1. JUST MAYBE

I was struggling all alone
Always thought the battle was my own
You never intended it that way or so you say
Still I sometimes struggle to believe
The voice I hear is you and not just me
Echoing the lines I’ve heard a thousand times before
Quoting what I want and never adding any more.

But I realise
That repeated lines
Only get stronger
If you tell them more than one time
So please replay this song
I know where I belong
Wrap these words round your heart and just let me say
That maybe I was wrong
To think that I was strong
And that maybe oh just maybe.

Just maybe I need you
Show me who you are and I will know
I’m stepping into the unknown
Taking every risk that dares to come my way
You’ve sung to me many times before
Here’s a melody for you, forever more
A song can fade out but it will never fade away
And I know you smile every time that you hear me say
That I realise.

I’m repeating lines
You don’t care because
You listen to me all the time
And that maybe, there’s no maybe yeah….
Oh I just need you.


2. FAME DRUG (BRAIN DEAD)

If I could take it all back then I would
’cause I’m just a victim of the fame drug
Tasted so sweet but it lied
Told me that I would be dignified
Just looking for something more
Than the mundane that this life had in store
Got to get there to feed my need
I’m a failure so I must succeed
Braindead, feeling pretty tense
Talking, but my words aren’t making sense
Driving, trying not to crash this car
Laughing (ha, ha, ha, ha).

Braindead, feeling pretty tense
Talking, but my words aren’t making sense
Driving, trying not to crash this car
Laughing…Everybody wants to be a star
Can’t escape this now that I’m here
You know my name but not my fear
I’m so scared of being on my own
So don’t you ever ever leave me here alone
Didn’t think that I would end up like this
Thought that all my problems would vanish
But I can’t stop moving now I must achieve
And be everything that you expect me to be
This is getting serious
And I don’t see a way out.

I’m lost in my mess,
God can you hear me? Hear me shout?
God if you’re there save my life
I’d give it all for one more night
Braindead, feeling pretty tense
Talking, now my words are making sense
(Funny how desperation brings us to our knees
We go in circles till we bleed
I’m so glad with you there’s another chance
I can see you smiling in the distance)
Braindead, feeling pretty tense
Braindead, feeling pretty tense
Driving, trying not to crash
Driving, trying not to crash this car
Do you still wanna be a star?
Take my life.


3. THE MORE THAT YOU SCREAM

It’s up to you what you do with this life
You can dictate your own state of mind
Will you listen to your own point of view
Or will you do everything they tell you to?
It’s time to let love become what you believe
Stop doubting the answers you haven’t yet seen
If I called you ‘failure’ what would you decide?
To win? Or surrender to emotional suicide?
Don’t believe what they say about you
Because it isn’t true.

They’re coming down like an avalanche
Run run but you won’t stand a chance
They’re coming down just to make a scene
Fall down harder the more that you scream
The more that you scream.

You’ve been labelled loser all of your life
See your way out through the blade of a knife
There’s a lot of messed up boys and girls
But you don’t need to be a victim of their broken world
Sticks and stones can bruise your body
And words can change your whole life story
Don’t be fooled in thinking they can’t touch you
Or that words doesn’t matter cause use they really do.


4 GLOW

You tell me you’re worthless
That there’s only brokenness inside
So why can’t I see it?
I just see beauty in your eyes
Yeah you took a choice
It was a little time ago
And though you’re feeling empty
You have been made whole
When you move you open up the skies
Can you see the light is falling
Onto you and you are glowing
Glowing, you are glowing
Can you see the light is falling
Coming down and you are glowing
Glowing, you are glowing
Glow, Glow.

I hope you can see it
Because it’s written all over your face
The sun heard you calling
And answered with a sweet embrace
The stars of the night can’t help themselves
They always talk about you
They whisper they’re jealous cause
They want to shine as brightly as you
You open up the skies
I want you to know
You always glow
I just want you to know
You are the reason
The sacrifice was made for you
Love tore the veil and made you new
So that you could glow
Everywhere you go.


5. IMPOSTER

You kicked me out and left me bruised
Lying on the floor deceived and used
Outside this place I called my own
Outside this place I called my home.
Started to accept I made
The decision to slowly fade
Into squalor a surrendered slave
Living in your deception grave.

Hello imposter
I can see you now
Hello Imposter
I can see you
Almost had me fooled
Now I know you’re not who
Who you say you are
I’ve been watching you for a while
Now I’m coming back home
To take back what it is that you stole
Every single thought I thought
Was me, was you and lies you told
I’m a daughter of the king
But rarely use the power that’s within
But I’m ready now so move aside
I’m here to rule, not run and hide
Even talking to myself
Could never feel this lonely
You’ve wasted time instead my head
My name cannot disown me
I command you to let me go
Take your appeal to the powers that be
My deepest fears are overthrown
You can’t take advantage of me.


6. ATMOSPHERE

It’s getting warmer
I can feel it under my skin
These sweaty palms
Releasing what’s within
Break through
Break through the atmosphere
Holy fire burn in here
Break through
Break though the atmosphere
Holy fire burn in here
You’re all around
And yet your hidden too
We’ve become experts
At hiding the spirit and the truth
But I’m calling you now
Don’t ever want you to disappear
You’re love is alive
Like a flame that’s burning near
This smoke is thick my eyes can’t see you
But I feel flames inside of me
I hold and I release your glory
I’m here to live your story.

Now, now, now


7. NOT WHO I AM

Independent, scared and lonely
Insecure, that’s not who I am
I’m not hiding, even running
Anymore, I know who I am
Don’t compare me to the person I used to be
She’s long gone.

I can see you tremble now when you look at me
You know that I’ve won
I don’t agree with what I used to think
I’ll hold my breath forever if I start to sink
I know that you want to let me drown
But I’ll come up stronger
Than when you pushed me down
This time I won’t let you have your way
The questions you’re throwing, I’ll throw them away
I’ve been tested before.

But you know that I passed that exam
Failure’s no option, it’s not who I am
Fake attraction, to the action
I used to bleed but that’s not who I am
Call me a quitter, you deceiver
I’ll never stop, cause that’s who I am
Don’t compare me to the person I used to be
She’s long gone.

I can see you tremble now when you look at me
You know that I’ve won
You’re dead, but I’m alive
You can’t take me down with you
And all those years you tried
I’m taking those back from you
You can’t believe your eyes
Thought I thought that you owned me
But now I see the lies
All that haunted me is gone.

Because I don’t agree with you anymore
I’ll hold my breath forever and still be alive…
This time I won’t let you have your way
The questions you’re throwing, I’ll throw them away
I’ve been tested before
But you know that I passed that exam
Failure is no option it’s not who I am.

Holy fire burn in here
Now, now, now
Holy fire burn in here
Gotta keep moving
I see no reason to stop, stop, stop
Gotta keep burning
Until I’m scorching hot
So move closer until
We can see the lines on your face
I wanna see you’re eyes
Passion that burns lies away
Now, now, now
Holy fire burn in here
Now, now, now
Holy fire burn in here.


8. BLAME ON US

Would I be wrong if I said
You’re the reason your world falls apart
You can’t pull on every loose thread
And wonder how did the unravelling start?
Would I be wrong if I said
You love to call yourself a zombie
You can’t claim you’re the living dead
And not expect to walk into calamity
I’m sick and tired of these mind games now
I think it’s time you finally realised…
You need help.

And we tried to give it to you
Will you end this profanity?
Can you live in insanity?
I can’t help.

If you cannot help yourself
Or admit that you’re lying
Without trying to put the blame on us
Nothing to prove don’t ask for proof
Don’t ask me to justify the truth
You’ll argue with evidence until you’re wrong
You’ve been pretending far too long
You can tell your stories
And yeah people they might just believe you
But your self righteous behaviour
In the end it will just abuse you
I’m sick and tired of these mind games now
I think it’s time you finally realised.

I am not the enemy
No matter what you might think of me.


9. L.I.O.N

Your eyes they tell me a story of deep despair
You let me look long enough just so I can see it there
But I wanna come closer cause I can see
Within your smile a captive beauty
But you shut me out why don’t you talk to me?
I want your love and not your duty
I’ve known you from the very start
Whether you Like it or not
You are connected to my heart.

Like it or not
I will never leave you or forsake you
I wanna heal and not break you,
I am addicted to your every part
Like it or not.

You are so resistant with walls so high
I can be the one to break them
Wanna see you cry
Closed off to the world and you think you’re free
Is this everything you dreamed it would be?
You hide behind thin glass, fragile cover
Hide from the past and your future’s duller.


10. STILL BREATHING

Gasping for air with every kiss
We needed so much
Much more than this
Now I look back and I reminisce
So close to falling into the abyss
Suffocated and almost strangled
Circling till we were tangled
I didn’t know we had reached the end
I held you close, I just couldn’t comprehend
Losing you dear, it was the only way
So I let you go and finally started loving you
So sorry that it took me so long
To see that what was
Not right was wrong
Well I guess I was blinded by your sweet song
But I must resist the urge to sing along
Though I’m weeping I’m still breathing
Don’t understand what I’m feeling
Didn’t know you that were dying in my arms
‘Til It started killing me,
We only saw ourselves through each others eyes
Which meant we could never really see, could we?