Silverstein : A Beautiful Place to Drown

Emo Metal / Canada
(2020 - UNFD)
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1. BAD HABITS (FT. INTERVALS)

I keep chasing
Bad feelings
I keep breaking down
I never deal with it
Drown cause I don't wanna swim
I'm good with
Bad habits

I know this is how I get
I take a small thing and get obsessed
But I don't care what anyone says
It's just me and my demons left
I believe in all my doubts
I could be good but I need to calm down
But I'm back on my bullshit now
I'm running back to a burning house

Why pay for my mistakes
I get them for free

Why do I keep chasing
Bad feelings
I keep breaking down
I never deal with it
Drown cause I don't wanna swim
I'm good with
Bad habits

Left home fist full of stones
Unpacked in a new glass condo
Cut my teeth biting my own tongue
Left no short song unsung
Took a chance on a melody
Laid down where the train should be
Rescued by a hand in the ocean
Now I'm alive in the wind's reflection

Why pay for my mistakes
I get them for free

Why do I keep chasing
Bad feelings
I keep breaking down
I never deal with it
Drown cause I don't wanna swim
I'm good with
Bad habits

Slow down
The broken record's still spinning
Drop 45 to 33
I'm sinking
Lower lower lower
I'm sinking
Lower lower lower

I keep chasing
Bad feelings
I keep breaking down
I never wanted to quit
Cause I'm good with it

I keep chasing
Bad feelings
I keep breaking down
I never deal with it
Drown cause I don't wanna swim
I'm good with
Bad habits

Why do I keep chasing
Bad feelings
I keep chasing
Bad feelings (Down, I never deal with it)
I keep chasing
Bad feelings (Drown cause I don't wanna swim)
I'm good with
Bad habits


2. BURN IT DOWN (FT. CALEB SHOMO)

In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down

I woke up in a dark place
I try to see straight, but it's all a blur
I just wanna see your face
But I'm shivering looking for a kerosene cure

I had my fortune read
By a fire lit by the dead
I saw the start of the end
And it whispered

Let's burn it down, down
There's no way out
I can read you like a matchbook
Speeding and we can't slow down
Cause I need this now
In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down
Burn it down

I'm sick of being deceived
With a blindfold on while I'm looking for a saviour
I try to stop the bleeding
But you cut so deep and I feel like a failure

I had my fortune read
And I know it's slipping away again
I saw the start of the end
And it whispered

Let's burn it down, down
There's no way out
I can read you like a matchbook
Speeding and we can't slow down
Cause I need this now
In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down, down, down, down
In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down, down, down, down
In all my dreams you're screaming
In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down

No rest for the weak with a voice this loud
Your mistake was the hope I found
I lit the match in the middle of the crowd
Watch it explode, let it fall to the ground

I lit the match in the middle of the crowd
Watch it explode, let it fall to the ground
I lit the match in the middle of the crowd
Watch it explode, let it fall to the ground

In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down, down
There's no way out
I can read you like a matchbook
Speeding and we can't slow down
Cause I need this now
In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down, down, down, down
In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down, down, down, down
In all my dreams you're screaming
In all my dreams you're screaming
Burn it down


3. WHERE ARE YOU

I had that dream again
It scared me half to death
I guess I'm not over it
Feels like a heart attack
Could this breath be my last?
Is this how it ends?

But if I make my head stop spinning will my heart stop too?
Lost myself trying to hold on to you
(Where are you tonight?)

Where are you tonight?
I can't get you out of my mind
Where are you tonight?
Cause I still feel like I could flat line
Where are you tonight?

And if I set the scene
Inside a memory
I feel you breathing
But I'm a masochist
Hit me like a thousand bricks
That you're out, and I'm down, and I'm wondering

If I make my head stop spinning will my heart stop too?
Lost myself trying to hold on to you
(Where are you tonight?)

Where are you tonight?
I can't get you out of my mind
Where are you tonight?
Cause I still feel like I could flat line
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?

Have I seen you for the last time?
Am I moving with the low tide?
Am I a shadow in your headlights?
Or am I lying in an outline?
Am I a shadow in your headlights?

Where are you tonight?
I can't get you out of my mind
Where are you tonight?
Cause I still feel like I could flat line
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?

Where are you tonight?
Cause every second is a lifetime


4. INFINITE (FT. AARON GILLEPSIE)

I wanna breathe like I'm brand new
Why can't I feel like I'm supposed to
Don't you feel the pressure I do
Tell me this will end soon

My mind's running away a mile a minute, can't shake it off
A free fall, I'd give anything to make it stop
How can I be an optimist when all this feels

Infinite
When the darkness finds me
All this feels infinite
And the pain is blinding
All this feels

Infinite
It's infinite
Infinite
It's infinite

I gotta find some way to relate
I drew a line just so I could see straight
Erase every lie and half truth
Anything I have to

My mind's running away a mile a minute, can't shake it off
Six feet down buried in my own thoughts
How can I be an optimist when all this feels

Infinite
When the darkness finds me
All this feels infinite
And the pain is blinding
All this feels

Infinite
It's infinite
Infinite
It's infinite

When the darkness finds me
And I follow blindly
How can I keep it together when all this feels

Infinite
It's infinite
Infinite
It's infinite
(It's infinite!)

It's infinite


5. SHAPE SHIFT

Shape shift till you disappear
A secret handshake looking in the mirror
You're losing touch with the side of yourself
That knows the difference between heaven and hell

A cheap trick that you did too much
You wanted more but you didn't care what
Now I don't know if there's a difference between
Who you are and who you pretend to be

I never stood a chance here, did I?
You got me in a trance with another line
I never stood a chance here, did I?

Do you even listen to yourself
When you get caught up talking so untrue?
Nothing you could say to me now
It's too late for honest cause I'll never believe in you
Cause I'll never believe in you

You're getting good at terrible thing
For a second got the world on a string
I only see what you want me to see
Blurring the lines between fame and infamy

I never stood a chance here, did I?
You got me in a trance with another line
I never stood a chance here, did I?

Do you even listen to yourself
When you get caught up talking so untrue?
Nothing you could ever say to me now
It's too late for honest cause I'll never believe in you
Cause I'll never believe in you

I never stood a chance here, did I?
You got me in a trance with another line
I never stood a chance here, did I?

(Do you) even listen to yourself
When you get caught up talking so untrue?
Nothing you could ever say to me now
It's too late for honest cause I'll never believe in you
Cause I'll never believe in you
I'll never believe it

I never stood a chance here, did I?
You got me in a trance with another line
I never stood a chance here, did I?


6. ALL ON ME

Would you wait up for me
If I call in a minute?
It's hard to be here
This time zone's a killer
And it's all on me
You caught me having a moment

I'll let you know when it's over
I'll let you know when it's over

Lost your voice on the line
Giving me too much credit
Must be out of my mind
Love leaves if you let it

So let me know if it's over
So let me know if it's over

I know that I live in the letdowns
Did I already fade to the background?
Cause I've been on the run for some time now

So let me know if it's over
So let me know if it's over

Got your note in the air
I replied on the pavement
I'm afraid to find out
If you mean what you're saying

I just want to come home
Is it still my apartment?
On that red eye flight
Move through the darkness

So let me know if it's over
So let me know if it's over
So let me know if it's over
So let me know if it's over


7. MADNESS (FT. PRINCESS NOKIA)

I think we've been here before
We do it to ourselves
In the eye of the storm
But it feels like hell
Ignoring the signs
We just keep doing the same damn thing
Yeah

Over and over we're at it again
I can't tell if it's the start or the end
Over and over we're at it again
Now I'm talking back to the voice in my head like

You, you, you know
It's too fast
Too close
This isn't love
This is madness
You, you, you know
Too far gone
So it goes
This isn't love
This is madness

How many times is enough
Where do I draw the line?
Cause when it feels like trust
It gets me every time
Deep down I know better
But I just keep letting you twist the knife
Yeah

Over and over we're at it again
I can't tell if it's the start or the end
Over and over we're at it again
Now I'm talking back to the voice in my head like

You, you, you know
It's too fast
Too close
This isn't love
This is madness
You, you, you know
Too far gone
So it goes
This isn't love
This is madness

Romantic ambulance chaser
Fuck pen, let's write in eraser
And when it's all gone I'll be fine
I thought last time was the last time

I took my heart back, and no you can't have it
This isn't love, it's straight out of madness
Doing drugs, our love was a habit
Your drug is good, but I am an addict

I get it
I'm a romantic ambulance chaser
Fuck pen, let's write in eraser
And when it's all gone I'll be alright
But it's never the last time

I had enough, it's time to beat this habit
I'm growing cold, I'm caught in your madness
Soon enough, you'll only end tragic
I hear your voice, the comfort in sadness

Over and over we're at it again
I can't tell if it's the start or the end
Over and over we're at it again
Now I'm talking back to the voice in my head like

You, you, you know
It's too fast
Too close
This isn't love
This is madness
You, you, you know
Too far gone
So it goes
This isn't love
This is madness

(It's madness)
You, you, you know
This isn't love, this is madness


8. SAY YES!

Last time you came around
I couldn't see myself
Last time we talked it was the wrong time
But now I've figured out
I don't want anyone else
Can we stay here for a long time?

I'm a silhouette talking to myself
I'm the lights left on in an abandoned house
I've been on the rocks I've been so down low
I know I should have stayed instead of letting go but

Last time you came around
I couldn't see myself
Last time we talked it was the wrong time
But now I've figured out
I don't want anyone else
Can we stay here for a long time?

Oh, if you just say yes
We can stay here for a long time
Oh, if you just say yes
We can stay here for a long time

I try to do it right but it comes out wrong
I'm a half court shot after the buzzer's gone
And I'm feeling like a fire in the pouring rain
It's never the right time never the right place

Last time you came around
I couldn't see myself
Last time we talked it was the wrong time

Oh, if you just say yes
We can stay here for a long time
Oh, if you just say yes
We can stay here for a long time

Last time you came around
I couldn't see myself
Last time we talked it was the wrong time

Oh, if you just say yes
We can stay here for a long time
Oh, if you just say yes
We can stay here for a long time

Say yes say yes say yes
And we can stay here for a long time


9. STOP

Feels like you're living in my head now
A tidal wave through a ghost town
My vision blurring like a watercolour
I'm washed out now, I'm washed out

Is there something I can do now?
It's like I'm singing out of tune now
Just trying to keep my head above it all
It's no use now, I'm washed out

I thought that I'd escape
But I never really had a shot
I thought that I could shake it
But I know that it's never gonna

Stop until my heartbeat does
Can't remember who I was
Before you came through
And I know that it's never gonna (stop)

I think I've gone over the edge
Is this as bad as it's gonna get?
I think I'll drown in my own regret
It's no use now, it's never gonna

Stop until my heartbeat does
Can't remember who I was
Before you came through
And I know that it's never gonna

Stop until my lungs give up
Never thought I'd self destruct
Before you came through
And I know that it's never gonna (stop)

I thought that I'd escape
But I never really had a shot
I thought that I could shake it
But I know that it's never gonna

It's a beautiful place to drown
Last breath is a constellation
No light gets this far down
And I know that it's never gonna

Stop until my heartbeat does
Can't remember who I was
Before you came through
And I know that it's never gonna

Stop until my heartbeat does
Can't remember who I was
Before you came through
And I know that it's never gonna

Stop until my lungs give up
Never thought I'd self destruct
Before you came through
And I know that it's never gonna (stop)

I thought that I'd escape
But I never really had a shot
I thought that I could shake it
But I know that it's never gonna


10. SEPTEMBER 14TH

It makes me want to scream in rage
A moment hung for every person of age
Their fate
Encapsulated in plastic pills

No relief, no peace
As my karma sits in the backseat waiting for me
To see
If this world will leave me behind or set me free

It's take take if you want to believe it is
We'll save face while we're trying to make it right
This can't be happening
You've stolen tomorrow

And everyone is dead to me
I'm on a different plane or planet in space
I can't face
The thought of never seeing this place

I plead, I can't breathe
As I hear it blast through the speakers loud as can be
I'm sorry
I don't know what I've done to deserve this tragedy

It's take take if you want to believe it is
We'll save face while we're trying to make it right
This can't be happening
This can't be happening
You've stolen tomorrow

I never asked for this
To only exist
As a number in your lottery
You don't own me
Just because
I came to be
On September 14th
You don't know me

It's take take if you want to believe it is
We'll save face while we're trying to make it right
This can't be happening

It's take take if you want to believe it is
We'll save face while we're trying to make it right
This can't be happening

This can't be happening
This can't be
This can't be happening
You've stolen tomorrow


11. COMING DOWN

High above the city street
We're looking down at the space between
You've got a dare for the devil in me
What are we doing?
I close my eyes and in the dark I'm free
I know who I was but that's not me
And let's not pretend you don't want me to leave
What are we doing?

I've been falling so long
I forgot what it feels like
To be alright
I've been falling so long
Can't see me now

I've been falling so long
I forgot what it feels like
To be alright
I've been falling so long
Can't see me now
I'm never coming down

Can't see me now
I'm never coming down

Through the noise and flashing lights
I felt the cold night air telling me new lies
And let's not pretend you didn't realize
What you were doing
Too late, never the same
Too many stories with nothing to say
So let's not forget we're still drifting away
What are we doing

I've been falling so long
I forgot what it feels like
To be alright
I've been falling so long
Can't see me now
I'm never coming down

Can't see me now
I'm never coming down
Can't see me now
I'm never coming down

This was never gonna be anything like love
And all I had was always too much or not enough
We were never gonna do anything but drown
And all I know is I'm still high in the clouds

I'm never coming down

I've been falling so long
I forgot what it feels like
To be alright
I've been falling so long
Can't see me now
(I've been falling so long)

I've been falling so long
I forgot what it feels like
To be alright
I've been falling so long
Can't see me now
I'm never coming down


12. TAKE WHAT YOU GIVE (FT. SIMPLE PLAN)

Took a deep breath
Underwater
Watched the waves go by
Over and over
All the right things
At all the wrong times
Sink when I should swim
Too late to rewind

I don't know what I want or what I expected
I don't know how I got to feel so rejected

It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give

I count the days I tried to listen
I should have quit
Cause every time I keep on missing
The point of all of this
Sad truth, bad news
Is that all I get?
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give

It gets harder waiting for it
Tell me when's it gonna hurt and I'll try to ignore it
I wanted something new but nothing is changing
I gotta stop searching for something worth saving

I count the days I tried to listen
I should have quit
Cause every time I keep on missing
The point of all of this
Sad truth, bad news
Is that all I get?
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give

It's no use trying to remember
Can't forget what I already know
This moment feels like forever
This current never lets me go

I count the days I tried to listen
I should have quit
Cause every time I keep on missing
The point of all of this
Sad truth, bad news
Is that all I get?
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give
It's the way that it is
You can't take what you give

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