1. TO DIE IN FALL

Sustaining life is meaningless, complacent hearts collapse in stride
We cannot know, we cannot call out for help, out for a way in and
I forget just why I lay here, to rise and bleed and die in fall
Preserving fear, deserving fear, the satellite, the satellite collapses hard
Controls my friends
The weather man predicts the end and I forget just why I lay here emotionless
To rise and bleed and die in fall
And I need to push you so far away
Cause I want to do to you what I have always longed to do
Cause it's been so long since we spoke and I keep pushing away but you knew exactly
Who I wanted you to be, Lazurus born from a stain, lie down and take the truth is ugly
Such a waste of energy and such a waste of time your such a waste and
I forget just why I lay here motionless to rise and bleed and die in fall.


2. 433 (HYPOTETHICAL SITUATION)

I'm less than nothing and holding my nerves
Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near
Designed to crush me a six year haze as the substance lets me down
Cause it's not real and that's why
It's how I always want to feel so let's die before the secrets get revealed
I'm falling over from scratches built through time
For timeless mistakes, my memories dissolve and all I know are these scars
And it's not real and that's why
It's how I always want to feel so let's die, before the secrets get revealed
I've tried but nothing can ever appeal and if you don't mind I'd like to throw it all away
Well I've been down that road, the sober soldier
I doubt I'll make it home so get me away from here, before I fall apart
Cause it's easy to do and it feels and it seems true
But it's not real and that's why
Its how I always want to feel so let's die, before the secret gets revealed
I've tried but nothing ever can appeal and if you don't mind I'd like to throw it all away.


3. TABULA RASA

The kid next door is defective, the trees are rotting and bending to the ground
Watch the un-tainted innocence, collapse into lewd misfortunes
And I swear, but the truth feels so empty
And I run, but there's darkness everywhere
Paralyzed you can't see
Paranoid you can't sleep
Through the lies that surround you
Paralyzed you can't breath
Paranoid you can't sleep
Through the lies that surround you
I'm at least half a mile away, but much further than I thought I would be
To finding my way out of this hole, but the darkness here is so soothing
And I swear but the truth gets me nowhere
And I run but there's darkness everywhere
Paranoid you can't sleep
Paralyzed you can't see
Through the lies that surround you
Paranoid you can't sleep
Paralyzed you can't see
Through the lies that surround you
Substance seals leaks in you, damaged ship so we sink right
Before my eyes but it's putting out the fire well
Carnage lights up the sky but it's just as well
No one's fine sinking into the darkness it's no surprise
Paranoid you can't sleep
Paralyzed you can't see
Through the lies that surround you
Paranoid you can't sleep
Paralyzed you can't see
Through the lies that surround you
What you can't see is your disease, is everything its everything and you
You can't taste this, cause you just waste it


4. SOMETHING MORE

The worst is yet to come, so vulnerable and dumb say the words and I'll dissolve
Tell me how long should this last I've been forgetting how to act and
These memories will burn like gasoline
And I believe there's something more cause this isn't what I've been looking for
If I blink my eyes I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense a mirage of an oasis but it kills my time
Well try to remember what I sought, I never gave it that much thought
Does it really matter at all, cause there really is no time for opening up my eyes
Cause you know that I have seen it all before
And I believe there's something more cause this isn't what I've been looking for
If I blink my eyes I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense a mirage of an oasis but it kills my time
Well I wish I could always feel this good, I wish that I could always feel this way,
Wish I could always feel this good, wish that I could always know what's out there
Cause I believe there's something more, cause this isn't what I've been looking for
If I blink my eyes I'm afraid I might miss some of it this
This makes no sense a mirage of an oasis but it kills my time
I wish I could always feel this good, I wish that I could always feel this way,
I wish I could always feel this good, wish that I could be imitating the screen imitating the screen if you hate something it goes away if you hate something then just wait.


5. PASSIVE RESISTOR

Cozy in this home, burnt up swollen pains
Fear is on the plate but you can't recognize the danger that you've gotten yourself in
Do as I'm told not for long
But on the mattress, I had a good time
I can't remember she wore the same brands as everyone else
That's why I don't mind if she deciphers the lines
Welcome to the despair, this is my trophy room
And fear is on the plate but you can't recognize the anger as it builds beneath the skin
Cause it's fucking mine
But on the mattress, I had a good time
I can't remember, the wore the same brands as everyone else
That's why I don't mind, if she deciphers the lines
I guess it's alright to be scared because fear has a funny way of killing me slowly but
I know you too well, to expect the truth wouldn't fall apart
I might as well lie to myself, on top of my fucking lungs, my fucking lungs
Tear to pieces everything you've ever known bout this world
Your preconceived notions conceited emotions will never see the light of day and
Of all the things we're distanced from, who'd of thought it'd be ourselves
We're hypnotized, well look outside we'll never be the same again.


6. THE ARCTIC OCEAN

Stained and afraid that this won't ever go away
Engulfed inside a blaze of memories
And the strain of digging holes, is beginning to take it's toll
And I saw this coming, when you started running over my dreams but isn't it funny
It eats at me slowly and I found redemption in suffering
And it's just like you to say, I'd be better off without you anyway
Now I'm stumbling through my words and it's all your fault, so feel guilty
Stained and looking for a way out of this mess
The feelings and the truth are hard to confess
But you've seen the cycle round now I guess you had me figured out
So you watched me suffer, it inched it's way slowly under my skin
But I saw this coming, when you started running
Now it seems sensible to burn the bridge
And it's just like you to say, that it's better when you have things your own way
Now I'm stumbling through my words and it's all your fault
So feel guilty.


7. SEVEN

Lie awake completely satisfied and let the sweat run through my hair
Well, I haven't felt this way in quite some time, when I look over your not there
Pain I won't let you slip away, no everybody makes mistakes sometimes
Everyone here knows this is killing me
It tears the soul straight from my spine, but in the end I guess the truth is shown
That you won't ever really be mine
I shuffled through the lies and
Pain I won't let you slip away, no everybody makes mistakes sometimes
So rain on my parade, rain on my parade, rain
I figured it out this time and I guess that's a start
You're only half as smart as the one that tears you apart
Let the evidence show that I never really had a case
I'd like to wipe that smile right off your fucking face
Feel the tears run down so I guess I lost control
Everybody knows something I ain't ever gonna know
And if this wound ever heals maybe I'll sleep again
Somebody please kill me before I am dead
Lie awake completely satisfied and let the sweat run through my hair
Well I haven't felt this way in quite some time, when I look over your not there
Pain I won't let you slip away, no everybody makes mistakes
Now rain on my parade, rain on my parade rain
I won't let you, I won't let you make mistakes, make mistakes
I won't let you slip away cause everybody makes mistakes
I won't let you slip away I won't let you


8. PLASMA

I don't want to feel this way, I don't want to pretend that these feelings don't exist
But I'm aware, yet so afraid I'll make mistakes I'll always regret,
And by the way, would it be O.K., if we went our separate ways, just to see
I don't want to hide the truth, but I can see you through jaded eyes my faded broken gaze
It strays away, and I am afraid that I'll make mistakes I'll always regret
And by the way, would it be O.K., if we went our separate ways
Cause I can't breathe
Sometimes I think that these chains can be broken
And I can see your eyes, your lying through your teeth and I'm aware, this isn't fair
And by the way, would it be O.K., if we went our separate ways
To see if in time the shades are drawn back again
The light reflects upon what might have been
And I will be here cause I don't mind waiting


9. THE SILENT ACQUIESCENCE OF MILLIONS

Always feeling so uncomfortable, and the situation tends to be predictable
Hope slips through trained fingers, It's how it's always been
I can't seem to tear myself away, been living in the past with my mistakes
But I always find a way to numb the tension, bury thoughts alone
Under the skin to hide the damage done to my defense
Senses dulled then cracked, I concede that maybe
I'm unsure of just what it takes to frustrate and dismantle apathy
Rain, wash away the temptations before I let them get the best of me
Yesterday's accomplishments, replaced by tomorrow's burdens
A never ending cycle begins, so diseased and looking for a means to an end
I found nothings solid anymore, all that's left is try and I confess that maybe
I'm unsure of just what it takes to frustrate and dismantle apathy
Rain, wash away the temptations before I let them get the best of me
Designed and developed inside of my lungs, on the tip of my fucking tongue
But no one ever gets the point
That life is always about to fall to pieces, just something beautiful that's about to get wrecked
But no one wants to feel at all
Because we've made ourselves so numb, but I want to feel something
I won't ever live that way again, somewhere along the line I lost feeling
And I lost control, But then I lost strength and completely lost hope
When our lives are consumed by society's fumes,
We punch our time clocks and watch the ignorance bloom
And how strange that we all feel the same, and how strange that no one dares complain
See I'm always turning backwards and forwards again retracing my steps to the bitter cold end
Rewind the tape and let me see exactly where it went wrong, indulge in our pasts strong
And how strange that we all feel the same, and how strange that no one complains
Designed and developed inside of my lungs on the tip of my fucking tongue
But no one ever gets the point
That life is always about to fall to pieces something beautiful that's about to get wrecked
But no one wants to feel at all
Because we made ourselves so numb, don't you want to feel something


10. BITMAP

Is someone there, I can hear you breathing
I know your out there I can hear you breathing wrong way
With all my heart with all my soul you'll stay who could complain when
If all this goes as planned I know, you'll stay with me
No, please stay, if all this goes as planned I know we'll stay complete


11. ARMSLENGTH

Sold the instructions to their souls, as they bask in the material world
So many things that I would like to change and
I am bending over backwards and it's just like everyone tries so hard to stay
At least about an arms length away, don't you remember what you wanted anymore
I know I stayed young
So there's haunting in your soul and at least as far anyone here knows
So many things that you would like to change but try bending over backwards
Well, it's just like everyone tries so hard to stay at least about an arms length away
Don't you remember what you wanted anymore
I know I stayed young
Educated masses play the slaves and you might be better off to suffocate the stage then
You would see perception is your disease and
I know by the look in your eyes that your shoving something down
Where it won't be found
When it's just like everyone tries so hard to stay
At least about an arms length away, don't you remember what you wanted anymore
I know I stayed young and it's just like, it's just like you.