1. JUST MAYBE

I was struggling all alone
Always thought the battle was my own
You never intended it that way or so you say
Still I sometimes struggle to believe
The voice I hear is you and not just me
Echoing the lines I’ve heard a thousand times before
Quoting what I want and never adding any more.

But I realise
That repeated lines
Only get stronger
If you tell them more than one time
So please replay this song
I know where I belong
Wrap these words round your heart and just let me say
That maybe I was wrong
To think that I was strong
And that maybe oh just maybe.

Just maybe I need you
Show me who you are and I will know
I’m stepping into the unknown
Taking every risk that dares to come my way
You’ve sung to me many times before
Here’s a melody for you, forever more
A song can fade out but it will never fade away
And I know you smile every time that you hear me say
That I realise.

I’m repeating lines
You don’t care because
You listen to me all the time
And that maybe, there’s no maybe yeah….
Oh I just need you.


2. IMPOSTER

You kicked me out and left me bruised
Lying on the floor deceived and used
Outside this place I called my own
Outside this place I called my home.
Started to accept I made
The decision to slowly fade
Into squalor a surrendered slave
Living in your deception grave.

Hello imposter
I can see you now
Hello Imposter
I can see you
Almost had me fooled
Now I know you’re not who
Who you say you are
I’ve been watching you for a while
Now I’m coming back home
To take back what it is that you stole
Every single thought I thought
Was me, was you and lies you told
I’m a daughter of the king
But rarely use the power that’s within
But I’m ready now so move aside
I’m here to rule, not run and hide
Even talking to myself
Could never feel this lonely
You’ve wasted time instead my head
My name cannot disown me
I command you to let me go
Take your appeal to the powers that be
My deepest fears are overthrown
You can’t take advantage of me.


3. BLAME ON US

Would I be wrong if I said
You’re the reason your world falls apart
You can’t pull on every loose thread
And wonder how did the unravelling start?
Would I be wrong if I said
You love to call yourself a zombie
You can’t claim you’re the living dead
And not expect to walk into calamity
I’m sick and tired of these mind games now
I think it’s time you finally realised…
You need help.

And we tried to give it to you
Will you end this profanity?
Can you live in insanity?
I can’t help.

If you cannot help yourself
Or admit that you’re lying
Without trying to put the blame on us
Nothing to prove don’t ask for proof
Don’t ask me to justify the truth
You’ll argue with evidence until you’re wrong
You’ve been pretending far too long
You can tell your stories
And yeah people they might just believe you
But your self righteous behaviour
In the end it will just abuse you
I’m sick and tired of these mind games now
I think it’s time you finally realised.

I am not the enemy
No matter what you might think of me.


4. NOT WHO I AM

Independent, scared and lonely
Insecure, that’s not who I am
I’m not hiding, even running
Anymore, I know who I am
Don’t compare me to the person I used to be
She’s long gone.

I can see you tremble now when you look at me
You know that I’ve won
I don’t agree with what I used to think
I’ll hold my breath forever if I start to sink
I know that you want to let me drown
But I’ll come up stronger
Than when you pushed me down
This time I won’t let you have your way
The questions you’re throwing, I’ll throw them away
I’ve been tested before.

But you know that I passed that exam
Failure’s no option, it’s not who I am
Fake attraction, to the action
I used to bleed but that’s not who I am
Call me a quitter, you deceiver
I’ll never stop, cause that’s who I am
Don’t compare me to the person I used to be
She’s long gone.

I can see you tremble now when you look at me
You know that I’ve won
You’re dead, but I’m alive
You can’t take me down with you
And all those years you tried
I’m taking those back from you
You can’t believe your eyes
Thought I thought that you owned me
But now I see the lies
All that haunted me is gone.

Because I don’t agree with you anymore
I’ll hold my breath forever and still be alive…
This time I won’t let you have your way
The questions you’re throwing, I’ll throw them away
I’ve been tested before
But you know that I passed that exam
Failure is no option it’s not who I am.

Holy fire burn in here
Now, now, now
Holy fire burn in here
Gotta keep moving
I see no reason to stop, stop, stop
Gotta keep burning
Until I’m scorching hot
So move closer until
We can see the lines on your face
I wanna see you’re eyes
Passion that burns lies away
Now, now, now
Holy fire burn in here
Now, now, now
Holy fire burn in here.


5. GLOW

You tell me you’re worthless
That there’s only brokenness inside
So why can’t I see it?
I just see beauty in your eyes
Yeah you took a choice
It was a little time ago
And though you’re feeling empty
You have been made whole
When you move you open up the skies
Can you see the light is falling
Onto you and you are glowing
Glowing, you are glowing
Can you see the light is falling
Coming down and you are glowing
Glowing, you are glowing
Glow, Glow.

I hope you can see it
Because it’s written all over your face
The sun heard you calling
And answered with a sweet embrace
The stars of the night can’t help themselves
They always talk about you
They whisper they’re jealous cause
They want to shine as brightly as you
You open up the skies
I want you to know
You always glow
I just want you to know
You are the reason
The sacrifice was made for you
Love tore the veil and made you new
So that you could glow
Everywhere you go.