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die


15. MY PLAGUE

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled,ridiculed
Made to feel minuscule
If you consider the source,it's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...That's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why,but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a reason to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard,but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
I can't fuckin' take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it's fuckin' war
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you


16. WAIT AND BLEED

(See lyrics on track 9)


17. SURFACING

(See lyrics on track 10)