1.Lady Farewell

why am I here?
what have I done?
what is this where I´m running for but I can not find
you gave me Hell... the bottle is empty again
your bittersweet caress entwines my Heart... has grasp my breath
Lady Farewell lay my life in your hands... life´s unbroken dream, misery, and pain
take me far away and within all my fears
life is strangling me on every single day
take my hand lady farewell
everything ends... sure me too, only a little pressure is all it takes
there´s no one left to blame
what´s when I´m gone?
what lies beyond?
these hours have gone by... my hours have gone by with you
Lady Farewell lay my life in your hands... life´s unbroken dream, misery, and pain
take me far from here and within all my fears
life is strangling me in every second
take me by the hand lady farewell
I´m better with you - I´m better by you again



2.Distress

on the day I was born six and a half pounds of useless flesh were grown
with a red nose, two left hands and gag-shoes...
left to entertain I still can hear the doctor´s words: "another clown is born... amusement for all"
all I´ve ever been... nothing, only pain without morphine
an asshole without exit for release all the waste and the shit...
lose at all I never learned to life and all I got is a bottle full of piss in my hands
I tried so hard and failed so far throughout all my past
hope´s behind door one, luck behind door two, but the third I took
and every step foreward to heaven brought more Hell where I ´ve learned to disapoint
all I´ve ever been... nothing, only the stupid´s benefit
a jokebird in a cage for free to blame
I gave all I can give, lose at all... I´m less than stench of piss
say hello again to my old friend sorrow
pleasure and joy everywhere I go... "see the boorclown has come"
a happy end is unnecessary
I will ever be nothing
but like filth on toilet-seats the rests of shit-out-human-guts remind on me
welcome home sweet friends sorrow & distress



3.Leave

dear my love,
there´s nothing more to loose
it´s always the same
that between I have to choose…the barrel or the booze
I´m sorry... may I go
why is it so hard to stand these days?
why all and everything has failed once again?
(did you ever have) trespassed the point of no-return?
in this game I can´t reach the end
too late...
…you left me, married without hope, and you´ll find me... buried, alone
days have gone by, red is the snow...
share all these painspheres I have dwelt
a dying heart can´t tell what memories can kill
sorry is a pity word...
but our love will shine on like stars in the night
so have no fear I´ll be by your side
take your time to say goodbye, too
say "fuck you life" and leave this world with a smile...
see you soon... !!!
in eternal love your´s sincerely



4.You first, then me

all means nothing and nothing is all as long as men know
haven´t anything more to give, a handful of nothing is all to achieve
place your questions and you´ll find the questions for more
better unborn for to be a foolking that remains
the tomb is all that reminds... as it knows this:
"born with everything & died with nothing" ...is written in cold stone on the muddy ground
some man struggle, some man don´t
but one thing for sure we all have in common... to wait for the great curtain to fall
lay some stones upon a man´s back and you will see what a man can bear is less than zero
"born with everything & died with nothing" we all are only a moment in time...
make the best out of this shit cause when we leave, you will be the first, then me
more less, the most and the worst dismissed the good for the poor
the only things left for mourn: crown royal with rum
mescaline as medicine, too
this cocktail makes you forget
all that way bitterness tears the hardest path out to this great nothingless
"born with everything & died with nothing
realize your final day is coming closer
at the highways end will always be an exit
we all drive as fast as we can to our liferoad´s end



5.Grief : Dancing : Eternal

I gave all I had... it seems that it was not enough, it is indigent
everything seems to be dead, memories are gone with the rain
on life´s neverending path I´ve been dismissed... struggled for what?
today is the day, I´ll never waste my time...
two bottle´s of jack in a row and the handgun´s left of mine
today is that day where all doin´ fine, everything is going well,
thank you for none... goodbye
No!!! wellfucking grief is gone... so be sure to have your fun (with the gun)
every rise will be followed by a hundred falls...
every rise is mistaken by a hundred fools...
all memories are gone with my shame
all memories has left with me through life´s pleasureraping abort
I never took the rope (better I did), I ever thought dreams would come true...
that was my failure, so... please blow the answer away
No!!! Wellfucking grief is gone... I´ll be sure to have my fun (with the gun)



6.Those who have failed

scattered I am, scathing you are, sliding down on this twin-sharpened tongue
in ashes I lay but my sorrow you take and all the shit I was made out of
what´s going wrong? all is going down again...
unable to order this entwined chaos
what a nice idea, what a brilliant blind enthusiasm
through a needle you can´t see
none is like it seems
a nameless road to nowhere
a road out to ruin for those who have failed
an uprisen middlefinger towards the sky, a statement in the name of all inbred rebels
the most precious humble insane
most people don´t realize that they have created their own self-made heaven to life in
but they are those who have failed, they are those who fail every fucking day ... so this is how it ends
none is like it seems
a nameless road to nowhere
a road out to ruin for those who have failed
this is how we end
as useless toys in a bitter game



7.The Cynic

hold on, carry me through all these mountains and sorrowlakes so deep
I can not change a thing
in life´s double-faced mirror again weak dare to fail
can´t complete this million piece-puzzle without frame
hold on, don´t give it out, no need for it... the words from mouth
fool asked me... "how do you do my friend?"
fool ask me... "how are you?"
I am nothing
even life gets harder as long the cynic will remain
it´s easier to follow a tramped-out route than a long untrodden trail
the deep red turns to a fade grey, the last breath blows out the candles flame
life´s getting darker for all of those who needs to blame
for all brave dung-beetles dancing with the devil´s not a mistake
the deep red turns to a fade grey, the last breath blows out the candles flame
look the world is still amused and content
I´ll be no more, broken for everything and all
like a raven at dawn I´ll fall asleep
let me sleep, please let me sleep sweet ammonia
even life gets harder as long the cynic fall in vain
none is easier than to play with a remote-controll for sane
where moral standard is the rule I will be the enemy
life´s getting darker for all of those who needs to blame
for all brave dung-beetles dancing with the devil´s not the mistake
where moral standard is the rule I will be the enemy
at life-lane the cynic rise on the left way, the right one´s a fake
all idiots the middleroad will take
I know the cynic ride on the left way, the right one´s a fake
and for sure a little pressure is all it takes (to fade away)
and when this story ends it´s me to dare, it´s me who´ll fall in vain
so let cynic rise...



8.Thousand Times Goodbye

Hello it´s me again, sorrow is my name, hell has send me to adore
other´s misery is my job, the weak I don´t care less and almost the poor
dreary mother
haven´t heard me laughing?
waste your time with joy before our cold-hearted brother hope will get use of us all
two unstare cold eyes blacken within
Thousand Times Goodbye
uphold crimson tie
you´ll never feed me lies again
I spit on your grave a thousand times...
Goodbye
dreary mother
haven´t heard my warning?
pityness and for a day our cold-hearted brother hope will get use of us all...
two unstare cold eyes blacken within